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It's been 6 years since I last cried over this...I thought I was over it. But then I saw an old status from back then and the memories came back...and seeing a picture that was posted a few days ago didn't help. We were friends longer than the two of you were...so how come you took her side and believed the lies she told you?? I was there for you for a lot of things...more than she was. And now here we are 6 years later...me and her aren't friends and you and I don't talk, but you "sisters" got to hang out a few days ago. Remember when all of us were the "OJD sisters"??

But whey is that bothering me again?? I don't know...but I feel alone. I feel like I'm spending Christmas by myself even though I know I won't be. But it's not the same being here by myself for a month versus being at home with decorations and life...
I don't really talk to my best friend that much...I feel like I don't know what's going on in her life anymore. And my other best friend is in Boise always with her fiance...things started to change when they started dating, and I'm happy for them but I don't like change...

And I know I'm probably just being paranoid or something, but I've lost too many friends in the past, some of them my best friends, that I'm afraid I'll lose them and that we won't be the same. I'm not the type of person to call someone up to hang out and that doesn't help at all either...but maybe my loneliness is getting the best of me.

So why am I crying over something that happened 6 years ago??
Hit shuffle on your iPod/Phone/iTunes/media player and write down the first 10 songs. Then pass this on to 10 people.

1. Classic - MKTO
2. Heart Attack - One Direction
3. How Do You Like Me Now?! - Toby Keith
4. Not Ready to Make Nice - Dixie Chicks
5. When She Says Baby - Jason Aldean
6. Independence Day - Martina McBride
7. Georgia Peaches - Lauren Alaina
8. Heart Attack - Demi Lovato
9. Hicktown - Jason Aldean
10. Bye Bye Bye - N'Sync
  • Listening to: "Starships" from Pitch Perfect
  • Reading: Supernatural: Rite of Passage
  • Drinking: apple juice
Rules:
1: Post these rules
2: Answer ALL questions!
3: Post it up again in your journal if tagged.
4: At the end, tag 3 people!

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1: What is/are your current fandom/s?
Supernatural
Flashpoint
Skillet


2: 5 favorite characters of each fandom?
SPN
Dean
Sam
Cas
Bobby
Kevin...or Death...

Flashpoint
Sam
Ed
Greg
Wordy
Spike

Skillet
John
Jen
Korey
Ben
Seth

3: 3 favorite pairings?
SPN
Dean/Lisa
Sam/Jess
Cas/Meg
(and kind of Crowley/Dean..."we're besties")

Flashpoint
Sam/Jules
Spike/Winnie
Ed/Sophie

Skillet
John/Korey
that's the only one...

4: Alright, what's your fave thing about your fandom?
SPN
the brother's relationship; the story line

Flashpoint
the show, the characters, how it's kind of not like your basic "cop" show

Skillet
the music, the band...it's all awesome!

5: What annoys you/do you hate most about your fandom?.
SPN
the Cas/Dean and Sam/Dean ships...1) Dean would never go there and 2) they're freaking BROTHERS

Flashpoint
that it ended so early...only 5 seasons, come on!

Skillet
nothing, really...

6: Any fanchars?
SPN
sometimes I imagine the boys having a little sister

Flashpoint
not really

Skillet
no

7: Anything you want to tell us about those chars?
Not really

8: Who's your least fav char in this fandom?
SPN
the Leviathans, Lucifer, sometimes Crowley, pretty much all the other angels, some others who are dead now...

Flashpoint
I don't know...I would say Donna, Raf, or Leah just because they weren't on as much, but they were cool too...

