I haven't updated here in a long while. Sorry about that. Life hit hard and fast in the last year. Some things are on the up. Others not so much.
Rena is much healthier. Its amazing what insurance can do.
I'm still stuck in a job I hate. I got an interview the other day, but it didn't pan out. I'm not giving up yet though. (If you're curious, I'm planning to give up when I'm reached my goal.) I don't know what the future will be yet. But I haven't given up.
I've come to realize that emotionally, I'm not well. My depression has become a lot more than I can bare. I'm going to be taking steps to address it. I'm sorry for years of not having it under control. My actions have hurt people around me. I can't apologize enough to those I've hurt and while I'm not certain I can ever really make up for my mistakes, I know I can be a better person in the future. Thank you for your patience, kindness and company. I'm not giving up yet.
-Peace Love and doughnuts