A slight vent and desperation (read desc) /srs

Do not favorite this is serious I'm just extremely desperate at this point

I've been having baby fever on and off since 16... This is like the worst it's been. I've been depressed for like weeks I just want people to draw children for me (ship kids and not) I know it sounds weird but I unironically want kids and I've been drawing kids for myself but I've been getting lazy with art and my depression is stopped me from drawing and just stimming for most of the day I don't know what to do anymore..

I feel like I would be weird if I just requested multiple people to make kids for myself so I can cope with the fact that I can't

I've been scared to do so idk maybe its my fault I'm confused.

I might need advice

I'm sorry if this was sad I know I usually don't post this but I just have to share this desperation I have... this is not a fetish btw I genuinely want kids so because you say anything no... Im not a fucking sicko

I hope I'm not the only one who feels this way if you got questions I would love to answer