Skillet
maybe Seth, since he hasn't been in the band as long, but no hate

9: Have a crush on any main chars?
SPN
Dean :heart:

Flashpoint
Sam ;)

Skillet
John :D

10: Anything you want to say to the creator/s of your fandom?
SPN
Thank you Erik for creating such an awesome show! Can't wait for season 10!! :D

Flashpoint
Thank you to you as well for creating this amazing show...I just wish it didn't end and that it was still on :(

Skillet
Thank you John for being part of this band when it first started...you're the only original member now, so keep on rocking with your wife, Jen, and Seth! :D
  • Listening to: nothing, but I have a song stuck in my head...
  • Reading: "The Dukes of Hazzard: Unofficial Companion"
  • Drinking: water

I was tagged by :iconmusic-is-life20:

Rules:

1.You must write the rules in your journals
2. You must write 10 facts about yourself
3. Answer 10 questions, left for you and do your own 10 questions for those you want to tag
4. Choose 10 deviants to tag and left there icons in this journal
5. Remind them about your tag
6. Nothing like: "you read- you tagged"
7. You must legally hold 10 persons
8. Don’t tag back (if you tag back you will get very boring answers...haha) 
9. You can't say “I don't do tags” (you can say whatever you please I think) 
10. YOU MUST WRITE JOURNAL, NOT COMMENT


Facts:

1. I love music

2. My favorite show is "Supernatural" ;)

3. I am currently a sophomore in my 2nd semester (4th total) in college...it's only been like 2 weeks into the semester, and so far it's not too bad :)

4. I live on campus, even though my mom's house is like 2 minutes away...haha. Deciding to live in the dorms is probably the best decision I made because there was no way I could live at home while going to school (plus I have no car, no quiet place to study, no place to do homework, etc). Plus I LOVE the dorm life, my roommate, and my wing-mates!! 

5. I am a criminal justice major and I hope to one day be a police officer :)

6. My roommate is a Biblical studies major, and we're somewhat complete opposites, but she's one of my best friends!

7. I have my wedding colors all planned out. It'll be yellow and lavender...I'll have a yellow belt on my dress, the groom will be wearing lavender, my bridesmaids/maids of honor (since I'll have two) will be in lavender, and the men will be in yellow, so we're all opposites! lol

8. I also have kid names picked out...I have like 4 girl names and 1 boy name!

9. I really want twins (my grandma is a twin and nobody has had twins yet)!! At first, I really wanted two girls (which I still kind of do just so I can dress them alike, lol ;), but now I want a boy and a girl so I can name them after my grandparents! They'll be James/Jared/Jason (I can't choose) Arvid and Lorelei Pearl...Arvid and Pearl are my grandparents, if you didn't get that! :)

10. I'm the baby of 3 girls; my parents are divorced; I have a "brother-in-law" (my sister's boyfriend, but whatever); 2 nieces who are almost 4 and 2 who I love; a step-mom who is pretty awesome; 3 step-sisters; 2 step-brothers-in-law; and 3 step-nieces who are 7, 1, and 6 months and who are also really adorable!


Music-is-life20's Questions

1. What car did you learn how to drive in, if you can drive?

    Unfortunately, even though I'm 20, I don't drive or have my license...I know pathetic...but the car I first drove in was my mom's small white car that she no longer has (I don't know the different types of cars to save my life, so I don't know what car it was...)

2. What's the worse movie you've ever seen?

    Well, the one that first came into my head would probably be "Magic Mike"...yes, I went and saw that (with my mom and sister too) and the dudes looked good with no shirt on, but really...there was pretty much no plot to it. Besides Mike trying to get out of the dancing life or whatever it is he does and trying to start a business, I didn't think it was a very good plot or movie for that matter...

3. Do you watch award shows? Or do you find them boring?

    Not really...if something happened or whatever I usually hear/see about it online and then I just look it up on YouTube or something! lol The only ones I really watch would be the country music ones ;)

4. What's one thing about yourself that you wish to improve?

I don't know...there's a few things...

5. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

My mom, yes...my dad, not really. All 3 of us don't really have a good relationship with him...I think the only reason why my older sister and I go over and have game nights is because of our step-family

6. Do you enjoy snow? What's the most your city has ever gotten?

Yes, just not the cold or the ice...I don't even know. Usually when we get snow, it's gone by the end of the day or the next day, but this winter we had snow pretty much for all of December and then last winter we got TONS of snow in January...it wasn't very fun walking in all of that going to classes...lol

7. What's your favorite holiday?

Halloween!! The decorations, costumes, movies...my fav is "Hocus Pocus"!! :D

8. If you have siblings, how well do you get along?

I have 2 older sisters, and we don't really get along that well...I really wish that we did and that I could call them my best friends and we could enjoy hanging out with each other, but we're all stubborn, we all like to say the last word, we all like to say things that make the other person mad...granted, we do get along sometimes and we can have fun, but we do fight a lot. I just think that they'll always think of me as their annoying little sister no matter how old I am or what I do...that's pretty much the main reason why I wanted to live on campus too, to get away from all of that...

