MyLastBlkRose

Once upon a time; Oh so cliche. I met a man promising to change things. Foolish innocence on my behalf, I believe his every cold lie. He took me on a ride; One I couldn't get off. Spinning round and round and round. I could feel my stomach doing cartwheels. Excitement and terror mixed. Time began to fade into itself. His mask began to melt. He was so beautiful; what a mistake. Satan himself was under that mask. I was trapped. Held Captive. His for the taking. I was a toy, A doll of sorts if you will. Life became a blur, a muddled mess. Life is so funny sometimes. The monster won the game. It was all just a beautiful game. Blood stained him

You keep asking me to come home. How can I go somewhere if I don't know where somewhere is? You were my home for so long Now i'm slipping. I fear i'm falling, deeper and deeper. Every tear you cry cuts into me. Your tears burn, Why cant I make them stop? Why can't I make you stop? Why do I still care? There's this sawing feeling in my stomach Traveling to my heart. Back and forth, back and forth. Over and over again. Let me go. Let me go because I don't know how to let you go. Set me free. I'll love you until you allow me to stop. Even after, I'll love you until my heart stops beating.