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Psychotic Love Song

By NasikaSakura
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Dear Ms. Juliet,
Please have him come back for me.
Please don't make me le
~-= Please make things rig
What am I supposed to do if he never does come ba~^-=
What is someone supposed to do when their heart is split and you cannot choose one side over the other, but they cannot coexist? How do you know which to choose when the choice isn't even yours to begin with?
--Nasika Sakura

She folded her little note and gingerly stuck it between the cobblestones of the wall and was lead by Ryo back to the music-filled building.
After the ball in Ryo's friend's honor, he and Nasika rode back to his family's vacation home in Italy, and quickly fell to sleep. The next morning, Ryo had gotten up to make breakfast for the two, but to the shocking realization that Nasika wasn't there. "Nasika?" he sounded, searching. The lovely pink dress he had bought her lay where it had the night before, her casual clothes, ragged as they were

Nasika's breaking point... She holds two loves. Which does she choose?

She beats at the walls that bind her, but she cannot tear them down as she falls apart instead, chaos in her head and heart.

.. Chasing after one love that she wants with her whole being but cannot obtain, but for whom does she call out for with need?

"The sky is gray. Looks like it’s gonna rain.
It’s as cloud as my mind.
One drop fell to the ground.
Is it from the sky or my eye? It doesn’t matter.
I don’t want to know.

Without an umbrella, I’m standing like a drowning rat
The sound of rain is ringing and it’s killing my existence.

Stop it, stop it! I hope the rain stops soon,
Or I’m gonna break down.

I cried, I cried! No more tears are left.
Even so, I’m still all wet…

I’m cold.

[…] It hurts me badly; I can say it’s as deadly as a lethal weapon."

I have a gaze at him, not you.
But you've always loved to see me happy, and I likewise,
Yet a part of me hates that I shared it with you.

"Psychotic, psychotic, I’ve got a psychotic mind.
I’m so psychotic I’m going to vanish into thin air.

It hurts, it hurts-- my heart hurts.
It’s ludicrous, isn’t it? I love you so deeply…
I’m scared of myself. [...]

Why? Why is it? What happened? It can’t be.
I see nothing but a bloody world. I must be insane.
Help me!"


~~ Len's Psychotic Love Song (Len Kagamine_ Vocaloid) www.youtube.com/watch?v=J-t-wm…

EDIT:// Aug. 8th, 2015... Fixed knee, re-scanned.
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gulecoglunisa's avatar
Love it, amazing! Nod 
NasikaSakura's avatar
:blush: Ah! Thank you very much! :D
naruXhinata's avatar
that's so sad but very beautiful amazing artwork!
Fmaautomail's avatar
Wow that's beautiful
I love it...
NasikaSakura's avatar
Thank you very much. :)
jano233's avatar
i feel......sad.....:iconcryplz:
NasikaSakura's avatar
Aw, I'm sorry. ;u; It's a great accomplish for me as an artists to make an impression like that on a viewer, but I'm sorry. heh~
jano233's avatar
well if you were to look at this picture while listening to song[link] it moves you
NasikaSakura's avatar
Ah, I see. o.o
I love it when art reminds people of music, even if it's not the one originally that built it. :meow:
etto-sama's avatar
hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*A*
NasikaSakura's avatar
Heeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ QuQ
FateLies's avatar
so much emotion in this picture... ; A ; it makes me feel sad too ahaha;;;
//downloads the song
NasikaSakura's avatar
haha Glad you like it. Oh! It's an interesting song. I like it. :)
amyY3's avatar
I remember this!
NasikaSakura's avatar
:D Yeeeeee~! Then you understand.
D-mowmow's avatar
Very cool great work :3
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azuritecat's avatar
First time seeing Nasika in her dark mood ;w;
I love the anatomy though... : O
NasikaSakura's avatar
Oh, really? 0u0 Yes, she doesn't like to show it much, but I enjoy drawing it oddly. XD
Ah, thank you!
dodoman1er's avatar
yet an other dark piece of yours, magnificent!
NasikaSakura's avatar
Wow, I thought you'd be stating that you'd rather my more cutsey and happy work since our last chat. QuQ Thank you!!! *relieved and oh so happy*
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