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Demons I Confronted.
We live in seconds, minutes, hours.
It's never enough,
to satisfy.
We live in hours, days, months.
Still never enough.
The years, decades, centuries,
pass us by,
and we feel cheated.
Time is cruel in that sense.
You can't trust it,
to be there for you later.
So live in time now,
and tell yourself you're satisfied.
We both know you're not,
but sometimes,
you just have to lie.
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The Party's Over.
Anymore, I'm only happy at the bottom of a bottle.
It's a sad truth, an even sadder reality,
To know that I've let it come to this point.
That's not to say I don't have good moments,
outside of that bottle, but really
it all goes back to that.
I have tried, to find that wonderful peace,
But, it's not happening.
That kind of thing happens, you know?
It's often caused by that one feeling,
nobody can seem to rid themselves of.
That horrible, draining, disgusting feeling of
Think about it, you're not good enough.
Maybe later, they say. Not right now.
Why not now, you ask.
I have somebody already.
I could be that somebody.
But, it's not me right now.
And I'm ok with that, really.
Just know, that if it's not now, it won't ever be.
I live right now.
I don't live in two years.
At least, as far as I'm concerned.
And I refuse to live yesterday.
This took twists and turns, but for some reason,
you stayed with it.
That is the nature of things really.
You stay with what isn't
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As Young As I Was. by NeroDecayAlexander As Young As I Was. :iconnerodecayalexander:NeroDecayAlexander 1 6
Lonely Messengers.
Given a time and place,
you could predict a what.
Even a how,
and sometimes a why.
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On My Mind.
The birds sing often
While I tend to my garden
The songs, they soften.
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All I Have.
The busy bees work
Huddled in their perfect hive
Now the wasp invades.
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Move On To Another Day.
My brown box is a city of its own.
The bugs crawl through the cardboard
and the rats are my roommates.
It smells old and moldy,
and its color is dull and fading.
It's more like a ghost town really.
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Reminds Me Of You Tonight.
Blue nights are the best nights,
watching life pass by on the backs of stars.
Everything is clearer on the blue nights.
My memory is never foggy.
I see patterns in the dress of various people I've met at the grocery.
Most women, some men.
But every blue night must end,
and give way to red morning.
I decided not to sleep tonight,
so I'm going in to get some milk.
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Signals Interrupt.
My memory failed me;
I remembered the grocery.
And of course buying milk.
I don't, however, remember going,
so much.
There was a lady there.
Her dress was blue.
My memory failed me,
as I remembered the grocery;
but forgot my life.
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Cole Decay
United States
Current Residence: Leitchgrad. Well, technically Millweezy.
Favourite genre of music: Hardcore, metal, acoustic, folk, punk, screamo, indie, rap, alternative, blues, hip-hop.
Favourite photographer: Good question.
Favourite style of art: Abstract-expressionism. Surrealism. Impressionism. Anything weird.
Operating System: Windows Vista.
MP3 player of choice: iPod.
Shell of choice: Conch for sure.
Skin of choice: The pale kind.
Favourite cartoon character: Eric Cartman. Forrealz.
Personal Quote: "I want you to hit me as hard as you can." -Tyler Durden.


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DarthMar Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2010

Sorry if this seems a bit out of the blue/odd...but...The owners/co-owners/contributers to AZ-Cosplay, have good suspicion that *peacockfeather (also known as: balletanime, KawaiiVocaloidRin, or Sailoryunabunny) is stealing other's art work and taking it as their own.

This is an alert more than anything, as there has recently been an uproar on AZ-Cosplay about them stealing other's photography.

I leave this info to you with no obligation of action or response. (Sorry if that sound pompous or pretenious, I couldn't think of a better way of phrasing this).

Sorry if I impunged on your sense of privacy, etc.

Lank10 Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2010  Hobbyist
thanks for your latest faves. You're too kind. :)
NeroDecayAlexander Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2010
I disagree. I think I'm just kind enough. Lol.
Lank10 Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2010  Hobbyist
:) Okay. You're just kind enough.
NeroDecayAlexander Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2010
Lank10 Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2010  Hobbyist
Thanks for the faves. :)
NeroDecayAlexander Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2010
No need to thank me dear. Haha. How are things?
Lank10 Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2010  Hobbyist
Things are fine and dandy. How are your things?
NeroDecayAlexander Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2010
My things? Hm. I'm not sure. They're ok I suppose. I'm not dying or anything, so I can't really complain. So tired of school though.
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Lank10 Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2010  Hobbyist
Chello, Lovely.
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