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It's been a long time since I've been on deviantart, but I know that more art is going to come soon. I have improved well throughout the years, but I think I'll be showing more of my traditional art one of these days around. But look forward to more art I guess 
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IMPORTANT (unfortunate) UPDATE TO ALL REQUESTERS.



You will have to wait longer due to the fact that I have reset my computer. I almost finished one person's request, until I got the blue screen on my laptop! It said that something was wrong with my computer, telling me I had a problem detected on my computer - "BAD_POOL_CALLER". Then, I tried to reset. I had began to reset my computer back to it's original form (this is a school's online school computer. They have an option where you press f3 to restore it's factory settings. )
Right after I was about to reset it, it takes forever to wait for it to reset and restore the computer. I have ZERO PATIENCE, so I just decided to shut it down and turn it back on again. Anywho, right when I was trying to get into my computer, it said I could not due to an error - something was canceled (the reset) and now the computer is not about to let the user get in. *UUUUUGGGGH*. I was forced to wait for this slow-ass computer once again. Anyway, after it reset, EVERYTHING IS NOW BACK TO IT'S BORING, ORIGINAL FORM. It will not let me get anything that I have downloaded/created/had back onto the computer. There was only one file where they told me that anything that I ever wanted I ought to put it in the drive. I didn't think of that so now I'm left with starting all over again. This time I'm going to start with a random selection of requesters and not in order. (I started with the first requester's, was almost done, and then it gave me a bluescreen.)

I am sorry and devestated to have to let you all know that you all will have to wait longer. I have to download Paint Tool SAI all over again, everything I ever had, and just create new art. *cry*.
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NOW IS YOUR CHANCE!!!!

 

I'm doing FREE, ABSOLUTELY-FREE REQUESTS for the holidays. So now you can request me anything you'd like! 

Here are some of my restrictions;
NO MULTIPLE CHARACTERS IN ONE PICTURE (OR MULTIPLE CHARACTER DRAW REQUEST) 
In the past, I have gotten (from a few people) requests to draw multiple characters in one picture (or a series of requests to draw multiple characters from one person in each request.). I will not do that. I will only draw one requests for one character for each person only. Please do not request me to do a bunch of people or a group of people in one picture. I will not do anything of that sort. 

NO NASTY/EXPLICIT PORNOGRAPHY REQUESTS. 
I will not draw anything that has anything to do with p in v, someone sucking dick, someone eating pussy, AND MANY VARIOUS THINGS I HAVE NOT NAMED. AND YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE. Please do not request me to do anything of that sort. If you do, your desire will not be fufilled. so don't be a bitch and cry and be disappointed when I don't answer your comment to draw porn. 

NO FETISH REQUESTS. 
I do not do fetishes. No inflation fetishes, no diaper fetishes, AND ANYTHING I HAVE NOT NAMED AND YOU KNOW WHAT THEY ARE. So don't go around requesting me to have your OC be in your other OC's stomach, or have me draw sailor moon or some shit with super gigantic titties and ass. Other fetishes I also have not named, please do not request me to do any of those. 

NO FAN ART REQUESTS. 
Do not ask me to draw fan art requests, only because I suck ass at them and don't feel comfortable doing them. I would rather draw your OC's instead. So please-- ask me to draw any of your OC's that you'd like to seen drawn in my style!

NO NOT BEG ME OR ASK ME WHERE THE REQUESTS ARE. IF I DO NOT DO THEM, I AM SORRY, I PROBABLY FORGOT, AND I AM PROBABLY LAZY AS HELL :') 
I will try to do as many as I can, and try my very best. 

I use a mouse, so forgive me if some of the lines are squiggly, I have mastered it a little since I've been drawing with a mouse for 5 years.

ANYTHING ELSE...


I will do! Feel free to ask me and it will be done. Enjoy your picture. 


