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Mr. Bubbles by NexOfTheDeathGuard Mr. Bubbles :iconnexofthedeathguard:NexOfTheDeathGuard 1 0 Beware Romulans Bearing Gifts by NexOfTheDeathGuard Beware Romulans Bearing Gifts :iconnexofthedeathguard:NexOfTheDeathGuard 4 0 Convention by NexOfTheDeathGuard Convention :iconnexofthedeathguard:NexOfTheDeathGuard 1 0 best.room.evar by NexOfTheDeathGuard best.room.evar :iconnexofthedeathguard:NexOfTheDeathGuard 0 3 Japanese Slipper by NexOfTheDeathGuard Japanese Slipper :iconnexofthedeathguard:NexOfTheDeathGuard 2 0 Now she walks among them by NexOfTheDeathGuard Now she walks among them :iconnexofthedeathguard:NexOfTheDeathGuard 1 1 Random ID music thingymibob by NexOfTheDeathGuard Random ID music thingymibob :iconnexofthedeathguard:NexOfTheDeathGuard 0 0

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NexOfTheDeathGuard
Ian
United Kingdom
Well! Whats to say? I'm Ian, really into music and quite a trek fan. There you go :P

Current Residence: NCC 71832-C
Favourite genre of music: Rock/Metal
MP3 player of choice: Ipod Touch
Wallpaper of choice: trek stuff
Personal Quote: Fear no beer!
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SO I think my depression reached it's peak today. My moods have been shifting rapidly towards sadness and more than anythin, anger and frustration.I don't know why and I really can't control it, but it's one of the scariest feelings in the world to not be in full control of yourself, like your on autopilot. I can't rationalise things like I used to. Jade stopped talking to me for two days and I was so sure it was just because her friends told her to, and because she truly hates me. I need some good ol' time Vulcan logic right now. My grip's starting to fade away and my thoughts move more and more to suicide now. Deep down there's a part of me screaming no, but this overbearing aura of sadness and worhtlessness right now that has gotten right under my skin. I don't know what to do and I don't have the courage just to say "I need help." anymore.

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IanKeenan Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for faving the Legacy Class :-)
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Epic-Leather Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2010  Professional Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the fav! ^^
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NexOfTheDeathGuard Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2010
No problem!
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XilusXIV Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2010
Hey, look, it's an Ian :P

(Luis from FB :D)
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NexOfTheDeathGuard Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2010
Hey man :D
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WolfKroger74 Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for the favoring!
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NexOfTheDeathGuard Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2010
no problem :)
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brobe Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2010  Professional Filmographer
Thank you for the fave, just think of how Marston carries on even when things aren't going too well, there's always something worth fighting and living for!
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NexOfTheDeathGuard Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2010
Thanks mate :)
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Aliasdotcom Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2010
Thanks for the visit! :)
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