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There something ive noticed over the last 3 month, and that my self esteem is really bad, 
I dont feel like any of my work is good anymore, i constantly feel like my voice acing and artwork is going downhill, My moods are so low.

I lost some amazing friends by not realizing things and being to blind to understand them. 
I lost someone who i cared about so much by being paranoid over everything thing.

I Let the smallest thing affect me in ways that ruined my mental and physical heath. I said to myself in january that i want this year to be a good year, However because of my low self esteem this year has being horrible. And that the only person ruining my year is well me.

I just wish i could go back in time and undo any mistakes i made and be happy again, Sadly I cant but i do want to try my best to fix my moods so that everyone is happy again, i just wish i knew how.

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LilThiefSilverBunny Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2018  Student Traditional Artist
:hug: I get what your saying, I've been mentally abusing myself ever since near the end of 2017. The voices and images they won't go away. But I pray to God that there is light in the tunnel and you should too.
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NatalieGuest Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i hope so too *huggles*
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flashstudiosguy Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2018
Natalie,why do you keep fooling yourself like this?? You are a wonderful girl who is so talented; you are a better artist compared to me, I still draw at a somewhat amateur level. You created a community of talented people who have much to offer and you make me laugh every day with some little quip.

It hurts me that you can't see yourself in this light and I wish that I could shave a few years off my clock so I could stand a chance of being a boyfriend who reminds you of how lucky they are to have such a lovely person as a girlfriend every day, not that I don't feel I support you enough as an "Uncle Figure".


I now leave you with a quote from Doctor Who that always reminds me of my lot when I'm down;

Sarah Jane Smith: You know, you act like such a lonely man, but look at yourself; you've got the BIGGEST family on Earth!
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NatalieGuest Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i know *huggles you*
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flashstudiosguy Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2018
I'm always here for you.
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NatalieGuest Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you
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flashstudiosguy Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2018
No problem, little butterfly.
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NatalieGuest Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:p
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JackHammer86 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Huggle! 
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brigetmiget Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
:huggle: 
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NatalieGuest Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*huggles*
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Ipku Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
The best thing to do is not dwell on our past mistakes.
They happened, and there's nothing we can do about that.
The only thing we can do is keep moving forward.
I did some research on autism, and I understand a little more about the things you go through. It'll be tough, but I'm here for you.
I'm not going anywhere.
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NatalieGuest Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Your right there, the only problem is that my past mistakes keep haunting me in my dreams or if any of my sensory triggers it.
It makes it harder to forget things and move on that way.
And its good u know abit more avout the disability i just wish others were awear of what it dose to people.

Im glad your in my life i dont know what i would do without an amazing bestie like u
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therealgamehero Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Nat, everything you have done has been amazing, everything else that you’re going to do is going to be amazing, don’t let anyone tell you different, not even yourself. You will always have friends behind you, willing to push you forward even when you try to go back. All of us will be here to help you if you ever need it.
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NatalieGuest Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you i realy appreciate it
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Anarchrist17 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Student Writer
you make me happy with some your pics and your new videos
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NatalieGuest Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Im glad there
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