Requests I have done (in the past)

 
Request for AwesomessTV - Nahoko Tetsumori by NeycuuRose1
Vixian the Vixen - Request for mysticsquest   by NeycuuRose1
Latro Thera - Request by NeycuuRose1
Halloween Surprise (Art Trade) by NeycuuRose1 (yes a secret admirer literally requested me to draw one of my character's painting a pumpkin on my other character's ass.) 

So yaaaaaap~ Enjoy and request on! 

(Also, tell your friends, your friend's friends, and even your pet dog! Watch me! Favorite! Comment! Yaaaay~!) 
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Hi guys and I know I've been pretty inactive for quite some time right now. It's only because I didn't have proper wifi on for quite some time, and now I'm ready to get back drawing now, 
This time I won't be doing requests anymore. So requests are most definitely closed now. 
Commissions are now open.  
I will explain in further detail if I see people willing to pay me to draw. 
After a few people comment I'll begin explaining how much it is. 
But don't sweat! I'll start out low and it'll be cheap at first, then I'll gradually start increasing prices as I get better.
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Hallo, if you were apart of the livestream I had currently made last week and I had missed your request; please make sure to give me your request link again so  I can bookmark the page and remember it! 
If you would like to remind me of your request, comment below this journal or send me a note. 
If you are an old requester who has not had their request done yet before the livestream. Please send me a note so I can complete your works.
If you would like a request done from me, please comment below or send me a note. 

Here's my limits; 
I will not draw freak nasty 18+ pictures. No pornography like pictures. I don't do those. 
I will try my best to draw ponies, but please, no clop. I will never do clop.  

Other than that, ask me to draw anything. I will try my best to draw your OC's & adopts. Look in my request folder to see all my completed requests! 
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Hey everybody, I am streaming this evening, I can also do free requests for anybody who wants me to draw for them. You can have as much fun as you like! But remember to read the rules in the description, but don't worry, they're not too strict. picarto.tv/NeycuuRose
I do not draw explicit nasty things, so please don't ask me for that. If you want me to draw one of your characters, I gladly can.
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Drawing a request! :D watch me and stuff. XD Setup took forever. picarto.tv/NeycuuRose
You can also Request for a drawing today! I'm up all day today, so you can ask me to draw whatever you want. 
++++NO FREAK NASTY REQUESTS ALLOWED++++
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Just post a journal about DAhub to get featured and earn DA points! Watch, fave, and llama users on the featured list to get points too!
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I got kicked out because Grace was being a lil' BISH! 

FACADE STAGEPLAY
Fri Nov 11 23 07 07 2016

TRIP
Where are the new wine glasses?

GRACE
What for?

TRIP
That should be obvious!

GRACE
Oh God, Trip, don't turn this into a big production, please!

TRIP
Jesus Grace, come on, I'm not asking a lot here! -- (interrupted)

(Heather knocks on the front door.)

(Heather knocks on the front door.)

TRIP
Uhp, she's here!

GRACE
What?! You said she's coming an hour from now!

TRIP
No, she's supposed to be here now!

GRACE
Trip...!

HEATHER
Ummm Hello?

(HEATHER knocks on the front door.)

(HEATHER knocks on the front door.)

(Trip opens the front door.)

TRIP
Heather!!

TRIP
Ah  I'm so happy you could make it!     We haven't seen you -- (interrupted)

HEATHER
Hey there

TRIP
Yeah, hi!

TRIP
Wow, it's so great to see you after so long.

HEATHER
How are you?

(HEATHER hugs trip.)

TRIP
Come on in!

GRACE
No, no, here we are!

GRACE
Heather,

GRACE
Hi!  How are you?  Oh it's so nice to see you, it feels like it's been forever!

TRIP
Yeah, it has been a long time.

HEATHER
Oh hi

GRACE
Oh, H-mmm (happy smile sound)

GRACE
By the way, you look wonderful!   -- (interrupted)

HEATHER
How is it with you guys?

GRACE
Oh, ha ha...  things are good.  

GRACE
 We're in our new apartment now.

