First of all, thanks everyone for your help ;w;
Thank you for your donations, thanks for sharing the journal, thanks for caring, and for your kind words too...

Last journal was so rushed and poorly worded oh god it's embarrasing when I look back at it- so I'll write updates over it xD

Fortunately, everything went well with the surgery. We had help from our family too and could pay the hospitalization and surgery in time. My dad is now resting and recovering at my sister's house, while mom is taking care of him. Due to our circumstances I will be working to bring some money and also pay the house... pfft I finally feel like an adult xD it sucks... jkjk

It was an exhausting week at the hospital, but finally "I'm back" kind of? I will use a day every week to answer your messages and maybe leave an update. Right now, they're a lot for me to answer right away. Thanks a lot to my commissioners for being SO patient with little me specially you Beelze idk if you're reading but hgng I'm thankful for your patience! My life is changing and I have to take more responsabilities. Being honest I hadn't been completely serious about work, but now, although it wasn't a pleasant way to learn it- I have to change that haha so yeah... there are many decisions I should take and more changes to come. I'm a little nervous but I know everything will go well from now on. Seeing my dad alive and doing better and seeing mom close to him has given me new motivations. Even though I know it won't be easy I'm happy right now.

Once again thank you so much for all your support   

I noticed that some of you wanted to donate to my paypal but had trouble with the transaction, apparently my account can't receive money using the "send to friends and family" option. I'm guessing it's because of the amount of people that had sent me money or payments using that option? I'm not sure why it happens but I believe paypal has a limit for every account so only a few can send me money that way. Of course the page benefits from transaction fees sooo... the only way I can receive money is paying for "goods and services" or with an invoice I think. But also to those that couldn't donate for that reason, thank you, I appreciate it a lot  

You're all amazing guys, can't find the words to express how grateful I am for your help... other than thank you? HAHA ... ha... THANKS! and see you soon~