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This I Regret
April 14th, 2018
IV.XIV.MMXVIII
Summer vacation had begun.
At the beginning of school,
You caught my eye,
And held my gaze.
Hair black as night,
Skin pale as snow,
Eyes of grey,
United in a beautiful form.
You seemed so alone,
And it seemed throughout the years,
T'was so,
But I could be wrong.
Quiet as a whisper,
You seemed to pass,
Without a trace,
Beautiful as you are.
I wanted to talk to you all year,
But I was afraid.
I never had confidence,
And it was the same then.
It was the summer of 2013.
I decided to send you a message,
After mustering,
All my courage.
A few days later,
You accepted.
I was baffled,
And caught off guard.
My courage died,
And I never pursued further.
Now, looking back,
This I regret.
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Literature
Rip
April 8th, 2018
IV.VIII.MMXVIII
You rip yourself apart,
And if you continue,
You will rip away the life,
By your own hand.
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Literature
The Scars Remain
April 5th, 2018
IV.V.MMXVIII
The scars remain,
But know,
The pain,
Will not.
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Literature
Let's See How This Goes
April 3rd, 2018
IV.III.MMXVIII
It's been,
Nine months since,
Receiving my,
Answer.
Yet when I think of you,
My heart still flutters.
Just when I thought,
My feelings were long dead...
They're just as strong,
As nine months ago.
In the summer of 2017,
It seems so long ago.
There were so many signs,
That indicated,
You were mine,
As we felt the same.
Acting differently around me...
Unable to hold a stare...
The concern you showed me....
How your eyes smiled...
Now I know,
Not to let the hope explode.
As I try to keep it low,
And in check.
With such a definitive Answer,
How does my feelings still exist?
I know why...
But let's see how this goes.
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Literature
Source of Sadness
April 3rd, 2018
IV.III.MMXVIII
Somehow I forgot,
My source of sadness,
Which afflicted me so,
And led to five years of pain.
The relationship had turned sour,
For I had changed,
But knew not how,
For she never said what.
Sorely afflicted by her demons, 
Self-mutilation was her escape.
Silence overcame us,
I no longer heard her cries.
I feared her end,
Was her body now cold?
I did not know,
I did not know...
Panic overcame me,
As the silence wrecked havoc.
I began to blame myself,
For her disappearance.
Self-hate began to grow,
Driving its tendrils deep,
Into my mind and heart,
Turning myself against me.
An entire year passed,
As I destroyed myself.
Nurturing the seed of self-hate,
And letting it root deeply inside.
The Grey Bay reappeared,
Still alive.
Yet myself,
I was dead inside.
The guilt and hate,
Washed away.
As I began to heal,
And let myself live again.
Somehow I forgot,
What caused five years of sorrow,
But now I remember my,
Source of sadness.
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Literature
Rage and Peace
April 3rd, 2018
IV.III.MMXVIII
The rage ripped through me,
And unleashed its wrath.
Now exhausted,
Peace can return unto me.
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Literature
Flow and Fill
April 2nd, 2018
IV.II.MMXVIII
Let loose the torrent of hate,
As it rages violently,
To let the fountain of love,
Flow unceasingly.
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Literature
Surviving and Living
April 1st, 2018
IV.I.MMXVIII
There is surviving,
This existence,
And there is,
Living and enjoying life.
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Literature
Deathseeker
March 22nd, 2018
III.XXII.MMXVIII
You seek death,
As if it's a cure.
But it doesn't heal the pain,
It just ends it.
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Literature
Stuck In Silence
March 20th, 2018
III.XX.MMXVIII
I am stuck in silence with someone choosing to be mute.
The silence is killing me,
But I know in the end,
The silence will kill him.
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Literature
Try We Must
February 22nd, 2018
II.XXII.MMXVIII
It's hard to be positive,
When nothing goes your way,
And disappointment plenty,
But try we must.
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Literature
Just Remembering
February 20th, 2018
II.XX.MMXVIII
I know not,
If my remembering,
Is myself unable to move on,
Or just remembering.
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Literature
Once Read
February 20th, 2018
II.XX.MMXVIII
Those who once read,
My poems faithfully,
Did my words leave a lasting mark,
Or were they forgotten?
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Literature
Once Close
February 20th, 2018
II.XX.MMXVIII
Constantly thinking about,
All who were once close.
Was I as important to you,
As you were to me?
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Literature
Minefield
February 22nd, 2018
II.XXII.MMXVIII
Watch every step,
For this life is a perilous existence.
Life is like a,
Minefield.
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April 14th, 2018
IV.XIV.MMXVIII

Summer vacation had begun.
At the beginning of school,
You caught my eye,
And held my gaze.

Hair black as night,
Skin pale as snow,
Eyes of grey,
United in a beautiful form.

You seemed so alone,
And it seemed throughout the years,
T'was so,
But I could be wrong.

Quiet as a whisper,
You seemed to pass,
Without a trace,
Beautiful as you are.

