mythrilmoth

In the last two weeks, I've had simple trope edits--the kind I've been making for years--picked apart and thrown in my face, mostly by user MyFinalEdit, for "violating" one "guideline" or another, when it's really all some control-freak, I-want-to-rule-this-wiki BS internal politics crap that this person, and others like him, can't see is the kind of crap that's destroying TV Tropes. I'm not a heavy troper. I edit...maybe once or twice a week, sparingly, only when I notice things. Two of my fanfics have tropes pages, but I'm not heavy contributors to them (or haven't been in a while). The heaviest troping I've ever done was cleaning up the G

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