it's not that I'm not "feeling great lately" it's called fucking depression. And it sucks. I don't want to give it all up because I'm sad. I want to give it all up because I hate the feeling of sheer emptiness, like I'm void and insignificant. It's the worst feeling I've ever experienced. It's worse than sadness because it just eats at you. Slowly chipping away until you want to just break down because there's nothing left. It destroys every good thought and memory you have and uses them against you so it can grow stronger. Then comes the stress, the insomnia, the lack of willpower. And it gets so bad that you don't do anything by yourself, p