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Bursting my Bubble by NanoMortis Bursting my Bubble by NanoMortis
I'm not feeling that good these last days ,so sorry if my updates are getting slow.
 last week a lot of my classmates told me that depression is not even a thing so i should stop acting like a depressive weirdo every 3 hours, when in fact I'm trying my best to be happy and change ,I understood immediately that these people want me to crack, cuz they believed i'm pretending to be happy ,so they could enjoy seeing me suffer even more.and the s*** didn't stop there ,they started to argue over things,asking questions like :WHO are you? do you think you can make it to the top ? it was a trap , to make me go downhill again and sadly I fell for it ,I felt confused, is this happiness was even real ?
I work and study at the same time ,and things don't go well ,because of the pressure i'm going through
I don't have time to eat, I can't even dream for so many nights i'm skipping;The reason why i keep drawing is that you guys make me happy, when I read your comments ;I forget the mess I encounter every day.
I don't know what to do... now;my health is degrading, time after time i feel like i'm dying slowly .
it's my first time being open to you guys,i'm sorry is this sound annoying but i really want this to get  out of my chest .
Thank you for reading..


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Art (c)me
Tools: Pen+water colors+Photoshop CS3
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skulls1234 Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Hope u are having a better time sorry this is late but seriously u r awesome
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countvesper Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2018   General Artist
youve been through a lot Chili Anime Emoji (Sho sad) [V5] 
hope youre okay now.
depression is really no Joke
only people who undergo this understand what it really is
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xXfantomXx Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know you posted this a while ago, but I hope things are getting better for you.  Art has always been an escape for me, and yours in particular is an escape I can fall into head-first.  Know that your art world will always be there for you when times get tough and that some of the best work can come from the most troubling of times. 

Thank you for being awesome and don't ever stop chasing your next piece of work.
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ffyls Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2017
..........
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LogosandPathos Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
i hope you feel better! Your art is so amazing! You are a really taleneted artist!
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JessicaHadADream Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2017  Professional General Artist
<3
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MoonFallHunt Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2016
Your a great artist, and honey. Don't listen to them, there just trying to hurt you. As your fans, we'd never do that! [Unless we don't like the art but even then nope]
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InkFox6 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2016  Student General Artist
your art still continues to inspire me :)
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:iconmillenniumrain:
Oh my, please marry me ;-; i could say that i love your artwork, but thats not enough, it really inspires me and make me go foward on my own weird way.
Please, keep going! ^^
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Zaphirom Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2016
I want you to meet you... and hug you...
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Hokage3 Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This piece is fantastic! I could really feel the emotion here.

Hang in there buddy. We've all been in the slums but always
remember that fighting alone is never the default. There's an
option and that is to find comfort from your loved ones. Don't
let the bad influence get into you. Pray when all hope seems
lost and see the positive side of things. You are a great artist,
you don't deserve to be in the dark. So get out of there and
shine dude…just saying... 
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JSenpaiDaNinja Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Beautiful!
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L-u-n-e Featured By Owner May 19, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
To me happiness and joy is like a shield for our minds. Some people have shields as strong as diamonds, but others not so much. I find myself in the middle. Depending on the emotions we feel our shields can become stronger or weaker. People like those stupid girls try to break others' shields, leaving scratches and dents in them. People who make you happy are like, this may sound dumb, some sort of dent and scratch remover. And all of us in these comments are more than happy to strengthen your shield, your happiness.
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Mad-Alice-07 Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
take the advice that your positive followers are lending you, everything else is up to you.

but i hope everything is aright now. <3
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Little-Beasty Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
I am late seeing this, but I hope you read this.
Those people are obviously no good and idiots, but it's impossible to just ignore them. Depression is a real medical condition, and believe me I know that; life is not just about surviving, but also about being happy, and no, you can't force yourself to be happy. The best advice I can give you is to try your best to take care of your health, come talk to us when you feel like you're about to break, and to one day either talk to a doctor or therapist to get proper treatment. People who don't have it can't possibly understand what it feels like. Just don't let those idiots win and continue to create more amazing art, and enjoy the little things. Talk to your friends and family about it and seeking treatment. If they don't believe you or if you can't afford treatment, there are services that you can contact and financial aid (although I don't exactly know what your financial circumstances are), and if that is still not an option then you could also contact a counselor or a teacher/professor, that works where you study, that deals with the medical field (I'm not sure if you are in college, but they probably have the most medical contacts and might be able to arrange something for you if you ask or do some paperwork for them or something). This may seem like a lot, but I really want to help you.
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Joe-Artiste Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2016
Learn to ignore the negative.  Live for your self.  I love your work.  Your colors have an ethereal and peaceful feeling.  Let your art speak for you.
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DeathKitty13 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
I embrace my sadness and dive in. I will say kitty pwayers for you to find inner peace.no matter what shade your heart feels.