9. Do you enjoy family gatherings?

Yes. Even if my sisters and I don't really get along, I do still like it when my mom makes plans for us to do something or go somewhere, mostly so I can see her and my nieces! :XD: I also like it when my whole family gets together...like this weekend, all of my mom's siblings will be done to celebrate my grandpa's birthday a little bit early and my grandma's side of the family will be having a reunion in the summer, and I can't wait!

10. What's your favorite social networking site?

probably Facebook or YouTube :)


I'm gonna break the rules and say: "I don't do tags" and how about, "you read, you're tagged"!! lol ;)

  • Listening to: "Sometimes" by Skillet
  • Reading: "The Dukes of Hazzard: Unofficial Companion"
  • Drinking: apple juice
Wasn't tagged, but thought I would do it anyway! :)

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

"The premise I used is that country music fans start when they're children and they stop being fans when they die."

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
My pillow, my comforter, and my book from the first question that I just put on my left side :XD:

What is the last thing you watched on TV?
The local news...before that it was an episode of "Parenthood", which my mom likes...there has been nothing on all week...

Without looking guess what time it is?
10:40

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
11:12...the time seems to go by so fast when I'm in my room on my computer...

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The air going on...I did have music on, but I paused it to do this :)

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Tuesday, I believe...my mom had my nieces, so we went to McDonalds because my oldest niece wanted nuggets and wanted to play.

Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
All of my messages on here, and before that Facebook

What are you wearing?
My pjs...

Did you dream last night?
Not that I remember...my psychology prof from last year said that everyone probably has tons of dreams every night, but we just don't remember them or only remember one

When did you last laugh?
Uhh...I don't know??

What are on the walls you are in?
Lots of things, since it's my room...I have my art on one 1/2 walls, 4 posters from tv shows and my friends graduation announcements on half a wall, my memories from school above my bed (mostly from my freshman year of college), and my music wall (which is mostly filled up with Jonas Brothers...haha; but I also have a pic of Family Force 5, a pic of Skillet, 2 posters of Mark Schultz, and a poster of Brad Paisley on there as well)

Seen anything weird lately?
ya, the shows on Disney Channel...like I said before, there has been nothing on...I've watched movies the past three days...

What do you think of this quiz?
ehh...

What was the last film you saw?
Well, since I've watched a movie the past three days, it would be "Joyful Noise" from today, "Now You See Me" yesterday, and "Cheaper by the Dozen" on Tuesday...but my last one in theaters was "Frozen"

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I'd pay the rest of my college tuition, or pay off my debt; give some money to my grandparents and my mom; then I'd buy maybe a place, a car, or whatever...

Tell me something about you that I don't know?
Ummm....I don't know....I always hate these questions because there are some things that lots of people know and there are some things that absolutely nobody knows and that I won't say

If you could change one thing about the world.
That we weren't so judgmental and critical about things or about people...that there would be no more starving people, I guess... 

What do you want to learn in the future?
If my choices that I've made now or in the past were good ones?

George Bush:
Since I don't care about politics, and I wasn't really "old" enough (or I just didn't care) about what he did while he was president, I'm not sure why people were mad at him...but I do know that he was better than Obama...

Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I do really want a girl, but I want a boy first so that my kids can have a big brother...but I do have some names: Lorelei Pearl, Felicity Rose, Annabelle Clara (or just Clara Bell), and Lilly Aurora.

Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
I only have one boy name, and I can't decide on the first name...either James or Jared or Jason Arvid

But see, I also really want twins (my grandma is one) and if I have a boy and girl, then the boy will be James/Jared/Jason Arvid and the girl will be Lorelei Pearl (my grandparents names are Arvid and Pearl) :D

Would you ever consider living abroad?
Probably not because I've found out that I'm a home-body

What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly gates?
I have no idea...maybe..."I've never lost faith in you"...??
  • Listening to: "Downtown" by Lady Antebellum
  • Reading: "Supernatural: Heart of the Dragon"
  • Drinking: pepsi
well, school got out yesterday...I'm staying with my dad and step-mom cuz there is no room for me at my mom's house! My oldest sister (Amber) and nieces moved in a couple months ago and all of their crap is in my room...and my sister is lazy and won't pick them up/organize it.