GRACE
So come on in, make yourself at home!

HEATHER
Nice furniture Grace!

(Trip closes the front door.)

TRIP
Oh,    Heather,  take a look at this photo I just put up from our trip to Italy a couple of weeks ago...

PHONE
** RING **

PHONE
** RING **

PHONE
** RING **

PHONE
** RING **

HEATHER
It looks great trip!

TRIP
Oh, I'll get it --

GRACE
No, no, we have a guest, we can let the answering machine pick it up.

ANSWERING MACHINE
** click **

ANSWERING MACHINE
You've reached the fabulous new home of Grace and Trip.  Leave us a message!

GRACE
What?  Oh, God, can we just -- let's just wait for the answering machine...!

ANSWERING MACHINE
** beep **

ANSWERING MACHINE
Grace, this is your father, I thought I'd call to see how my lovely daughter is doing.

TRIP
Oh, it's your parents!  I'll get it --

GRACE
Trip, Trip, please, I don't want to talk to them right now...

ANSWERING MACHINE
I want you and Trip to come up to the house this weekend, your mother and I are throwing a party for a senior VP at the firm, and you should be there.

TRIP
I want to say hello --

GRACE
No no, Trip, we're entertaining a friend in our new apartment...

ANSWERING MACHINE
Oh, and be sure to arrive early, I want to talk to you about this business about why you won't be attending your mother's Christmas Eve gala.

GRACE
the last thing I want to do is talk to my parents.

HEATHER
But he can say hello!

ANSWERING MACHINE
(clear throat) So, that's all.  Uh, goodbye.

GRACE
W -- well, no, I'll -- I'll call my parents later.

(HEATHER sits on the couch.)

TRIP
Well, Grace's parents... They're something else, really classy people --

GRACE
Uhh, no, they're impossible, they expect me to drive up to the house in Connecticut to attend all their stupid socialite charity benefits and parties, it's so tiresome.

HEATHER
I think your parents might be nice

GRACE
Oh, ha ha ha, God, let's not talk about my parents...  we've heard enough from them tonight.

GRACE
Yeah,  I'm hoping you can help me understand where I went wrong with -- (interrupted)

HEATHER
You shouldn't be so mean!

GRACE
Oh, yeah, well -- I want to ask you...

GRACE
(little sigh) With this room I was trying for a kind of post modern style...

TRIP
Well yeah, I think that comes across.

HEATHER
Look Grace, It looks very great.

TRIP
See, I told you she would like it!  There's nothing wrong with it.

HEATHER
Why are you so worried about it?

TRIP
Huh?  No, we're good, I'm good, everything's good...

TRIP
(clears throat)

GRACE
(little sigh) So I tried for a certain kind of style in this room... -- (interrupted)

HEATHER
That's great! How about drinks?

GRACE
Oh... huh... thanks...

TRIP
Well that's a nice thing to say.  It's nice to hear, hmm, Grace?

(HEATHER gets up from the couch.)

(HEATHER picks up the brass bull.)

TRIP
Oh, that brass bull, that's a gift from my business contact in Barcelona --

(HEATHER puts down the brass bull.)

GRACE
What is that doing out here?  Didn't I ask you to put that away?

TRIP
Uh, yeah,  I will, later, after our friend leaves.

HEATHER
What's wrong with it?

TRIP
What?  Hey, no, there's nothing...

TRIP
you keep, um...

TRIP
no I don't no no, everything's okay...

HEATHER
Doesn't seem like it.

TRIP
Well, it's impressive... even after a full day's work designing magazine ads, Grace somehow finds time to decorate...

GRACE
Ha ha, I guess it's just the artist in me dying to get out.

HEATHER
You guys are being weird.

GRACE
Ah, yes, I've been waiting for someone to say that!

(HEATHER picks up a trinket 5.)

TRIP
What are you talking about?  

(HEATHER puts down a trinket 5.)

GRACE
Oh but I liked what you said about my decorating... Besides, I'm redoing it all this week, so...

