sorry for the radio silence the last few months (except for the occasional upload)
i've had a rough couple of months, starting back in march/april, where i first of all had a large written project for school, my best friend came up to visit for two weeks after not seeing each other for almost three years, and i went to dublin with my class for a week - the result of all these things was a total loss of mental energy, that i have since been working on regaining, altho it's taking a lil longer than i'd like
i had exams in june and then spent the entirety of july stressing about moving out for the first time, whilst also working on saturdays to have a bit of extra money - this also meant that i didn't have a proper chance to recharge my mental batteries during the summer
i moved out a week before school started, got myself somewhat settled (and got a kitten) and then started school again (third and final year of gymnasium)
school has and always will be one of the biggest stress factors in my life - because of my autism, i get super tired really fast, because i have to manually block out all sensory impressions, and being in any kind of social situation is extremely draining, which means by the time i get home from school i barely have the energy to cook a meal for myself, let alone get all my homework and assignments done.
what i'm trying to get at is, that i don't have an awful lot of energy these days, and since school is more important that art and rp's those things get put last on my to do list
i'm trying with all my might to get into a structured routine and find a way to fit art and rp's into my life in a way that makes sense, and without making it feel like a chore or like something that's gonna take more energy than it gives
i'm so so SO sorry to all the people who are waiting on responses for rp's or parts of collabs! i promise i'm trying to work my way through replies and collabs, but this is the reason why it's been taking so long - please just know that i haven't forgotten you, my circumstances are just really not very ideal right now