"Depression and inspiration go hand in hand"
Why is it so hard to get inspired?
- Listening to: not sure...something on my brother's Ipod
- Reading: instant messages
- Drinking: iced tea
In light of no post and my absence:I keep trying to find time to get uploads done. But because real life jobs suck sometimes, they tend to take up too much free time. Plus my ass was going thru some things and i was greatly depressed. I'm better now.
So, in my absence, I've geared up most of my free time towards actually working on a comic series that is a comedy but it touches on quite relatable topics that can be understood in a lighter fashion by teens, young adults, and adults too!!!
Me V.S. Depression
I plan to start making time to upload them here and continue the series on DeviantArt as well.
(Currently, the only place it is posted online is my personal facebook, and FB butchers the quality when you zoom in, making it incredibly hard to read.)
Please stay patient and bare with me
Decisions...Have you ever been stuck with a choice; granted, it can give you the perfect closure on some things. But, at the same time, it can end your life. It could end everything you stand for. But yet, it's the moment of satisfaction that you have been looking for. Yearning for. Searching for years, yet this is the only answer that you can come to. Or....walking away and having your pride crushed in the eyes of others. Is it really worth it? Is it?
It's been way too long....and I've changed.It has been wayyyyy too long since I've poked my head around on here, let alone post anything. I have a lot of new stuff coming soon and I'm glad to be back. It's good to be home. I missed everyone.
Im Back?Lol my bad guys...this is probably a shocker but yea, i think it's time i came back
I know ive been away for awhile (read last journal entry) but yea i had alot of shit i had to deal with family-wise and just life-wise. Plus what may be a shocker, i DID kinda switch my main focus onto music and have been writing A LOT in the last two years ive been away. But don't think i didn't pick a pencil and a sketch book in my time away
<3 you guys and please stay true to me, i got alot of new stuff coming soon :3
Well look what the cat dragged in.............a Phil Mayhem, also known as Nexusenigma on DA, but uhhhhhh DAMN it's been too long and i've been away for too long. I (Honestly) have been working alot and trying to do alot of things for my own personal life, however that doesn't mean i forgotten about this site. I still get on DA just to look all the pretty art and stuff but....unless it's writings, you prob. wont see alot of art from me till next year. I'm making time then, trust me. Thank you all for your support and still not forgetting about me.
NOT DEADHey!! This is Wild-Adapted, Nexusenigma asked me to update his journal.
He's not dead.
He's just been VERY busy.
He's been jumping from Job to Job, going in and out of the hospital, and moving to a new place almost every few months.
He's mainly concentrating on his music right now, but has promised art as soon he has internet and remembers he has a dA.
I'm not sure when he's coming back, but he will. That's a promise. I'll make him.
He uses my scanner normally, but because of our busy lives I haven't seen him since Jan, and he hasn't been over my house in about a year.
Anyway, if he asks me again, I might do updates for him occasionally.
If you have any questions for him, let me know.
7906: The past is dead.OMMFGWTFAYT?.....WM?
(Oh My Mother F***ing God What The F*** Are You Thinking?.....Why ME?!?)
ToOoOoOo long have i been away and im sorry.
But living life in the fastlane and the woking world at the same time is no easy task.
So between swinging between 3 different jobs, writing lyrics n guitar pieces for my band-to-be, making time for the girlfriend, looking for another job, skateboarding, dealing with family issues, moving fifty thousand times in the same town, partying and crashing (or what some might call "Sleep") There's been scarce time for drawing.
But don't think i didn't draw at all. Thats just not like me. But lack of internet (till now) and a lack of a scanner made updating my dA verry hard and troublesome. So i kinda let it drift into the back of my mind, which i soo regret. But b/c of recent events, im on bed rest (Oh NO!!!!) but it's all good, im not dead yet and the pen is still crossing the paper
(Art hopefully to come this week)
-I need to steal my friends scanner L
Updating.....sorta kinda......Sooooooooooooooooooooooo Loooooooonnnnngggggg
since i've have been on dA, it's good to be back (thank goodness for new wireless internet routers)
anywho...ya know i haven't been spending ALL that time away slacking, so new art soon to follow this message and the stuff im posting is kinda older shit. So yea there much much newer shit. (Yay Shit! LOL)
so yea, se ya around
Am I slacking? (Talent goes to waste)Oi yey....im upset with myself.
I've found sooo much inspiration in the last few week to draw, yet i've only drawn lik 3 things, one which i threw away, and none that have made it onto the site. Boy, im making progress -_-
Anywho, i've decided upon which i want to work on (if time allows me to)...
As of today (lik right after im done typing this) im going to be completely ripping apart my current "Drawng style" and completely fixing it up. Which you shall see soon enough on DA.
