NicKittyCata

Hey everyone!
It's been a while since I've done one of these.
And this'll be the last one i'll do here.
Now what do i mean by that? Well...

Remember that one journal where i asked if i should make a new account?
After some talking i had with some of my friends on discord, i decided that i wanted a fresh start.
I know this account has been online for 5 years now, but it's alright.
The account is already made!

For those who want to keep following me, the new account is....

www.deviantart.com/lovingsakur…

Thank you all for years of support in this account, but it is time for this account to say goodbye.
I'll deactivate it when the time comes (Probably in about a month or 2). For now, i'll start moving out to the new account.

Love you all!!
~ Katherine

Hey, everyone. It's been a long time since i've talked here.

The truth is i've been very busy with college to even draw. So many exams...

There's also the fact that i want to draw more traditionally than digitally (since, yunno, my pixelart is not original considering i use a base for it), but my parents judge everything i draw. So that sucks.

And to be honest... I've been thinking about having a reset on deviantArt. Making a new account. But the thing is, most people watching me here will probably not follow me there. I will tell all my close friends about my new account, and then put a journal, a status update and a drawing showing my new account link... But that's only if i decide to make a new account. For now it's up to debate.

Anyway, about drawings, i will most likely go back to drawing close to the end of the year, aka after December 7th, which is not only the last exam of the year, it's also the release date of Super Smash Bros. Ultimate.

Take care everyone~!
I love you~!

- Nicholas/ Katherine
(I still need to get a new name... I kind of don't like using 2 names. It gets people confused.)

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I got banned from deviantart, in all my accounts, and its bothering me, something is wrong with deviantart, I don't know what their problem is, its getting in my nerves, they stole a shit ton of money from me now,,,,I had money in those accounts that I needed URGENTLY for my medicine and I was saving up for surgery since my parents are financially struggling at the moment so I had to earn it myself, this really sucks, If some of you knows how to email deviantart staff, tell them about this please, its so fucking shitty, I only did ONE mistake and this shit is happening already, unlike MOST accounts do like 43943 mistakes and still get nothing
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Hey, i forgot to mention i was back!
(Not that many people actually knew i left)

Anyway, i'm still not ready to show drawings, because i still feel like they suck, sooooooooo, i'll still be inactive here.
I am still able to chat tho .o.
TBH, i'm mostly active on Discord these days.
And i'm thinking on making a new dA page. I dunno, this one is... pretty bleh...
But i'll decide that later.

See ya guys later!!!

Sigh...
I hate doing this... I really do...
But today I failed an exam... Like... Really badly...
So... From now on... Whenever i"m close to exam dates, I will not be online at all...
Which really hurts for me... Because I hate doing it... I feel alone and it hurts...
Who knows if all my negativity and depression makes me hurt myself while nobody is looking?...
I'll try to control myself from those thoughts...
But know that i love every single one of you and that i don't mean to disapear because of being mean... But because i have to...
I hope i can do better in college like this... (Though i doubt it with how negative i am...)
Wish me luck... And i'll talk to you later...