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Through the Window Pane

~Kunimi Akira X Fem!Reader~
AU where your s/o has gynophobia: the fear of women.
How you ended up with a boyfriend like Akira, you didn't know.
He avoided all contact with women and rarely ever spoke to them.
You were an exception, however. You always were.
Akira was a sweet guy, you could tell that much. You had noticed that he always kept at least a foot's distance from any of the girls in your class and when walking in the halls... And any time he had noticed a girl get within a foot, you'd see all blood drain from his face and he'd hurry to widen that gap.
One afternoon, you were hurrying down the steps to the first floor, late to meet up with your friends after school. In your haste, you tripped over your own feet and would definitely had hurt yourself falling down if a pair of protective arms hadn't slipped around your waist to keep you from falling.
And that's when you smelled it. A soft and pleasant smell. A comforting smell. Was that... Jas
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Literature
Gentle

~Unknown X Reader~
Warning: Takes place after one of the bad ends of the Christmas DLC. Contains spoilers for the DLC, as well as his name and allusions to his true identity.
You never expected such a sadistic man to be so gentle with you.
Ever since Unknown kidnapped you, he barely laid a hand on you. And when he did, it was with the utmost care, almost like he felt he'd break you if he were even the slightest bit forceful.
Every day was Christmas to you two.
He showered you with gifts and quietly sang to you, held you close, put ribbons on you...
Maybe he was rewarding you for being so cooperative with him and not telling him a single lie.
You honestly don't know why you had given him all the information he needed to know. You were happy with the RFA. Was it because you had to always be alone at the apartment? Was it because you felt lonely even though you were constantly talking to the members?
You enjoyed going to the event and meeting (almost)
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Literature
Bittersweet

~Edogawa Ranpo X Yosano Akiko~
A/N: I kept looking at gifs of the newest episode of Bungou Stray Dogs, and I thought to myself, "What if we changed this up a bit and omitted some scenes...?" Which led me to wanting to write angst. The following is just a retelling, basically, except for some ending changes. So, spoilers, obviously.
She was the definition of beauty to him. She always stood strong and proud, unwilling to let anything get her down. Not to mention, her smile always seemed to make his heart flutter in ways he never thought was possible.
Edogawa never put together words to explain how he felt; he felt happy enough to simply work at Yosano's side, especially with what was happening right now. They were all too preoccupied with the war that was at hand.
When Edogawa received an invitation from a member of the Guild, he knew he couldn't go alone (despite mentally preparing himself to). 
But his heart rejoiced when Yosano volunteered to
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Pain

~Sugawara Koushi X Blind!Reader~
Darkness.
That's all you've grown to know for the past couple of years.
Because of an accident you were in a few years prior (that you still remember vividly), you were rendered completely and utterly blind with no chances for recovery.
You had taken it surprisingly well, though, with only a few concerns.
Your boyfriend, on the other hand, was devastated.
When the accident had happened, he had run to your side in the hospital, apologizing over and over about how he should have been there, how he shouldn't have let you go to work as early as you did, how he should have been more selfish in keeping you home that morning, all the likes.
He tore himself up over what had happened to you.
You constantly told him that no one was at fault- especially him, who took no part in the accident whatsoever.
Over the past few fears, he had been extremely diligent in taking care of you and helping you get used to being blind.
H
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Bruises and Kisses :iconnewsie-fics:newsie-fics 27 8
Literature
Sim Date

~Aone Takanobu X Reader~
AU where you're playing a sim date, and one of the characters breaks the fourth wall.
Dating sims are always such a blessing in a fandom, even when they're as nicely done as the ones for Haikyuu!! were (from what you could hear). There were just so many characters in the series that you admired, but you had looked forward to one character in particular (and were personally glad that whoever developed this sim date series had been so thorough as to make everyone in every team datable in separate releases).
You looked at the collection of sim dates that were posted, eyes stopping on the file titled "Date Tech"- trying to resist smiling so wide you could break your face.
Thinking back to when you heard about this, it had been all the rage with one of your online friends, who was freaking out about Futakuchi being datable. She had more than just clarified that he was her favorite of all the known captains- "Dadchi" and "Cat Cap'
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Literature
Beautiful

