I've added some new photos today, very amature stuff. I am reminded of the quote "owning a camera doesn't make you a photographer." I do not claim to be a photographer, however, I like the photo's I've posted here and hope that perhaps, someone else will find joy in them.
On a personal note...
Things in my life are considerably much more managable than before. I'm not riddled with sadness and self loathing; I am, however, at a cross-road. There are a lot of things I need to think long and hard about, a lot of decisions that I know have to be made.
I'm considering a mas
So yesterday was most definately the worst day of my life. Merry Fucking Christmas to me. Not only did I have to suffer through one of the worst, saddest holidays of my life, one where half of the people I love the most were absent, I got my heart ripped out from my chest. Though yesterday takes the cake, today isn't cracking up to be that much better... In fact, I feel worse. I feel like I lost my best friend in the whole world. I lost my dreams and aspirations for the future. I lost the last few fragments of happiness I have left. I've lost my self esteem, self value, and any other of those misconcieved notions that I am a worth th