I wanted to talk to you all year,
But I was afraid.
I never had confidence,
And it was the same then.

It was the summer of 2013.
I decided to send you a message,
After mustering,
All my courage.

A few days later,
You accepted.
I was baffled,
And caught off guard.

My courage died,
And I never pursued further.
Now, looking back,
This I regret.
This I Regret
Poem 118 of my mission.

Blackbird/Amsel Angel.
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April 8th, 2018
IV.VIII.MMXVIII

You rip yourself apart,
And if you continue,
You will rip away the life,
By your own hand.
Rip
Poem 117 of my mission.
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April 5th, 2018
IV.V.MMXVIII

The scars remain,
But know,
The pain,
Will not.
The Scars Remain
Poem 116 of my mission.
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April 3rd, 2018
IV.III.MMXVIII

It's been,
Nine months since,
Receiving my,
Answer.

Yet when I think of you,
My heart still flutters.
Just when I thought,
My feelings were long dead...

They're just as strong,
As nine months ago.
In the summer of 2017,
It seems so long ago.

There were so many signs,
That indicated,
You were mine,
As we felt the same.

Acting differently around me...
Unable to hold a stare...
The concern you showed me....
How your eyes smiled...

Now I know,
Not to let the hope explode.
As I try to keep it low,
And in check.

With such a definitive Answer,
How does my feelings still exist?
I know why...
But let's see how this goes.
Let's See How This Goes
Poem 115 of my mission.

Curious.
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April 3rd, 2018
IV.III.MMXVIII

Somehow I forgot,
My source of sadness,
Which afflicted me so,
And led to five years of pain.

The relationship had turned sour,
For I had changed,
But knew not how,
For she never said what.

Sorely afflicted by her demons, 
Self-mutilation was her escape.
Silence overcame us,
I no longer heard her cries.

I feared her end,
Was her body now cold?
I did not know,
I did not know...

Panic overcame me,
As the silence wrecked havoc.
I began to blame myself,
For her disappearance.

Self-hate began to grow,
Driving its tendrils deep,
Into my mind and heart,
Turning myself against me.

An entire year passed,
As I destroyed myself.
Nurturing the seed of self-hate,
And letting it root deeply inside.

The Grey Bay reappeared,
Still alive.
Yet myself,
I was dead inside.

The guilt and hate,
Washed away.
As I began to heal,
And let myself live again.

Somehow I forgot,
What caused five years of sorrow,
But now I remember my,
Source of sadness.
Source of Sadness
Poem 114 of my mission.

Grey Bay.
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April 3rd, 2018
IV.III.MMXVIII

The rage ripped through me,
And unleashed its wrath.
Now exhausted,
Peace can return unto me.
Rage and Peace
Poem 113 of my mission.
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April 2nd, 2018
IV.II.MMXVIII

Let loose the torrent of hate,
As it rages violently,
To let the fountain of love,
Flow unceasingly.
Flow and Fill
Poem 112 of my mission.
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April 1st, 2018
IV.I.MMXVIII

There is surviving,
This existence,
And there is,
Living and enjoying life.
Surviving and Living
Poem 111 of my mission.
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Wargear here.

Well, I've started college as of a week ago. Late start, so only got into one class, psychology. It's been great. The teacher is amazing and I thoroughly enjoy the class. Still don't have access to my textbook and I need to write a 3-5 page summary on a chapter in the textbook. Since I can't access and read the textbook, I can't write the summary, which is due Tuesday...

Well, what can you do?

Hopefully it works itself out. Going to try accessing it again tomorrow and if it works, I'm going to read and I am going to write.

I'm kinda lazy when it comes to scanning and posting art. Well, the main reason is due to me drawing on lined paper in notebooks, and those don't look the best. Just lazy to redraw stuff on basic printing paper. That's what I usually draw on. Plus, I need to go buy more mechanical pencils and pens for drawing.

Anyway, I hope y'all are enjoying the poems. I've still got over a 100 more, I think. I'm probably wrong, but hey, whatever.

Signing out.
  • Listening to: Richochet by Starset
  • Reading: HEROES II
  • Playing: Warframe

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thesketchydude13 Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday my old friend, As like last year, I hope things are going well for you :) 
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NeyoWargear Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Again, much thanks my friend!
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thesketchydude13 Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday Comrade!, Hope things are going well for you :)
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NeyoWargear Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much!
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woundedskies Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Hey, thanks a ton for the watch! You wanna commission a drawing? Absolutely free!
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NeyoWargear Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem! Huh, well, let's see.

I'd love to see you try your hand on this guy.

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Cheers.
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Kiwinaitor100 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Muchas Gracias for the :+fav: and WATCH!! :huggle: :heart: welcome aboard!
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NeyoWargear Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem!
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Once-Moonlit Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2016
I appreciate the favorites, comments, and watch.
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Flautist4ever Featured By Owner Edited Jul 17, 2016   Digital Artist
Thanks for the faves!
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