Even the darkness can be a warm and soothing friend. Keep expressing it in your art and all will be well.

meow :3
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mepTstazz1205 Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Tsubaki Crying Icon no one in this world is alone, I understand your pain that is why (we as watchers) i'll be here for you,even if you don't read this.
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doodlefeebs Featured By Owner Feb 29, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
let me fight these shitheads you're amazing
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sandpaperdaisy Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2016  Professional General Artist
You're amazingly talented and creative, in that sense you're already "at the top." And since everyone can always improve, I feel truly excited about seeing your future art when you're already so astounding.

I can only speculate that people are being mean to you because you're already so good. It's rough, but do your best to ignore negative influences and focus on the things that make you feel happy, while you strive to get even better. You have unlimited potential.
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nephia3avila Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2016
Your art style if fabulous, it's so unique. So fractal yet with flow, so cool!
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LonelySko Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2016  Student General Artist
Don't listen to them, you are great! and your days will get better!
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HAO0o Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2016
this might sound cheesy but
your art tells me that u r a beautiful person
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silverheart-nine Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2016  Student General Artist
:hug: It's beautiful, Nano! And so are you. I hope things get better for you.
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AnimeFerDria Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2016  Student Artist
You're not the only one going thought the same things, as well as feeling the same way. BUT, one thing I do know is that your art is amazing and I'm happy to see it. Please make a bunch more of your lovely pictures. I love your style.

Haters only talk because your doing better then they are. People like you who makes an appeal in the room just by existing will cause distribution to others who see you as competition. There is no competition in wining life, cause your you. =)

Im sorry if non of that made since at all. Im just a bunch of confusing words all the time. But keep up the good work.
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Carlos235 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, don't worry, we have bad days, I hope you gets better :)
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baka00punk Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2015  Student General Artist
I've seen depression in my family and friends and i've had to talk multiple loved ones out of considering suicide, i think people who don't "believe" in depression haven't hit a rock in their life yet. Everyone will experience it at some point, some more than others, but if i've learned anything from it, it's that the few moments you escape that prison are far sweeter than being able to live your whole life in the sun. It takes a strong person to deal with it head on. Love you Nano!! stay strong~~ <3!!
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PurpleFlowerSong Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm sorry you're going through a rough time, don't listen to people who try to put you down, you are better than them and you will get through this! You are an extremely talented awesome person and I hope things look up soon! :)
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vintage-rose Featured By Owner Edited Dec 23, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hang in there. Depression is such a lonely thing and it's so hard and it sucks that people are doing that to you. I just found your art and I'm going through your gallery and your work is so beautiful and so unique. I have literally never seen anything quite like it and I've been on DA for years and years, plus my mother is a painter with lots of artist friends and nobody does anything quite like you do. Your work is so beautiful and it is adding something to this world, a perspective nobody else could add. So hang in there. You are important. You are unique. And I don't know if it would help you feel any better at all but take this with all the love I have in my heart when I say it: Jesus loves you.