~Tsukishima Kei X Fem!Reader~
Tsukishima Kei wasn't the type of person to poke his nose into other people's business. He preferred not to get involved with anyone who he didn't have to interact with in the first place.
But your fidgeting form caught his eye in the bustling hall. He noticed you held a letter close to your chest, almost like your life depended on it.
A love letter.
He didn't know your name. You weren't in his class, and he never had seen you before that moment. But something compelled him to keep an eye on you- almost as if he was curious as to who that letter was for.
Whoever they were, they surely had great impact on you considering how restless you were whilst walking in the hall.
Raising an eyebrow, he followed your fumbling self, making sure not to lose you. The voice in the back of his mind was telling him to keep track of you or he might never see you ever again.
He watched you get to an open hall, and he witnessed the joyous s
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If I restyled my 9S wig to be Killua, would anyone want to see Killua in 9S's wear and/or in a flannel
NDK 2019 Updated Cosplay Lineup:
9S (NieR:Automata)
9S [Fancy Suit Edition!] (NieR:Automata)
Scanner Unit Deku (BNHA crossover with NieR:Automata)

If it wasn't obvious, I really like being 9S atm...
I got sucked into Hypnosis Mic and real talk, Doppo is such big mood please help
Also the Haikyuu!! fics are gonna come back I swear
I looked at one of my old ones and immediately missed writing for HQ!! so y'all can bet your bottom dollars I'll be jumping back into the mess eventually, I just need to hunt down my idea list
Me before I got a job: I can juggle my school work and actual work just fine!
Me after I got a job: Please end me I keep putting off assignments until the last day for anime and discount fast food
After seeing my usual translation circle for BSD not being on top of the new chapters so far, I want to up and translate Chapter 66 for myself because I need my RanAki content and I will slave myself over translating if I have to
Note: The following is just... A big old telling of my feelings about myself and the things around me. It's okay for everyone to read this if they want, it's okay if no one wants to read this. I just need to talk, even if it's to a void that won't listen.




I spent a good hour crying. I was upset with myself for how touchy I've been lately, and as a result, it started spiraling into an endless whirlpool of self-hatred. It began with my actions.
How I hated the fact I couldn't do anything for myself and how I always end up hurting the people around me.
Then it turned into the deeper parts of me. The fact I can't handle myself when I'm alone. "Alone time" may be a good thing for other people, but it's torture for me. I need to be around people. I need to talk to others. Being left alone terrifies me. If I seclude myself in a physical or emotional environment, something is wrong and I should not be left alone. I need physical comfort-- like hugs, back rubs, even just pats on the head. If I hole myself up, I'm punishing myself, and someone else needs to be the one to say it's okay to come out. I need company. But I can't voice all that because then I feel selfish. Needy.
And then I begin to feel like I don't deserve it. I don't deserve the things in my life. I don't deserve my family or my friends, I don't deserve to be happy, I don't deserve to make demands for myself.
I have to take care of other people. I don't get to put myself before others.
And then... My mind turned to the more physical parts of me. I don't think I ever voiced this, but... I honestly hate everything about myself. I hate how I look, how I dress most of the time, how I talk.... I started to wonder what my life would have been like if I had been what my mom wanted me to be. If I was more feminine, more outgoing... If I pursued life out in the limelight more passionately than I did. Would I have been able to hang onto my crumbled friendships better? Would I have had a better romantic life? Would I have had a better life in general?
I'm trying to be happy, I really am. But it's just hard when everything I do reminds me of how much of a failure I've been. How much of a nuisance to my family I've been. How selfish I must have been to the people I care about.
I want to change. I want to wear dresses and skirts more often, as well as makeup. I want to talk to strangers without feeling extremely anxious every time I do so. I want to be more brave in everything I do. But I'm so locked in my ways that all I can do is think about it and immediately shut it down. That's not me. I want it to be me. I'm really trying for it to be me. But it's so hard, and I'm terrified of change.
I want to change, but at the same time, I don't want to.
You could ask me what I think is wrong with me, and I'll go on for hours if you let me. But if you ask me what I think is going right for me, I'll be stumped. At best, I'll probably think of 3 things max, but even now I can't think of a single good thing about me.
I want to be the "glass half full" person, but instead, I'm the "glass is so empty it's had water stains for 5 years" person.

