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Neku 2 by Nerds-little-Helper Neku 2 :iconnerds-little-helper:Nerds-little-Helper 2 0
Literature
Weekly cycle
My days are Mundane,
Schooling during the weekdays,
And resting when the week ends.
Lately, I've been thinking of the end,
so I may free myself,
To end my cycle of, pain, lies, and regrets,
Cause my heart is weak.
Despite that,
I still aim to make happiness a thing,
Feeling more of a tool then a brother,
As I will please them by compromising,
Coming to them like a dog so we can all have a laugh,
But when I needed them,
They would put me down,
"Your being emotional",
So I learned to never try with them,
Cause my problems aren't theirs,
So I learned to be quiet.
As I begin to ramble,
My parents are the worst,
Not cause they are pure evil,
Instead, I grew a fear of them when I was younger,
Never wanting to make them mad,
Or sad, 
Or worried,
I just want them to be happy,
Cause I realized, 
It must have been hard to raise a child when you are still in High School,
So I learned to never tell my problems to them,
I learned to be
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Neku. by Nerds-little-Helper Neku. :iconnerds-little-helper:Nerds-little-Helper 1 0
Literature
So I will trust in love.
I will be honest, I love helping anyone thru their hardest time. It feels so good to help someone, even if it was temporary. I go thru friendships like crazy cause of this, jumping from one to another, not cause I got bored of one and searched for another. No, I just want to help everyone I love and give them hope In this dark world. You all have meaning to me, from the animaters that attached me here, to the new artists I have found here. You all share a place in my heart. So, when the time comes, and I found a way to help you with your ordeal, I will end up useless afterwards, and get tossed aside, so then I start looking forward to the next person to help. Good friends I make here don't even talk to me anymore, but, that won't slow me down. As I will always answer a call for help. I will always give my 100% attention to them, even when they don't need me anymore. I don't mind this routine. My only wish is to bring hope back where it belongs and fight off demons that come their way.
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Guess who I got! by Nerds-little-Helper Guess who I got! :iconnerds-little-helper:Nerds-little-Helper 16 2
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Im out of my head, my heart, my mind.
I love the internet.
I can find so much here.
From finding cool people,
To laughing at stupid stuff I like.
But, it's a double edge sword.
Cause it has a dark side.
People say too much,
Lashing out on the webs.
I get it,
No can see you.
It's when you spill too much that gets me.
On the internet,
I want to help anyone I come across.
It's my weakness,
Cause then I can't stop.
I start to care more about people I know nothing about then myself.
I put as much heart I can without telling them myself.
Now, it's getting old.
I need to stop.
I can't help if I can't even hold a real conversation with them.
Barriers are then forged.
As time itself puts us asleep and wakes us at different times.
Communication is slow as everyone are literally at different parts of the world.
When I stop for one,
Someone else cries out.
God, I'm like a moth to light,
As I head straight to others' aid.
I wish to help,
I wish for that chance,
I wish for that happy ending.
But I can't make it happen.
I'm stuck in this
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Merry Christmas everyone!!
Hope your day has been great!!
A friend of mine that I meet this year has started a GoFundMe for her self. Summary of what it is:
She has a three year old son and she is in community college right now. In the middle of it, she had broke one of her fingers on her writing hand. The surgery to help fix it costed much of her funds for college and she is in desperate need of money.
So, if you can at least share it, that will be nice. Thank you.
www.gofundme.com/4txxxt4
A friend of mine that I meet this year has started a GoFundMe for her self. Summary of what it is:
She has a three year old son and she is in community college right now. In the middle of it, she had broke one of her fingers on her writing hand. The surgery to help fix it costed much of her funds for college and she is in desperate need of money.
So, if you can at least share it, that will be nice. Thank you.
www.gofundme.com/4txxxt4

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:iconskrillzay:
SkrillZay Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Do you have a main sonaa
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Nerds-little-Helper Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
No.
Only got the cat and Lucas, but neither are my Sona.
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SkrillZay Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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qwq
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Nerds-little-Helper Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah.
Really, I either don't have the time or motivation to make a Sona.
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RomanJones Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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Nerds-little-Helper Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Your welcome!
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sammythefurrycat Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2017
Thank you for watching me!
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Nerds-little-Helper Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Your welcome!
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DAKIVIX Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2017

yay! Happy birthdayyy!!!!
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Nerds-little-Helper Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Wait, WHAT!?
That's so kind of you!!
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