Apologies"Apologies"I'm sorry for every lie that escaped my lipsAnd for every time I brushed away your kissI'm sorry for the pain you're in every dayAnd for the careless things I always sayI'm sorry when you needed me I wasn't thereAnd for you having to question if I even caredI'm sorry for all the pain I've causedBut I'm mostly sorry for this love I've lost
Tell Me the Truth"Tell Me the Truth"Hey where are you going?I've got a bone to pickI've got a burning rage insideEven looking at you makes me sickThe anger seethes within my soulMy head wants to explodeDon't you turn your back on meFor once can you're do what your told?Look me in the eyesNow tell me the truth without holding backThis is just as hard for me you knowThis wasn't suppose to be an attackBut it infuriates me when you walk awaySometimes we need to just fightGet everything out in the openIn order to make our relationship work rightSo I'm asking you one more timePlease talk to me like I deserveI promise I won't interrupt youNo matter how hard you stomp on my last nerve
Regret"Regret"Can you feel itHanging in the air?The pungent smell of liesAnd him not giving a careDo you feel that familiar stabThat aching in your heart?The dread that comes over youBefore everything falls apart?Do you wish you'd never met him?Did he make your life too real?Is the regret boiling over now?Is it becoming difficult to feelAnything but the lonelinessDid he make your life complete?Before his true colors shoneAnd he left your heart battered in the street?Maybe now you know what happensMaybe now this won't repeatMaybe knowing you got what you deserveI'll finally be able to sleep
Betrayal"Betrayal"Nobody needs to tell meBecause I'll never forgetThe sorrow you causedThe pain and regretWhy did I let youCloud my sight with your liesBrandishing my entire beingBabe, you illuminated my skiesBut then the scene that you madeWhen you blamed it on meI was just a bystanderI didn't even want to seeYou wrapped around himThe rage erupted as my face burns redYet I took your explanation word for wordAnd believed all that you saidBut my belly still churnedYour betrayal makes me illYet I live with it in my life day by dayHaunted by it still
Broken"Broken"You are hurtingI can see it through those sad blue eyesBut I'm hurting tooAnd I fail at trying to disguiseAll the anguishAll the pain insideIt feels like it'll never go awayNothing hurts moreThen the words you sayTwist the knifeYou can live to love another dayI'm brokenHope for me this day has diedYou didn't lieYou know I triedI gave it my allYet still I fallVictimIn my headAll the things you saidCan I live with out youI have toI close my eyes and your smile still haunts meA Cheshire grinAnd the burning of a ringAs it's placed back in my palmI'll never be the sameI'm being fueled by the shameBut at least that makes me awareI'm still alive somewhereInside this hollow shellInside my own made hell
Numb"Numb"I Don`t careBut then again that`s a lieYou`re not hereBut then neither am ILost in timeOr am I lost in spaceI don't careYet I miss your faceMy thoughts are silentMy chest won't even rise and fallI feel numbOr can I feel at all?
Alone"Alone"And now we sit here with broken heartsWe sit together but are worlds apartI hear your breathing and can't resistI turn to you to kiss your lipsThen I'm brought back to real life and I seeI'm alone because you left me.
Now You're Gone"Now You're Gone"I really did it this timeI pushed you out the doorI didn't do it purposelyAnd now I'm pining on the floorThe anguish just consumes meHow could I have been so denseIt all seemed right inside my mindBut once I said it, I knew it didn't make senseSo I fucked things up royallyForgiveness probably isn't on your mindNot that I blame you for feeling how you doBut a girl like you is so hard to findMy inner demons won againThey perverted my right from wrongAnd now because of my ridiculous decisionsI realize that you are goneLosing the best thing in your lifePuts a new spin on pain and regretAnd the only thing I have left to cherishAre the memories and feelings from when we met
What is Wrong With Him"What is Wrong With Him"I don't need your fleeting loveI don't need your pityI don't need your mocking smileThere is nothing wrong with meI don't know where I'm goingI don't know what I seeI only know I'm in troubleIs there something wrong with meMy thoughts are growing darkerMy thoughts are growing grimI can tell what you are thinking"What is wrong with him?"