Im sorry i had to go. Im sorry I had to leave. Im sorry I left you behind, Im sorry I couldnt take it anymore. Most of all, Im sorry I gave up. A girl can only take so much before she breaks. Well, I finally broke. I was too strong for too long and I spent too much time behind my mask. Pardon the the tears that stain this page, but please remember I cried them for you. I was driven to be something I said I would never be. Between the emotional, physical and mental abuse and the neglect at home, I never had a chance there. And between the abuse, neglect, drama, gossip, rumors and society in general, I never had a chance there either. For the few real friends I had, thanks you. You kept me fighting, and Im sorry i finally lost the fight.
When my nightly routine became music, cutting, crying, more cutting, reading, writing and finally sleep, I knew I was too far gone and that it was only a matter of time before I gave up. Society's a bitch, so dont listen to it. Go your own way. I believe