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And Love Will Dance
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Shadow of the day
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A haunting beauty
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For the love of one
"I'm fine." I lie to myself out loud. Except that it wont stop raining and deep inside I feel like im never going to see the sun again. I take a deep breath in, exhaling softly, it doesnt help. Everything is falling to peices around me, I am the devil dencing in my own personal hell. I watch the night drag on and I shiver wondering if I am ever going to see the light of day again. I dont know how long I have been here, staring out into the blank out line of the endless sky. The moon is blanketed in lurid clouds making the night seem even darker. A chilled breeze picks up my hair, swirling it around my face causing strands to stick with my ch
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Dear delight, dear devine
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Choking on butterflies
Choking back on butterflies You told me that You would not lie Every time I lost myself Your apathy it does not help I'm falling deeper Further away
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Hello, I love you
Hello I hope your listening I know that I'm too young And I know it's not my time But I can't help what's happening to me I wish that I had never hurt you But I need you here now I know what I said was wrong But without you I can't hold on Without you I know that I'm too young And I know it's not my time I'm sorry that I hurt you I'm sorry that it's not our time But I can't hold on without you I'm sorry That I love you so
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Picture perfect - I think not
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And Love Will Dance
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Shadow of the day
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A haunting beauty
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Let the music play
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For the love of one
"I'm fine." I lie to myself out loud. Except that it wont stop raining and deep inside I feel like im never going to see the sun again. I take a deep breath in, exhaling softly, it doesnt help. Everything is falling to peices around me, I am the devil dencing in my own personal hell. I watch the night drag on and I shiver wondering if I am ever going to see the light of day again. I dont know how long I have been here, staring out into the blank out line of the endless sky. The moon is blanketed in lurid clouds making the night seem even darker. A chilled breeze picks up my hair, swirling it around my face causing strands to stick with my ch
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Dear delight, dear devine
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Choking on butterflies
Choking back on butterflies You told me that You would not lie Every time I lost myself Your apathy it does not help I'm falling deeper Further away
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Hello, I love you
Hello I hope your listening I know that I'm too young And I know it's not my time But I can't help what's happening to me I wish that I had never hurt you But I need you here now I know what I said was wrong But without you I can't hold on Without you I know that I'm too young And I know it's not my time I'm sorry that I hurt you I'm sorry that it's not our time But I can't hold on without you I'm sorry That I love you so
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The story of Bec
I was fucked up. I didn't need a doctor or a specialist to tell me that. I guess I've know that ever since I started obeying the urges, to put steel to skin, blade to blood; the urges which have become my reality. It started before I was even born. My father abused my mother, more so when she was pregnant with her second child - me. Her first child, my brother, had been a miscarriage so I was her light and hope again. Soon after I was born she left. I don't know where she went; her body stayed but the bright , happy and strong woman I knew had left. She became a punch bag for my father. Physically and mentally: my father had a way of saying
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Smoke and Mirrors
You're a fraud and you know it But it's too good to throw it all away Anyone would do the same You've got 'em going And you're careful not to show it Sometimes you even fool yourself a bit It's like magic But it's always been a smoke and mirrors game Anyone would do the same So now that you've arrived well you wonder What is it that you've done to make the grade And should you do the same? (Is that too easy?) Are you only trying to please them (Will they see then?) You're desperate to deliver Anything that could give you A sense of reassurance When you look in the mirror Such highs and lows You put on quite a show All the
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Why do i love you?
After everything that we have been through do you really want to do this to me? I need you too much. I wish that i didnt need you at all then maybe this wouldnt hurt just quite so much.
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I love you
Im sorry okay? I am so sorry that you would not believe me if I told you how much I broke your heart and then I threw the peices that were left at you I am a horrible person because I chose myself over you I am selfish I know that but i am so sorry I broke everything that we had I love you I love you so much that it hurts And I dont know why I am so scared to tell you but I am I love you
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ShryquillHobbyist Photographer
You have so many awesome deviantion :D it'll take fover to get through them ;)
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DarkDaria713Student Writer
:hug: Thanks so much for the favourite! And looking at your journal, I've been there. It gets better over time, promise.
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Thank you for the favorite! :) It made me smile a lot.
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lissabug416Student Writer
Thank you so much for the favorite.

You're beautiful.
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Thankyou for :+fav:ing my "Will" :hug:
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ah. great. " reflections"..