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Clouded Head by Nessie905 Clouded Head :iconnessie905:Nessie905 3 0 Thoughts by Nessie905 Thoughts :iconnessie905:Nessie905 5 6 dA's Sweet Sixteen! by Nessie905 dA's Sweet Sixteen! :iconnessie905:Nessie905 2 0 Happy 16th DeviantART! by Nessie905 Happy 16th DeviantART! :iconnessie905:Nessie905 2 5 He Gave Me Strength. by Nessie905 He Gave Me Strength. :iconnessie905:Nessie905 9 3 The Good News by Nessie905 The Good News :iconnessie905:Nessie905 11 6
No love left for you
Do certain things remind you of me?
Please say that they do
Because it's my brain that can't forget you
Just when I seem to be simply content
Something little drags you back in
Get out of here!
I don't want you.
I don't need you.
I hate you.
This heart of mine
has no love left for you
Because you stripped it down
Till it was raw.
So why won't you leave my mind?
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I wish you knew
I wish you knew that I have borderline
I wish you knew that's the reason for how I was
The reason I acted the way I did
The reason it took me so long to get over you
The reason I still hold on to it
The reason I hate you
But I never want you to know that I'm still struggling
I will never reveal that I still need therapy
You need to believe that I have moved on
I swore to myself that I would never talk to you again
So I'm keeping my word
But these are the things that I wish you knew.
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I Cried. by Nessie905 I Cried. :iconnessie905:Nessie905 11 16 Watercolour Rose Tattoo by Nessie905 Watercolour Rose Tattoo :iconnessie905:Nessie905 9 4
One Like Me
How many times do I think 'just one cut'?
Every week if not every day
Truth is, it wouldn't just be 'one cut'
It would turn into 'many cuts'
Because I'm still an addict
If you looked at me today
Would you know I'm a recovering addict?
Do I look like a normal person?
Or is it written in my veins
Lies disguise themselves as truth
How can one like me tell
The difference?
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Fall/Winter ID by Nessie905 Fall/Winter ID :iconnessie905:Nessie905 3 7
Self Containment
My blood is coursing through my veins
While I'm trying to just keep myself tame
The knives are in the dish rack
Waiting to be dried
I'm zoning out
Thinking of how sharp they are
Thinking what damage
They are capable of
My mind is racing
I'm uncomfortable
I cannot dry them
Feeling so disappointed
In what? Myself
Couldn't even dry a few
I refuse to ever go insane
My my blood is just fine
Inside my veins
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Delicate Things by Nessie905 Delicate Things :iconnessie905:Nessie905 6 7 Choose Recovery by Nessie905 Choose Recovery :iconnessie905:Nessie905 6 2 Be Good to Yourself. by Nessie905 Be Good to Yourself. :iconnessie905:Nessie905 7 0
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:iconspeak-life: :iconstop-the-suffering:
Hey guys, I'm so sorry I've kinda been inactive on this account. I've been busy with my recovery and I also haven't had much inspiration. I don't know what you guys want to see from me. Let me know if you have any ideas. Lately I've started going to a thing called Arting Around - where you can literally do anything you want related to art... So I've started getting into painting again, somewhat. Like I said, I haven't had much inspiration on what to paint. I would love to keep doing mental health related things and need some ideas... Also totally into photos too. :)

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Hi, I'm Michelle, and I'm 21. My nickname is Nessie, or Michie :P I mostly post inspirational, or emotional photos. I love helping people and try to do so as much as I can :) I was recently diagnosed with BPD, and I am recovering from Self Harm. I love all of you on here and I hope you like my page.
I am a Christian and I love Jesus. He is my savior. :heart:
I am founder of the group Stop-the-Suffering, a group for all those who have/ or are suffering from depression, self harm, ED's, bipolar, and any other mental illness.

My other accounts are:

Michies-Photographyy - This is for all of my photography , feel free to check it out.

Lover-girl1991 - This is just for things I don't exactly want on this account. (1991 is NOT my birth year, just for the record)

Anyways, thanks for visiting my profile. :)

I have never smoked. Never have, never will. :meow:

My Tumblr :
My Twitter :
My YouTube :…

Don't judge me.


TWLOHA Stamp by Peace-Wolf rescue is possible : stamp by ifyouplease TWLOHA avatar by XxBad-Luck-ChildxX
To Write Love on Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. Love Is The Movement. Rescue Is Possible. Stop The Bleeding.

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Rawr by Wind-Up-Doll Feel Free stamp by rawr-xx-chan I Would Cosplay Stamp by WhatTheHolyScrud Drugs Stamp by llama-ness I need to pee stamp. by miekeuyt Pull your pants up by Sergeant-McFluffers Time Flies Stamp by Northern33 Toilet Paper Stamp by Drake1:thumb49399550: Funny by wasd591
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2017
Happy birthday! :D
Nessie905 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks haha
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Happy birthday! :party:
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Thanks ^^'
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You're welcome. :aww:
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's October 24th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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Happy B-Day!  ^^
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Thanks ^^'
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