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No love left for you

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No love left for you

Do certain things remind you of me? Please say that they do Because it's my brain that can't forget you Just when I seem to be simply content Something little drags you back in Get out of here! I don't want you. I don't need you. I hate you. This heart of mine has no love left for you Because you stripped it down Till it was raw. So why won't you leave my mind?

I wish you knew

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I wish you knew

I wish you knew that I have borderline I wish you knew that's the reason for how I was The reason I acted the way I did The reason it took me so long to get over you The reason I still hold on to it The reason I hate you But I never want you to know that I'm still struggling I will never reveal that I still need therapy You need to believe that I have moved on I swore to myself that I would never talk to you again So I'm keeping my word But these are the things that I wish you knew.
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No love left for you

N

No love left for you

Do certain things remind you of me? Please say that they do Because it's my brain that can't forget you Just when I seem to be simply content Something little drags you back in Get out of here! I don't want you. I don't need you. I hate you. This heart of mine has no love left for you Because you stripped it down Till it was raw. So why won't you leave my mind?

I wish you knew

I

I wish you knew

I wish you knew that I have borderline I wish you knew that's the reason for how I was The reason I acted the way I did The reason it took me so long to get over you The reason I still hold on to it The reason I hate you But I never want you to know that I'm still struggling I will never reveal that I still need therapy You need to believe that I have moved on I swore to myself that I would never talk to you again So I'm keeping my word But these are the things that I wish you knew.

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied
  • Oct 24, 1995
  • Canada
  • Deviant for 10 years
  • She / Her
My Bio
:iconbutterfly1plz::iconbutterfly2plz::iconbutterfly3plz::iconbutterfly1plz::iconbutterfly2plz::iconbutterfly3plz::iconbutterfly1plz:
Hi, I'm Michelle, and I'm 23. My nickname is Nessie, or Michie :P I mostly post inspirational, or emotional photos. I love helping people and try to do so as much as I can :) I was recently diagnosed with BPD, and I am recovering from Self Harm. I love all of you on here and I hope you like my page.
I am a Christian and I love Jesus. He is my savior. :heart:
I am founder of the group Stop-the-Suffering, a group for all those who have/ or are suffering from depression, self harm, ED's, bipolar, and any other mental illness.

My other accounts are:

Michies-Photographyy - This is for all of my photography , feel free to check it out.

Lover-girl1991 - This is just for things I don't exactly want on this account. (1991 is NOT my birth year, just for the record)

Anyways, thanks for visiting my profile. :)

I have never smoked. Never have, never will. :meow:

My Tumblr : beautifulscars13.tumblr.com/
My Twitter : twitter.com/maytherebehope
My YouTube : www.youtube.com/user/XxbrokenX…

Don't judge me.

TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS


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To Write Love on Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. Love Is The Movement. Rescue Is Possible. Stop The Bleeding.


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Stamps and things I like :

Evanescence Stamp by BerryFlavoredApples Tea Makes Everything Better by delusional-dreams Jesus is my savior stamp by nekooYuui-cHan I'm not a Bible Thumper... by Nisshoku-art Camera Eyes by Blubble-The-Blubs
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Rain Stamp by Stamp221 Derp. A stamp by Gogelmogel Me 'n You, Penguin Style by Valotoxin Stamp - I Believe in True Love by Zezkah Your Smile... by aternity
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I Take a Long Time To Do Shit by DSMeatte:thumb188491007: TWLOHA Stamp - Animated by cpetten:thumb108802803::thumb156540237:
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Inspiration Strikes when... by Qinni Scorpio Stamp by Magica-28 Ghost Stamp by Dragongirl269 Randomly Random Stamp by Whacked-Out-Inc Note me stamp by Joyfool
Keep Calm Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Now Panic Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Awesome Friends Stamp by Toxic-Mario
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Awkward by Fyi-Sus :. Twilight Stamp .: by Mei-moon I don't bite by Fyi-Sus Dr. Phil Sees by iHOMICIDAL Dr. Phil by RainbowStamps

Rawr by Wind-Up-Doll Feel Free stamp by rawr-xx-chan I Would Cosplay Stamp by WhatTheHolyScrud Drugs Stamp by llama-ness I need to pee stamp. by miekeuyt Pull your pants up by Sergeant-McFluffers Time Flies Stamp by Northern33 Toilet Paper Stamp by Drake1:thumb49399550: Funny by wasd591
Sitting at home by black-cat16-stamps


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Current Residence: Ontario, Canada

Favourite Movies
Thirteen, Freedom Writers, Coraline, Titanic, Speak, 2:37, Monsters Inc, Les Miserables, Due Date, The Hangover, a Cinderella Story, Marley&Me,
Favourite TV Shows
Degrassi
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Evanescence, Linkin Park are my ultimate favs
Favourite Books
Willow, By the Time You Read This I'll be Dead, Cut, Impulse, Wintergirls, Identical
Favourite Writers
Ellen Hopkins
Favourite Games
Truth or Dare, Scrabble, Monopoly, and Dominoes
Favourite Gaming Platform
Nintendo DS, Nintendo Wii
Other Interests
Cats! Photography, Writing, Reading, Hanging with friends

May Update

May Update

Hey guys, I'm so sorry I've kinda been inactive on this account. I've been busy with my recovery and I also haven't had much inspiration. I don't know what you guys want to see from me. Let me know if you have any ideas. Lately I've started going to a thing called Arting Around - where you can literally do anything you want related to art... So I've started getting into painting again, somewhat. Like I said, I haven't had much inspiration on what to paint. I would love to keep doing mental health related things and need some ideas... Also totally into photos too. :) -Nessie
I'm getting inspiration guys!! :D Good thing I'm writing my ideas down!

Life

Life

Hello, I'm sorry I've been MIA for a while. I do try to check here as often as I can. But bit of an update - life has been pretty confusing for me lately and part of that is because in March I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (Some may know this already) and it was a huge relief for me - but also a bit overwhelming in the fact that now I had to learn more about it and learn how to live with it on a daily basis. Which is quite hard. Some days are fine, and some days aren't. Some days I have many mood swings and some days I don't feel anything at all. It's very black & white for me. Because of my mental health I've had to

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Hi Nessie, great to hear from you again   :Lotus: - NaNoEmo   
So happy you could include all those additional faves into your gallery my friend     :pogonia: 


Enjoy the rest of your week and have a great weekend to come...   Daisy tiny smile   
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Happy birthday!
I hope you have a wonderful day!
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Michies-PhotographyyHobbyist Photographer
Thanks! 
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You're very welcome!
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