I thought about harming myself.
Nothing fatal, obviously, I'm way too scared to even consider ending my own life.
I've scratched my arms up and down so hard, once, that they had red spots where I scratched for almost a full year. Thankfully they only popped up after I grabbed a shower, but I knew they were there.
Today, I had stopped crying once I remembered about a pair of scissors in my bag.
I did consider harming myself with it, but quickly decided against it. Instead, when I crawled over to the bag and pulled out the pair of scissors, I started opening and closing it. I began to think of how I could use it. I could chop at my hair. I thought about that for a good minute or two before shooting down the thought.
I grabbed a Hot Topic tag from a shirt I got a couple of weeks ago, and I just started snipping at it. Calmly at first. Neatly.
But when I was done with it, I grabbed a paper I no longer needed, and I started slicing that up. Nicely at first, but it quickly grew violent.
I'm the kind of person who doesn't usually let out her frustrations with violence. Maybe an object throw here and there, but it doesn't happen as often as it used to (thankfully).
So I knew I needed to let out my frustrations on the paper and its following fellow victims.
I cut and cut and cut until almost an hour later.
There's now a pile of shredded paper on my computer bag on the floor.
I focused one problem on one paper and watched it dwindle into a little circle before it all fell into shreds.
One by one.
I feel better. A little, anyway.
I think I know how to handle myself when I'm upset alone now, but I don't want to know what I'll do when I run out of paper. And I honestly don't want to find out.

I guess this is just a big old post saying "I don't want to be alone."
Because I don't know how to say it out loud.

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SugarSongBitterStep Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Cherry Blossom Icon :cherryblossom:   HI! :cherryblossom:Cherry Blossom Icon
Thanks so much for the Fav on Thou Shall Not Die (Akiko Yosano)
I hope that you enjoyed my Akiko cosplay 
Stay awesome and keep on dancing! 
        ~Sugar Song 

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hierophantenthusiast Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Dude, did you hear there's rumors of a PQ2 announcement on the horizon 
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newsie-fics Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Duuuuude I heard and I just
This gives me more motivation to actually beat PQ but ffuuuuuuuuu- R E A P E R
But I'll beat it before PQ2 (possibly) comes out even though it might not be a sequel-sequel in terms of actual story
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hierophantenthusiast Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
I feeeel omg. 
Im excited tho like. P3/4/5 pls. I want Goro and Ken to be justice buddies. I want Yukiko and Fuuka to meet someone who might actually be able to cook
AAaaa I need to finish PQ too
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newsie-fics Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Same tho omg let me have my revengeful Justice boys in one place
I just want everyone to be happu without worrying about anything
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hierophantenthusiast Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Kikoooooo do u happen to have a link to ur p5 clips i neeeeeed them and cant find them on yt

also
archiveofourown.org/users/tatt…
look at roobs writing it good
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newsie-fics Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh noooooo
What I did was just look up everyone's awakenings, the endings, and found this for like, half the animu cutscenes- www.youtube.com/watch?v=1KcXKs…
Then I cropped out the outside parts on the awakenings lol
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hierophantenthusiast Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Thankkkkk
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newsie-fics Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Welllcccc
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hierophantenthusiast Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Heyoooo just a reminder that my bday party is tomorrow at 1:30! If u could remind Kelsi too that would be super lol
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