TRIP
Huh, y -- you two are really getting along well tonight...

HEATHER
Don't redo it, it's nice

TRIP
Ah!    Heather,  I'm being a bad host -- you need a drink.

HEATHER
How about you Trip? Are you well?

TRIP
Uh -- well, um, we should drink.

TRIP
How does a martini sound?

HEATHER
Cool!

TRIP
Ah I knew you'd agree!

TRIP
Beautiful!

GRACE
Heather,  Trip's getting a little carried away...  maybe you just want some juice, or a mineral water?

TRIP
Grace... come on...!

HEATHER
I'll take a Martini, like he said.

TRIP
Excellent!  It won't take me more than a minute!

GRACE
(little sigh) My dad bought Trip a silver plated cocktail shaker for Christmas a few years back -- the rest is history.

TRIP
(quiet humming)

TRIP
What?  What was that?

HEATHER
Haha!

TRIP
W - what?  Yeah, yeah, drinks coming right up!

TRIP
Grace usually refuses to drink what I'm making, but tonight I get the feeling she'll join us.

HEATHER
Will you Grace?

GRACE
Um,  Just a -- (interrupted)

TRIP
Well, I, uh -- I know what you want, Grace.

HEATHER
Be nice, Grace.

GRACE
Hold on...

GRACE
You think I'm...

GRACE
not...     loving...

TRIP
Ho ho ho, ha, heh you're -- you're really joking around tonight, aren't you, ha ha ha...

HEATHER
No, you don't act loving.

GRACE
Ha ha, yeah...

TRIP
Ha, never afraid to push our buttons, ha ha ha, heh... -- (interrupted)

(HEATHER sits on the couch.)

TRIP
Here you are Grace, your drink is ready.

GRACE
Thank you.

HEATHER
Don't get upset guys, haha!

TRIP
Alright,    Heather,  that's it, you've got to leave.

HEATHER
Why?

TRIP
Heather,  Jesus, we've had enough, you've got to go.

TRIP
There's only -- (interrupted)

HEATHER
Why Why Why!?

TRIP
We invited you over, but this is just not working out. -- (interrupted)

HEATHER
No! I was nice!

(Trip opens the front door.)

HEATHER
FUCK'

TRIP
We'll be fine -- you should just go.

(Trip closes the front door.)

HEATHER
FUCK YALL

:'c
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Imma do ma rap game cuz ma rap on fleek :icondolanplz: 
Imma do ma rap game cuz it's better than Meek 
I got 99 problems but not 1 HUNNIT! 
You need to know that I ain't got 1 HUNNIT! 
20 dolla bill, 20 dolla bill, I ain't got 20 cuz I ain't got no money but ma RAP GAEM gonna gimme all dem honies 
yes BABY I got the love for you, 
come here because I got da grub too 
so you see my ass baby? I GOT THIS SCRUNCHY 
MY ASS more munchy than cheesy chips HONEY! Come over here and give me a kissy! Because when I leave the home I know ya gonna miss me! Artists on da street RESPECK my art game cuz they know they can't do the anime like my ass can! When I hit Japan they gonna give me their gollen' pen cuz I'm gonna animate my ass off then! PSYCH NAW I'm just kiddin', but I know that one day, I'll be winnin'! 
Imma do ma rap game cuz ma rap on fleek :icondolanplz: 
Imma do ma rap game cuz it's better than Meek
I got 99 problems but not 1 HUNNIT! 
You need to know that I ain't got 1 HUNNIT! 
Imma get good one day! Just wait a minute I gotta wait until this cow eat hay! I can't BUSSA rhyme fa absolutely nothin, I'll just leave it to the professionals and do ma lil' summ'! 
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Lol I had a bad day yesterday, I was feeling really sour last night. Plus I was annoyed. I just had one of those days where I felt like everything was just stuck all of the time. Today I'm just sort of keeping to myself, and ponder. Lol, I shouldn't ponder anymore, considering that I'm in my mind every single time. I'm getting sick of staying in one place having the same thing occur. I've been trying to be very patient and wait, but I don't know I just have those moments where it feels like it'll never come. Anyways I'm thinking about doing commissions. I'll only pay 1 dolla each (100 points) 
OR fiddy cents (50 points). Give me points instead of money. I know you all need ya dollas, Euros, Pounds, and all those other names I forgot LOL anyways, let me post how much it'll be 
FULL BODY: 20 points 
FULL BODY WITH BACKGROUND: 100 points! SHY-ET! I can't draw backgrounds for SHET! 
HALF BODY: 50 points 
JUST THE FACE: 10 points 
FURRIES: 100 POINTS CUZ I'M BAD AT DRAWING ANIMALS WITH HUMAN BODIES 
Chibi: 1 point. YES 1 POINT.