Hang in there. Things are tough and maybe it feels like there is no light anywhere but there is light inside you that you are shining out through your work, and that is something that is so special. I hope someday you'll get through this awful, awful depression (which, eff those people, depression is a real illness that doctors totally give medicine for and therapists give therapy for. Those people are idiotic and cruel and if their lives are so empty that they get joy from tormenting people who are suffering, then they deserve nothing more than pity for being so joyless and devoid of decency).
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NightmareAtDawn Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2015
It's good to get this off of your chest c:
Don't ever give up on the thing you love to do and honestly: screw your classmates. I would advise to get some professional help, because it might help you to get some peace of mind and help to get your health back up. Take good care of yourself, we will all be waiting here for you, right now it's more important that you are healthy and that you can battle your demons. Besides, most creative people I know have gone through something difficult in life which they pull their ideas and their art from. So I'm sure you'll get through this and turn it around into something positive.
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Mandy200 Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I dont know you very well, but I've been going through the same thing at school, being physically hurt as well. 
I'm not sure what advice to give you, other than to ignore them and keep drawing, let it all out on paper yea?
Best of luck for the future x
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DemonMara0 Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2015
Don't listen to those people. They are not worth your attention.
You are an amazing person!
It is good that you let it out, don't keep it inside.
Try to sleep as much as you can, cause that really helps. I have the same when it comes to being sleep deprived, things get heavier.
And don't forget to eat either! "Even if you’re tired, make sure you eat breakfast and lunch, Then you’ll sleep better later at night"
I really like your paintings and I think you are really really good! 
Keep doing what makes you happy. Stay strong!
<3
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bimy-ly Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2015  Hobbyist
cool
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aveline234 Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
aww please dont listen to 'em douchebags.you gotta believe in yourself.U are damn awesomeee!!!
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VVesmantooth Featured By Owner Edited Dec 2, 2015
I wouldn't worry about ass holes like that, and if it makes you feel any better you're one of the most talented artists I've ever seen, and I really love your work.
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avalonsnight Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2015
Aw I'm sorry, that sounds really difficult and painful for you. If it's any consolation I had depression a few years back and have just finished a degree in psychology, there's some really helpful stuff out there that can make a real difference (CBT works really well for a lot of people, as does psychoanalytic stuff for others. If you want to find out more, here's a youtube link for an intro to CBT :) www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7B3n9…  and a pretty one for mood disorders in general www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZwMlHk…)
Just thought I'd put that out there in case it's useful, hope you feel better soon :D
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JDW9812 Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015
Your art is amazing, and I believe that a persons art can reflect them, so I'm sure you are amazing too! Whatever you are going through don't give up, cause there is always someone :D
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JobSnow Featured By Owner Edited Nov 27, 2015
Oh! I  hope you get better!!
I like a lot your art and 
and you are awesome.
It makes me sad imagine how bad do you feel.
I REALLY hope you get better.
Don't lose against them.
STAY STRONG!!!
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choshow Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2015
Sometimes I feel so speechless when I read and appreciate your art. I just wanna burst through this computer screen and give you a hug!!!
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Roxora419 Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Aww, dude, it's not annoying at all! Keep hanging in there, and although it may not be easy, please, please, please try to get some some sleep and food in you, I promise it'll help you feel better. A lot of people here know exactly where you're coming from, and we all want you to know that we are all here for you. Keep up the good work, I absolutely love your art! :hug:
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Desinfinity Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2015
Life may seem hard right now but it all passes with time. There's no need to question who you are or what happiness is. Just do what makes you happy, that is enough. Don't think or focus too much on other people. They are just distractions. Look back at your dreams and goals. Remember the feelings you had when you were just starting. Appreciate yourself more, treat yourself better. Eat when you need to eat. Sleep when you need to sleep. Always remember that you are an amazing artist, value yourself and never ever give up on yourself. 
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Chibi-Kunare Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Depression most certainly exists, it's a combination of chemicals not working, and you can see scans of the brain which show the effect it has on the mind. Some people (such as my family) still don't believe that however, so I understand just how difficult that can make to copy with it. I hope you can seek help for it soon. 

I wouldn't dare to claim I know exactly how you feel, but as someone with depression also, I do know how those around you can make it escalate. Just know that you are not alone, and there will always be people to make time and listen to you.

Hang in there, no matter what they say, and know that there are those out there who love you, and your artwork. There will always be people there to help and to reach out for you, no matter how awful you feel.

I might not know you, but I wish you sincere good luck, and if you ever need someone to talk to, I, as I'm sure many others will too, be happy to listen. <3
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eggson-bren Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2015
hey i know what you mean, with the feeling of too much pressure not having time to eat or sleep properly and...
i haven't seen my friends in months, no one just has the time
my depression is starting to come back recently too as it was gone for a long while, but it definitely hurts now it's starting to resurface again
I don't know why I would tell you this, except that it feels good to tell somebody out there who I feel like would understand..

thank you for this :<
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MoruChan Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
depression exists. there are even brain scans of people with it, it is physically visible from inside. (google it if you want n.n)
i guess this is why so many call depression "the invisible sickness"
<3 hang in there. people can't understand what they haven't gone through themselves.

be around the people you feel are worth it. these classmates don't sound like they deserve your awesome presence.
hugs <3
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annsquare Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Having depression doesn't define you, I don't think your classmates knows what they are talking about.

Taking care of your body can also help your emotions so be kind to yourself every once in a while, try to eat and sleep well~  Your art makes me feel so dreamy and calm so I hope my words can help you the artist as well, even just a little bit.
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StarlightXSword Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
The words from those who care count a thousand more times than those that don't. Don't let others' words reach you, for they become dust. Dust that are made and blown away, lost in the wind. Stay strong ♥ and be that sunflower who grows taller than the rest. :huggle:
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Mizuyama-Rie19 Featured By Owner Edited Nov 22, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I really don't know how to make someone better, especially when they're depressed :( (Sad) but I just wanna tell you that
your works are so amazing, it gets me everytime. all of it is beautiful pLUS it has meanings. I really really love them. And hey, you're one of my favorite artists here. 8))
sooo...I hope you'll feel better soon. :'D
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Seniiya Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Those are some ignorant comments from your classmates.  Please take care of your health~~ reach out to those who are more understanding!!
I feel that one's artwork can reveal a lot about the artist. Well, I really like your artwork; therefore, I like you. :)  You can do it!
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junjoushunpuu Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2015
you have shitty classmates *rolls away*
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