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Holy shit.

I'm here.

I have an insane need to create, but my depression's been fighting me on it, so here's my compromise.

I've come across my old stuff.  My old DIGITAL stuff, anyway.

I'm going to force myself to upload one of those images per week until I come up with something new.

They'll be going into my scraps (or whatever the fuck it's called) for the time being.

I went to school for animation, and thanks to having my funding pulled (I only had about a year's worth of schooling to go), I had to stop.

This, combined with other factors, has led me to not do anything art-related in the last few years.

In 2010, I attempted suicide.  Details aside, I'd promised I wouldn't do it, or think about it again.

In the last few years (since being forced to stop school), I've been dwelling on regrets and finding I'm coming dangerously close to wanting to repeat that attempt (though since I have access to firearms now, I'd be a little more successful).

This is my attempt at forcing myself to try to improve my outlook.  If I create things, maybe, just maybe I can find validation in my existence.  I enjoy making things.  So hopefully, I can bring myself out of this funk I find myself in, and find my calling.

I'm back.  For now.

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Nekoyuki-Osuneko
Snowcat
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
So it would seem you can manually edit this now. Interesting.

I'm an aspiring artist, who, admittedly, lost their way years ago. I spent way too long feeling sorry for myself, and nowhere near long enough putting the time and effort in to improve.


Ideally, this changes now.
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Runshin Featured By Owner May 28, 2018  Professional Digital Artist
150816 - Thank You-2 by Runshin  
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RamblingRhubarb Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
hey, thanks for the watch! :D
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kiitzue Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Thankyou so much for the watch!! //7\\
Your support means a lot to me! :iconmahfeelzplz:
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Nekoyuki-Osuneko Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problemo!  =^-^=
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