So today, I went over there cuz my mom wanted all 4 of us (my other sister (Mikaela) as well, who moved out last week) to clean and organize the house because Amber is moving back into her old room, which Mikaela was living in, my nieces will be living in my room, and then I will be living in the storage room, which used to be Mikaela's room. Didn't get a whole lot done, but I did take down all of my posters, pictures, and art off of my walls, we switched the dresser drawers, and Mikaela took apart her bed and took it to her new apartment.

And of course there were fights and arguments and stress and anger...it seems like whenever I go home for the weekend, there's always some sort of fight either between my two sisters or one of them and my mom (mostly Mikaela). And by the end of the weekend, I realize that my decision to live ON campus (even though my mom's house is like 2 minutes away) was probably the best decision I made! I am so glad I don't live at home anymore...before Amber and nieces moved in and after. Before, Mikaela and mom would fight a lot (not all of the time) because they're so much alike...and sometimes Mikaela would have a bad day at work and take it out on us...also (she still does this), she thinks she can say or do whatever she wants because my mom is saying/doing the same thing! I mean, hello?? That's your MOM...she can do whatever she wants to do, that doesn't mean you can too!! Sometimes I wish when Mikaela has kids, she'll have one that's JUST like her!

When Amber and the girls moved back in, it was all of them living in the house, so I'm sure there was fighting all of the time...plus I have a 3 year old niece and an almost 1 year old niece who get into everything, so there would be NO way for me to study or do homework...

After today, I'm really glad I'm not living at home during spring break, but I know summer is gonna suck...3-4 months living there, plus on an uncomfortable bed/mattress...ugh...

And I know my sisters and I haven't been all that close since we've all grown up, but to me, it feels like we've grown apart even more since I've been going to college...and it's really sad to think that I hate going home/living at home, not because of my mom since we barely fight/argue, but because of my sisters...to me, they just seem to make it worse! And when I try to state my opinion or try to say something to make things better or whatever, I get my head bitten off! "It's none of your business", "Stay out of it!", "I don't need your two cents!", etc...

I just...hate all of this and I hate that this always happens, and I know that my mom hates it too...I just wish that I could tell them how I feel, but I guess they just don't want to hear it...I wish things could be different...
  • Reading: currently 3 books for 3 different classes
  • Drinking: water
I was featured on the WishingWell Weekly!!!!! :party:

I'm under the 'Wonderful Wednesday Feature' and my piece is the 2nd one! :la:
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I just want to say thank you to my friend, Kat lion-essrampant who told them about me!!! :D
  • Reading: currently 3 books for 3 different classes
so this weekend, all of us freshman here at NNU went up to Trinity Pines in Cascade, Idaho for the Freshman Retreat! It was really fun!! We played games (one of them 2 guys 'kissed' so they could win...sooo funny!!), we got to meet new people and make new friends, some of us went to McCall yesterday while others went river rafting, and got to meet a lot of people who work at NNU and we met some older class-men as well!

We left early Saturday morning and got back about 2 hours ago...there was NO cell service up there too! haha

Almost everyone on the bus took a nap on the way home, because all this week we had to wake up early, and most of us have to wake up early tomorrow too...I get to sleep in a little bit tomorrow! >.<

but anyways, it was really fun, and I'm glad I'm back now! lol
  • Reading: True Crime Stories from People Magazine
  • Drinking: water
yay!!!! the glasses I ordered online came today!!! :party:

they're brown with some yellow on it, and they have a little design and the word 'Love' on both sides!!! :la:

I'm still kinda getting used to them, but they're so cute and awesome, cuz I can see more clearly now!! Like earlier today, I was sitting in the back of one of my classes, and I could see the Smart Board really well...it wasn't all blurred like it would have been with my old glasses!! :D

really happy!!!! :D :D
  • Reading: True Crime Stories from People Magazine
my first day of college is TOMORROW!! :XD:

I have Cornerstone at 12:30...then like 5 hours later, I have Intro to Criminal Justice at 6:30!!

