I've been gone for awhile.
I haven't done any photography, very little writing and only a drawing occasionally.
A ... lot
First, during easter weekend 2015, my cat got ran over by a car. We found him 3 days later possibly (2 or 3 days), he passed less than a week after.
That was the beginning.
In October, things started feeling way off, more than the occasional tingling.
The very beginning of November, my then fiancé cheated on me. Came home with a hickey ...
I took my cats and stayed with a friend, trying to figure crap out, so I left my ex at home.
A week or so later, a fire happened. What art and two poems and all my supplies, some clothe, all jewelery etc was gone. The worst part, neither Mystic or Kali made it.
Smoke inhalation, as the bathroom saved them.
I was not home at the time, and the fire an accident that is no one's fault.
By then, due to my ex's reaction... I cut all emotionless ties.
Due to various reasons, I met someone right before, during and after the fire. We were just friends, but about a week after the fire... I started developing feelings for this person.
Sound sudden? I may have freaked out. It was not intentional, and I resisted, and it wasn't a rebound. By Thanksgiving (3-7day decision making aka freaking out), we started dating.
While I have ... certain feelings on how I moved on so fast, etc..... which will probably seen in my poetry in the near future, all and all... through all the crap.... I'm happy. But almost 5 years does damage.
Thier name is Jordan for those who are curious, natural red head... yes, I snagged a ginger.
I'll update more on that later, I guess the final thought would be... I can not tolerate betrayal... and cheating is probably one of the worse betrayals.
I am happy with who I'm with, still scared shitless, but that's life... it never stops... and we can't without being trampled.
I have a some art pencils, a new sketch book...I've replaced what I've needed as far as material possessions go. A jewelry piece and handmade runes.... that sucked.
(And birth certificate and social security card).
I'll see what I can put up, also trying new medicine.