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Cole Decay
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Demons I Confronted.
We live in seconds, minutes, hours. It's never enough, to satisfy. We live in hours, days, months. Still never enough. The years, decades, centuries, pass us by, and we feel cheated. Time is cruel in that sense. You can't trust it, to be there for you later. So live in time now, and tell yourself you're satisfied. We both know you're not, but sometimes, you just have to lie.
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The Party's Over.
Anymore, I'm only happy at the bottom of a bottle. It's a sad truth, an even sadder reality, To know that I've let it come to this point. That's not to say I don't have good moments, outside of that bottle, but really it all goes back to that. I have tried, to find that wonderful peace, elsewhere. But, it's not happening. That kind of thing happens, you know? It's often caused by that one feeling, nobody can seem to rid themselves of. That horrible, draining, disgusting feeling of rejection. Think about it, you're not good enough. Maybe later, they say. Not right now. Why not now, you ask. I have somebody already. I could be
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As Young As I Was.
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Lonely Messengers.
Given a time and place, you could predict a what. Even a how, and sometimes a why.
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On My Mind.
The birds sing often While I tend to my garden The songs, they soften.
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All I Have.
The busy bees work Huddled in their perfect hive Now the wasp invades.
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Move On To Another Day.
My brown box is a city of its own. The bugs crawl through the cardboard and the rats are my roommates. It smells old and moldy, and its color is dull and fading. It's more like a ghost town really.
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Reminds Me Of You Tonight.
Blue nights are the best nights, watching life pass by on the backs of stars. Everything is clearer on the blue nights. My memory is never foggy. I see patterns in the dress of various people I've met at the grocery. Most women, some men. But every blue night must end, and give way to red morning. I decided not to sleep tonight, so I'm going in to get some milk.
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Signals Interrupt.
My memory failed me; I remembered the grocery. And of course buying milk. I don't, however, remember going, so much. There was a lady there. Her dress was blue. My memory failed me, as I remembered the grocery; but forgot my life.
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Peace Conference.
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I Showed You Reason.
Our concept of time is only used for organizational purposes, so that there is a pattern to our lives that we can comprehend. To know what time it is, is simply impossible.
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By God I'll Do It Right
This is needed probably more than anything. I need to write, it's a hunger, a deep craving and I must indulge. And when I indulge the hunger, when pen meets paper and glides so smoothly across what has potential to be a minefield, I think of you. And I promise, you will always be in my heart and in the ink on my paper. I mean that. Do you believe me?
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You're A Vampire, Right?
Blood is spilled I rush to the scene. The hunger takes over, the compulsion to feed. You're lying on the floor, the blood flowing from your head, a crimson river. I bend over you, you know what I'm about to do, yet you smile at me. I'm confused now. You smile at the one who is going to take your life. But the hunger is too strong. I have to do it. I think you understand though.
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This Is A Song For Rainy Days
There's nothing to say, that hasn't been said already. But, it's nice to repeat some things. Just saying them feels so good. But, at the same time, it kills me. I didn't know it was possible to kill what was already dead. I've been dead for a month now, and I get killed daily.
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Like Inhaling Glass
He breathes. Oh, the air. It pierces his lungs. He's inhaling glass. He listens. Oh, the sounds. They have power. Such awesome power. He sees. Oh, the beauty. It is all he can perceive. He's stunned. He cares. Oh God, he cares. It's deep. Almost permanent. But; He stops. Stops breathing, stops listening, stops seeing, stops caring. He just, stops.
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Put Me Through Hell
To follow this path further surely means death. Or at the very least suffering. But, follow it he will. He is most likely a fool. To continue on a path that will only bring pain. Only a fool would keep going, but at least his intentions, are good. His thoughts and hopes are pure. But, they are also, pointless. He has made up his mind though, let him go. Let him destroy all that he is.
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They'll Take It Back
Push me overboard, leave me to be the carrion of the deep. I know I never really meant anything to you. So, why do you hesitate? I can see in your eyes you want this as much as I do. So, indulge us both, cast me away. Leave me for dead and I will forever thank you.
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I'll Let The Bad Parts In
I sometimes fear myself, my capabilities. To know what I could do, if I so chose, terrifies me. I have the ability to do terrible things both to myself and to others. I mostly fear for others though. They have no warning for what I may do. I, on the other hand usually know what I'm about to do before it is done. This is not always the case however. I have recently become more eratic and unpredictable. It kind of scares me.
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Your Eyelids Close
I welcome Death into my home and I ask him, "Is it truly as quiet as they say? What will I feel? Will I be able to just lay there and not think anything?" To these questions Death answered, "Yes, it is quiet, but the quiet roars in your cold, dead ears. You will feel nothing but my cold hands caressing you eternally. I answer your final question with another question. What better time is there to just think?" "None," I concede.
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Sara life drawing
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Pinhole collage
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Seeing Through You
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Emergence
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Arson
I will burn down this building with you still inside. There is no escape.
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Grave-Photocubism
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Lisa 2
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Chemistry
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Clouds Roll In
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DarthMar's avatar
Hallo.

Sorry if this seems a bit out of the blue/odd...but...The owners/co-owners/contributers to AZ-Cosplay, have good suspicion that *peacockfeather (also known as: balletanime, KawaiiVocaloidRin, or Sailoryunabunny) is stealing other's art work and taking it as their own.

This is an alert more than anything, as there has recently been an uproar on AZ-Cosplay about them stealing other's photography.

I leave this info to you with no obligation of action or response. (Sorry if that sound pompous or pretenious, I couldn't think of a better way of phrasing this).

Sorry if I impunged on your sense of privacy, etc.

Squeek.
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Lank10's avatar
thanks for your latest faves. You're too kind. :)
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NeroDecayAlexander's avatar
I disagree. I think I'm just kind enough. Lol.
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Lank10's avatar
:) Okay. You're just kind enough.
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Lank10's avatar
Thanks for the faves. :)
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NeroDecayAlexander's avatar
No need to thank me dear. Haha. How are things?
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