I'm a little nervous, but excited!! :D
  • Listening to: the tv
  • Watching: idk
  • Eating: just finished a peach!
I moved into my dorm on Friday, and as of last night, everything in my room is all organized and perrty!! :party:

so yesterday I went to get my computer set up with their wifi, but for some reason, my computer wouldn't work >.< so now, I have to go back tomorrow to see if they can try to fix it :/

I'm only on here because I'm at home now using my mom's...again...lol

Hopefully my internet will be up by Tuesday cuz that's when school starts! :XD:
  • Listening to: the tv
  • Reading: nothing at the moment
  • Watching: "Big Time Rush"
  • Drinking: apple juice
I'm moving into my DORM ROOM TODAY!!!!! I can't wait!!!! :D

:party:

:la:

:party:

This whole weekend is going to be amazing!! There's an Ice-Cream Social tonight, a scavenger hunt tomorrow, a bonfire on Sunday, then a Root Beer Fest/Movie on Monday!!! :D
  • Listening to: "You Lie" by The Band Perry
  • Reading: nothing at the moment
  • Watching: whatever my mom is
  • Playing: windows media player
  • Drinking: coke
so yesterday, my mom and step-mom (and dad) got me a new laptop for college!!!! :party:
My old one was small, and mine broke so I was using my mom's for the past year or so...this one is a 'normal' sized one, and it's so awesome!! :la:
Plus, I have Microsoft Word!!!! I think that's what I'm most excited about...lol! :D (the small laptops just had the trial version...this has the 'whole' version, I guess...haha!)

oh, and this is also my last week at home before I go off to college...which kinda isn't that big of a deal, because my school is like a mile away (according to my grandma); but I'll still be living on campus, cuz there is no way I'm living at home while I'm going to college! haha :D
I move in this friday, and my classes start next Tuesday! :party:

but, I guess that's it...haha! ;)
  • Listening to: the tv
  • Reading: The Supernatural Book...
  • Watching: "American Pickers" on History Channel
  • Drinking: coke
so  I went to NNU (Northwest Nazarene University) today to do registration a little early, and I got my schedule!! :D

Monday:
Essential Mathematics (2:15-3:10)
Law Enforcement (6:30-9:00)

Tuesday:
Cornerstone (12:30-1:50)
Intro to Criminal Justice (6:30-9:00)

Wednesday:
Fund of Wellness (1:10-2:05)
Ess Math (2:15-3:10)

Thursday:
Cornerstone (12:30-1:50)
Fund of Wellness Lab (2:25-3:45)
Intro to Sociology (6:30-9:00)

Friday:
Ess Math (2:15-3:10)

I can't wait for all of my major classes!! :XD:
  • Listening to: "Home" by Dierks Bentley
  • Reading: The Supernatural Book...
  • Playing: the radio
  • Drinking: apple juice
so, my mom left today for a ladies retreat, so my sister and I are gonna be 'home alone' all week! lol

but that's not the "yay" part...about 4 days ago, I ordered 2 books online from Barnes & Noble, and I got one of them today!!! "The Supernatural Book of Monsters, Spirits, Demons, and Ghouls"!!! :D

now I'm hoping that my 2nd book ("Dukes of Hazzard: The Unofficial Companion") will get here SOON!! :XD:
  • Listening to: the tv
  • Watching: 16 and Pregnant
  • Drinking: apple juice
So yesterday was my LAST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL!!! :party:

I'm excited, but also nervous! It feels like come Monday, I have to go back to school...but I don't!!
We had a senior picnic after 2nd period, and it was pretty good!! Our school officer asked me if I was going to our Project Graduation at Boondocks (well, Wahooz now...), and I said "I don't know, it's expensive", so then he said that he would pay for me!! He said it was a present to me for graduating, and he asked if I really wanted to go...I said yes, and he said he'll pay for me, and all I could say was "if you want?" So he ran to his car and gave me $50!! (I was in his law enforcement class during first semester)

Later that day, I went camping with some of my friends...it was fun!! We got lost on the way there cuz the internet lied to us...lol...but it was still really fun!! Had meat, hot dogs, and s'mores...yummy!! haha

The bad thing was it was FREEZING at night!! We all slept for about an hour, and then we went all got up and sat around the fire...then after a while, we all went back to bed for about another 4-5 hours or so? But we were all pretty refreshed! We were going to stay the whole weekend, but it was freezing at night and we didn't have enough wood for the fire...so we left early this morning!

