- I don’t usually like doin vents because I don’t want to seem like some attention seeker or someone lookin for pitty but I just kinda have to vent right now. I am venting because I feel I just need to get my feelings out. -
I have been feeling emotionally unstable lately. It’s, of course, cuz of school. It’s not the work (tho it does add extra stress) but it’s mostly the other students in my grade. I hate almost all of them, all of them are either rude, loud, or annoying. I’m always left out in everything. As the days pass by, I’ve been getting more unwilling to do it. I’ve been getting more tired lately, more weak, and it’s hard to do it, and it’s just getting harder. I am ashamed to be grouped up with a bunch of rude, loud, annoying people. Yes, I might seem loud an annoying to them, we all have our faults, but it’s just getting worse every day. I don’t have any friends at school, I’m always just... alone, which can get lonely at times. The only reason I’m still going is my mom. All my friends I have are online, and my mom is the only person that is my friend that I can talk to face - to - face. She gives me the courage every day to get through the day, get the good grades, and pass. I don’t know what I would have ever done without her and she is the person that has molded me into the way I am. I can’t even imagine life without her.
- As I said, I am not looking for pitty or attention, I am just simply getting my feelings out, I’d probably go insane if I didn’t vent. Thank you to everyone who reads this. Peace ✌️