PLEASE, I CAN ONLY DO ONE PERSON AT A TIME. DO NOT SPAM ME WITH "CAN YOU DRAW MY OC CHANIC THE HEDGEHOG LOOKING AT A TREE?" "PLEASE DRAW KELA, SHE'S A WIZARD THAT WANTS TO GO TO THE FAIRY TAIL GUILD." 
"PLS PLS DRAW AMBER SHE'S GOKU'S LONG LOST SISTER" 
I. Can. Only. Do. ONE. AT. A TIME. 
(pay me first and then we can TALKKK) 
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join.me/492-501-010 pleaseee
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How are you all today? I'm going to be drawing tonight. I'm halfway done so I've just finished the coloring on my drawing. So in that case, If you desire, you can stay for another drawing I will create. Here is the link: join.me/723-372-159  Please enjoy.
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I'd like to have a fun roleplay. I want us to roleplay for a very long time, constant. Reply to me whenever you can and we could have lots of fun! I have lots of characters with a whole bunch of personas so if you're ready to get down LET'S  GET DOWN!!!!!!!11!!1!!!1111!11!!!! 
The category I like to roleplay in is fantasy, adventure and romance. 
Can be all in one, as long as it's fun, heartfelt, and well thought into. You have to not be lazy, and you can't quit early, and if I feel like you're not putting much thought  into it, then I will stop replying....sorry! 
Which would you like to use? Myself, or one of my characters? Pick one and you'll have fun. 

