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This didn't quite turn out how I envisioned it... but, basically I'm still struggling with my battle with depression, and I have thoughts of frustration that lead to suicidal thoughts... if I were a better artist I might have drawn the figure in a chair with nails in the arms, and her dragging her forearms along the nails... it's less of a despair and more of an anger at my self for still existing.... the hole in the chest for the hollow feeling I get when I think too much, as well as when I used to do colour guard we'd be told that our chest is a light that we open up to the audience, and my light's all burnt out.
This is really powerful! your lights will get brighter Sucks to feel this way
Thank you, I guess the messy style added something despite how this image felt in my head. I do have people helping me find my lights. <3
I'm sorry to hear life is being so hard right now. I certainly have my own days of feeling trapped and failing more often than I should. I hope you at least have the odd bright moment that gives momentum to go forward, even just a few steps at a time. Keep breathing, sometimes that counts as a good day.
Thank you, I am getting help for this, lotsa medication and at least qualified for disability until I'm back on my feet. I agree sometimes the biggest accomplishment of the day is just getting out of bed.