At first, I was nervous about talking to you, which is rare. I'm usually a pretty outgoing person, especially online.But artistic idols are one of those things where I suddenly second guess every little thing about myself and start worrying, "what if they don't like me? What if I say something stupid? What if I offend them?" I somehow managed to get the guts to talk to you, and I'm glad I did. Tatchit
has been my number one idol for years, and aside from commission details, the thought of chatting with them is still overwhelming.
I think it has something to do with how I put talented people on a pedestal so far above myself that I'm afraid to even think about being on their level, which includes talking to them.