I won't note you, you'll have to note me.
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I've been having some terrible stomach pains from my UTI, and I don't want to abandon this account in a whole, so I might reply to messages, post statuses, and write up journals here and there until I probably get my own laptop and a God dang mouse w/ it xD
As I type right now I'm having stomach pains lol! They're absolutely horrible! People, don't EVER hold your pee in for too long because you're too lazy to get up out of your sleep....OR AT LEAST pee before you go to bed. Because UTI's will murder your whole abdominal area and make you feel uncomfortable. Please save yourself the pain.
Anyways. Yeah. That's it. Stay fresh y'all!
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join.me/346-236-018 plssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss plssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss its the weekend man
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join.me/569-665-846 PLLLEEEEAAAAAAASSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEE PLEEEEAAAASSSSSEEEEEEEEE </u>
Its the weekend and imma be on alll day!
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:iconyellplz: Y U KNO COMMENT??? Y U KNO LIEKKK?????? WAT IS DIS TRICKEREH??????? WUT IS U DOINZ?????
U watch, U obsereve, but you no comment on pictures???? WAT IS U??? WAT IS DIS??? A SETUP?
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To all the people who are insecure inside,
to all the people who hears that little voice that says "You're not good enough. Change yourself."
To all the people that feel as if they must feed the voice to feel better,
Don't feed it! Don't feed this voice. Because if you feed this voice, you'll become a dependent person. Whatever you think you need, you don't need it. This voice tells you that you need it or you won't be "Good enough" or "Perfect" without it, thus, hating yourself.
Every time you walk into your bathroom and stare in the mirror, you feel a need to change yourself. You don't need to change yourself, because that voice of insecurity hates you, and this insecurity voice hates you because you're not what it wants you to be. Look in the mirror, remove all of the things you have on yourself that you "need". And hear that voice. Hear it say "You're not good enough, you need to change. You need to be what I want you to be, you need to be this."
That voice is not you. That is not your voice. You should be a free person and free to do whatever you want.
The next time you hear that voice while putting something you think you "Need" on, tell this voice, "This is not me, I am good enough. I should be a free person, free to do whatever I want. I shouldn't have to put this on because of you, I should put this on because I WANT to. Even without it, I am pretty. Even without it, I am valued. Even without it, I am somebody. Even without it, I should feel good, not chained. I should feel like somebody, not nobody." Then stare at yourself, compliment yourself, tell yourself that you're beautiful from the inside, and it doesn't matter what you look like on the outside. Undo that ravel that "insecurity" has around you. Don't say that you "can't do it", because you're still feeding this voice what it wants. It wants to break you, make you wear what it wants to wear. Make you feel like what IT feels like. But in the end, are you really doing what you want to do, or is it insecurity telling you what to do? If you can't love yourself, you're not able to love anybody else. Insecurity has you anxious. Insecurity has you in a shell. Every time you don't have what insecurity wants, it hears people whispering and says; "They must be whispering about you because you don't have what you need on."
Insecurity does not control your life. And if you keep feeding this voice, the more cracked and broken you'll become.
Even the most conceited person has their moments of thinking that they're not good-looking yet in the mornings.
Snap out of insecurity! And when you're free of it, you'll be able to do a lot of things.
You'll be able to be confident. Anybody who tries to call you ugly, you disagree with them!
You'll be able to feel good everyday! Anybody who tries to set you down, you're still value to yourself!
You'll be able to not have the things you "need" that insecurity wanted. You'll feel like a free person.
In moments of doubt, becomes moments of "Snap out of it"! Because that voice is putting you down.
You'll be able to love yourself, and love somebody else! Be free, not kept! You're you and this is what you should be, free!
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  • Reading: Excuse me,
  • Watching: Excuuuse me!
  • Playing: I need to be direct,
  • Eating: You're standing on my neeck!
  • Drinking: La la la la la, la la la la la
After watching ANTM and knowing more about modeling, I am not even close to thinking that models are bulimic and anorexic and malnourished. Actually, experts and modeling agencies RECOMMEND AND SUPPORT models to have clear skin, and healthy eating habits. They don't promote models smoking and eating junk food all of the time. They also don't support girls thinking that they have to be skinny just to model. Toccara from Cycle 3 was a plus-sized model. Not everybody wants skinny models for their clothing lines either. I certainly didn't think that models were anorexic, I don't think I even cared. But I thought that there was a possibility that they could have been anorexic to get in there. After Tyra found out one girl was actually bulimic, she got kicked off of the show. They couldn't have her anymore because of that. And actually Tyra wanted to help her too. They're actually letting anybody in that has clear skin and a pretty face. I've also learned from ANTM that Tyra promotes girls not to have a robotic attitude, but they would want them to see their emotion, to see if they're pretty from the inside also. I certainly think differently about modeling because you can't just sit there and pose pretty. They have to pose from the BIGGEST, TALLEST OF BUILDINGS and still look "Couture." They also have to sit in uncomfortable positions just to take a pose (or an illusion of one). They have to pose on animals like alligators, and snakes just to create a good sense of illusion. Tyra was also talking about how they had to deal with being rejected repeatedly. Tyra was talking about how she had to deal with some of the most attitude-ish agencies and directors and photographers. I know now I've learned a lot about modeling and I know they also have strong, offensive critics in the modeling world. I support modeling, but I know that that would never be my choice of career. Although it could be fun.
If I picked modeling as a career and had a passion for it, I would love to try out for that show just to get free food, go to fun places, and do awesome challenges.