Had an amazing time celebrating the end of high school!! Now we have graduation on Thursday!! :D
  • Listening to: the tv
  • Watching: Shake It Up!
  • Drinking: apple juice
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

*~* RULES *~*
[1] Get out / open your music player (iPod, MP3 Player, etc.) / music library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player etc.).
[2] Put it on shuffle.
[3] Press forward / the next button for each theme.
[4] Use the song title as the answer to each theme, even if it doesn't make sense.
[5] Tag 5 people.
[6] DON'T SKIP SONGS OR LIE!

Opening Credits:
What Makes You Beautiful - One Direction

Your Theme:
Remind Me - Brad Paisley ft. Carrie Underwood

Waking Up:
The Older I Get - Skillet

School:
Breakthrough - Lemonade Mouth

Home:
Two Worlds - Tarzan

Falling In Love:
Lovebug - Jonas Brothers :)

Boyfriend / Girlfriend's Theme:
How Could This Happen To Me - Simple Plan :(

First Kiss:
One Day Too Late - Skillet

Hanging With Friends:
He Will Carry Me - Mark Schultz

Best Friend's Theme:
Me and My Gang - Rascal Flatts

Fight With Parents:
Hip to My Heart - The Band Perry

By Yourself at Home:
Running Just to Catch Myself - Mark Schultz

Break Up:
Colors of the Wind (from Pocahontas) - Vanessa Hudgens

Depression:
Haunted - Taylor Swift

Drunk:
Hero - Skillet

Driving:
All the Way Up - Emily Osment

Coming Down (Hangover):
Over You - Miranda Lambert

Regret:
The Siamesse Cat Song (from Lady and the Tramp - B5

New Love:
Dynamite - Taio Cruz

Prom:
Freak the Freak Out - Victoria Justice

Prom speech:
Don't Forget - Demi Lovato

Graduation:
Tonight - Jonas Brothers

Graduation Speech:
Sparks Fly - Taylor Swift

College:
Cryin' for Me (Wayman's Song) - Toby Keith

Marriage:
Love You Like A Love Song - Selena Gomez & the Scene

Going To War:
Open Wounds - Skillet

Night Before Battle:
Conspiracy Theory - Nick Jonas & the Administration

Last Fight:
Trashin' the Camp (Phil and N'Sync Version) - Tarzan

Last Fight Result:
Why - Jason Aldean

Reuniting With Old Friends:
I Have Been There - Mark Schultz

Final Words:
Stronger (Back on the Ground) - Nick Jonas & the Administration

Funeral:
Good Time - Alan Jackson

Aftermath:
It's On - Camp Rock 2

Ending Credits:
Party In the USA - Miley Cyrus
  • Listening to: &quot;Georgia Peaches&quot; by Lauren Alaina
  • Reading: &quot;One Year Gone&quot; - A Supernatural novel
  • Drinking: apple juice
*sigh*

Found out today that the guy I like (my youth pastor's son, grew up with him, liked him since forever) is going to prom with another girl...

I mean, I knew it would happen, since we don't really talk or hang out....and well, let's face it....I'm way to shy to even say HI to him, let alone ask him to prom (which everyone said he probably would go, as friends)

But I think the reason why I'm upset is because of the girl he asked...he asked a girl that we both grew up with, and I was friends with (as we got older, she started to become more my sister's friend, but we're still friends). Plus, her parents are like 2nd parents to me, so she's like my sister...

Apparently, he had a crush on her a few years ago, but idk if he still does...you'd think though since HE asked HER to prom....and idk if she likes him that way either....she's been in Alaska since she graduated from high school last June, and came back like almost 2 months ago or so? I didn't even know they've been talking or hanging out that much since she's been back for him to ask her....and she just barely broke up with her boyfriend....