The DERE TypesExplained Tsuki Style.
These are all the dere's I know
If there are more, please tell me and I'll add on :3
Bakaderederived from baka, idiot and dere, lovey dovey
- A bakadere as the name implies is a stupid idiot in love, clumsy with the way they're in love, but super in love :3
Bodere: They lash out when embarrassed, and prefer fists over words.
Byoukidere: Usually very sweet and kind, but suffer from some disease (usually a fatal one.) They are often frail and weak in nature.
Dandere derived from silent, is simply a silent type
- Dandere is someone who doesn't talk, is shy and antisocial until the right person comes along, at that point they will talk and become more confidant.
- Daruderes are those who are nonchalant to those who they love, but they do express emotions, just usually show no interest in those who like them
Icon Contest [closed]
Hi. I'm running another contest.
I really need a new icon, an icon that I can probably use for a long time (for my YT channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuMhcz39FjIPeHgOEyChvcg?disable_polymer=true)
so!! why not hold a contest
-USE HIS NORMAL FORM, ignore the monster and past
-No pixel icons, it will ruin the quality on YouTube.
-You CAN animate it, but make sure that the first frame is the main frame, because most people won't be able to see the animation unless they see a notification of me pop up.
-You can do anything with it! Background can be anything, any color, I don't really mind.
-You can shade it, leave it flat, etc.
-Any form of art is allowed! Cell shaded, realistic, paper, lineless, ANYTHING!
-I'd prefer head shots (shoulder to head), but if you want to squeeze in something else, feel free!
-He can wear anything!!
-I don't really have a preference of how it should look. I'm happy with anything :>
People who take commissions/requests and TranslateIcon:
The Voice of AnimalsFor so many defenseless creatures, Hell is just on Earth
"Violence against human animals and violence against non-human animals are the two sides of the same horrible coin"
The content of these videos might upset your sensibility
What a shame for human beings! (editor's note)
(Behind the mask of civilization and progress it often lurks an abomination made of violence again
Art Trades! (OPEN)
Since I finished most of my black-ink art trades already, I'm uploading a new journal for designs and red ink illustration, as promised in the poll, but because I'll be concentrating mostly on school now it'll take me much more time to finish the drawings!
I'll accept trades once I finish the drawings I'm currently working on, but I'll start drawing the new ones after my exams end! It will be open for a while!
Commission Info (open)Commission Info
I only do to the cartoon art commissions for everyone that requested me!
If you request me from weeks or month ago, i might not work on it so i will give refunds out to people that pays me.
1.) Please do not rush me...
2.) One person at a time!
3.) Please pay attention to the colored bullets
4.) Please do not pay the points till i tell you
5.) Please read the list that I may draw or not
6.) I do accept PayPal money (USA money) and points
7.) Please do not give me a description of your character, it will take a long time.
What type of art: (pick)
Points or payPal: (pick)
What type of art: half body
Character Refs: (insert your picture ref)
Points or Paypal: Points
If you're using PayPal, i will give you my PayPal link to pay there if i pick your request.
I do draw
pixel commissions - open15/01/19 update: I remade this journal and added everything I offer for the moment and changed some prices to raise money to get my boyfriend out of his abusive house. My commissions will remain open but please be patient. Thank you.
Terms of Service
Outline color (if wanted):
code: baby icon
200 - $2,50 usd
can add: colored border (white or any color you want); solid background.
300 - $3,50 usd
Variation 21. Introduction
40. 4:29 PM
41. Citric Acid
44. Two Roads
45. Two Guns
50. Breaking the Rules
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
61. Fairy Tale
63. Do Not Disturb
73. I. Can't.
79. FUCK [if this theme offends you you may do the alternate theme "Balk"]
81. Pen and Pap
Block and spreadOKAY FIRST OF ALL READ ALL OF THIS!
AND SECONDLY ACTUALLY BLOCK HER BECAUSE IF YOU TALK TO HER YOUR A VICTIM OF HER HATE AND THIRDLY SHE DOESNT CARE ABOUT YOU GUYS WHAT SO EVER SHES USING YOU GUYS TO MAKE HERSELF LOOK BETTER SERIOUSLY ACTUALLY READ THE DESCRIPTION OF THE LIBKS I SEND YOU AND BLOCK HER CAUSE IF YOU TALK TO HER SHELL ATTACK YOU TOO
(A link someone wanted me to share is in this comment)
Share on Tumblr pls?
Okay so we got a hypocritical girl who spreads rumors about people that she doesn't like...
She is now claiming that none of this is true
well if it isn't you'd be okay unhiding your comments right?
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