I'm so unfocused. I don't even know why I started writing this journal. I think it was going to be a rant but then I decided to delete it. I don't know why I feel like everyone's life should revolve around me, but I do. I feel slighted if I'm no one calls me to say, "Hey do you want to, go to such a place," or "do such a thing?" It makes me angry for no reason and then I become angrier at myself for being irrational, but humans are irrational aren't they? I SHOULD be at the center of the life of everyone I know. Their lives SHOULD revolve around me. That's not at all irrational or egotistical. Sublime in its rationality.
Well here it is 2010 and I still have yet to graduate college. I need another part time job. I see people with whom I went to school and here they are graduating. What's wrong with me? I seriously considering switching my major to New Media, in fact unless someone convinces me there's a reason why I shouldn't that's exactly what I will do. I love my Mac Pro, just thought I'd throw that in there. I need to learn more about illustrator and photoshop.