Nevar18

I've had a bad cold for a week now, not to mention my head felt like it was being used as a Buddhist prayer bell for a few days after a REALLY weird dream.Jeez. . . I REALLY need to start drawing again. . .Not like I haven't had the time or anything, I just can't seem to find any of my old inspirations. Or any new ones either for that matter. . .I dunno, free commissions anyone? (By this I mean tell me to draw something, ANYTHING, PLEASE!!)

Two months ago, I was miserable. Everything I touched, I ruined. Now it's just sorrow & melancholy...I had been working on a compilation of drawings & paintings (all digital) of things she liked - to surprise her with as a gift - since the beginning of the year. After she broke up with me I decided I'd continue it anyway... I mean, who knows? Maybe I could've won her back with them? Anyway, about two months ago I was hit with crushing despair at the realisation that even if it could've worked, she would probably never look at them. I had just finished one of the drawings (I usually work on almost 20 different things at once – I find it hel...

Well, where should I start?My girlfriend, the love of my life, no longer loves me and is already dating someone else.I'm moving back to Western Australia early, driving across before August (should take 3 to 5 days).I'm finally drawing again (I think). For almost three months now I've been planning an unofficial "Sequel" of sorts for "The Secret World of Alex Mack"... If anyone actually reads this and wants to hear my written ideas, leave the request in the comments and I'll upload it as an image or text file or something..........Honestly? It would be nice if someone commented anyway....... I'm starting to feel real miserable again......