UGH....
  • Listening to: the tv
  • Reading: &quot;Coyote's Kiss&quot; - A Supernatural novel
  • Watching: Bones
  • Drinking: apple juice
this is a letter/note that I wrote a few days ago, after a fight at my house...I was really upset and just had to write everything that I was feeling down....

"I just want someone to actually LISTEN and CARE!

I'm tired of the fighting over stupid things!

I'm tired of all the last minute comments that we all do just to piss the other person off!

Mikaela: I'm tired of when you say I don't help around the house...mom's told you not to say it and you still do! It HURTS! Just like when I say I'm smarter, but I try not to say it cuz I know it hurts you! I'm tired of being interrupted everytime I talk! You and mom both do it and it's rude and annoying! Also, if you have a bad day at work, then DON'T take it out on us! Same with mom...

Amber: I'm tired of you not ever caring about anything we have to say! I'm tired of your bad attitude about EVERYTHING!! What we do, you being pregnant, how we are with Alexa...why can't you be more fun and not so serious?! Why can't you smile more??

I'm tired of how we all expect something in return...how you won't do something for the other cuz they pissed you off or whatever! Maybe if you bypass what they did and just do something nice, they'll be nice back! But we all have to be rude or fight with each other!

Why can't we get along like other sisters?

Why can't we tell each other everything?

WHY DO YOU THINK I WANT TO LIVE ON CAMPUS????

Sometimes, I can understand why teens RUN AWAY!"


there it is....I'm done ranting now...lol
  • Listening to: &quot;I Gotta Feeling&quot; by Black Eyed Peas
  • Reading: &quot;Dark Worlds&quot; by Zak Bagans
  • Watching: a movie that my mom is watching
  • Drinking: Pepsi
Rules:
1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately have to tag 11 people.

1. I'm the youngest in my family...youngest child, and grandchild
2. I'm a senior in high school!! :party:
3. Im going to be going to NNU (Northwest Nazerene University) in the fall of this year! :la:
4. I have 2 sisters, Amber (22), and Mikaela (21)
5. I have a niece, Alexa Lynn, who will be 2 in March
6. I'm going to be getting another niece in April, Olivia Dawn :D
7. My parents are divorced, and I live with my mom
8. I've lived in Idaho my whole life!
9. I've never had a boyfriend >.< only cuz most boys are stupid, and the only one I've ever liked I can't really talk to (and we barely see eachother)
10. I'm not allergic to anything
11. I LOVE country music, and I also listen to Christian/Christian Rock music....I also love to read mystery books (mostly Hardy Boys >.<)


1. If you could go anywhere/do anything, what would you do?

I'd go to Cali, NY, Canada, Japan/China, Paris....

2. If you had the money, would you buy a Premium Membership?

I don't know

3. Have you ever told a guy you liked them?

psh, no!! lol :XD:

4. Are you a member of any adoptable websites?

nope

5. Do you have a blog? If so, post a link

nope

6. Do you prefer writing short stories or poems?

short stories....well, actually the only stories I write are fanfictions >.<

7. Do you play video games?

no, but I used to when I was younger

8. What was the last book you read?

I'm currently reading Zak Bagans' book, "Dark World: Into the Shadows with the Lead Investigator of the Ghost Adventures Crew" and it's pretty good!!
After that, I have 3 Hardy Boys books waiting for me!

9. Who was the last person you kissed/hugged?

my niece :aw:

10. How often do you get on deviantArt?

once a day...I'm in so many groups, that I get tons of messages! lol

11. Do you like oatmeal raisin cookies?

yuck


I'm tagging these people, and you get to answer my questions! :D

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1. Where do you want to live when your older?

2. If you could be in any movie, what would it be and what character would you be?

3. Who's your favorite cartoon character?

4. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?

5. What's your favorite drink?

6. Who is your hero?

7. What would be your dream job?

8. If you were to be famous, what would you do (actor, singer, author, director, etc)?

9. What's your ideal guy/girl?

10. Where would you love to visit?

11. What was/is your high school graduation year?