I've been gone for over 3 weeks and for a few huge reasons. The biggest one: I nearly died by a blindsiding van turning into my driver side. Cars really, REALLY need to turn on their blinkers when changing lanes, especially when a person is in a big company van or truck. Some people say when they're a moment away from dying they see their life flash before their eyes. That didn't happen to me, but time did seem to slow down. I definitely believe in guardian angels because I seriously should have been smashed to oblivion. I'm extremely grateful that didn't happen. What's sad is this didn't happen during my delivery job. It simply happened on a normal day going home.
I learned a valuable lesson: do things you enjoy or want to do while you are able to, because even a normal day could become your last day alive.
Another huge reason I haven't been able to log on here or on any forum is because someone or something broke outside my house. They didn't steal anything but did destroy my house's electrical system/box. It was in horrid shape. It is fixed now but it was scary seeing how bad the metal and wires were all ruined.
I'm extremely thankful I'm a member of the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Fellow members do care and have helped me avoid completely falling into a deep depression mode. Weekly activities and church on Sundays have helped me a lot.
My brother had a bad accident happen to him too. He use to live out of state. His accident happened and me and my family members picked him up and helped him move his stuff back in our own home. The accident was bad enough where his boss, coworkers, and even his neighbors all told him to move back home. He is alive and I'm really happy he is, but I can tell he has some lingering after affects.
July has been, honestly, really rough and scary month overall. I have a lot I need to write and need to catch up on seeing. Over 9500 watch notifications here on DA, not to mention trying to see what other forums and youtube have done during my time away.
I will reply to comments and notes first while I am able to during this week. Forgive me for vanishing. I wasn't able to stop life from happening.
Even so, I am happy that things are not worse than they are
I'm alive and am still able to function. Things could be much worse and I'm extremely thankful to be able to move and still be alive.
It will take me awhile to catch up, but I will do what I can.