my-emo-life

Strange Dreams I keep having these odd dreams. They feel like they are real. As though I were actually there. Shimmers of something. In the corner of my eye it flashes. I don't know what it is. I feel like something is coming. In my head it seems closer and closer every night. What is coming? I don't know. A choice perhaps? A decision on which my whole life will stand. A man standing on a stool, ready to fall over. Two men start, Punches, Kicks, soon an all out brawl. Erupting like a volcano's magma. Spreading through the room. Bottles fly and words are thrown. Heated debates sit in the still-running-microwave. Blundering around like awkwar

we may not be perfect people but we're perfect for eachother sunlight dances across my eyelids iluminating memories just inside my head I wonder if you're thinking of me smiles on my face to hide my dread is it not so easy to see? let me be the sunlight to brighten your world in instances of fear we as humans hide hide behind empty smiles hide our tears I could not hide them not from you it was you that caused them but you cried too I have never met someone quite so different that doesn't hide you're not indifferent you tell me your stories you tell me your cheer and in those sad times you tell me your fears let me b

slightly worried at what I might find when I search the terraces of your mind as doors slam shut to hide deceit will we always come to land on our feet boggle my intuition with your eyes just don't start things with white lies paranoia can tear down the walls of what you thought were protected halls fear consumes like vibrations of thunder and every day I will continue to wonder you cuddle in the same warm bed and tell me there's nothing more to be said nothing will ever truly weed out everything that has created doubt to you it's just one fib to me it's now an ad-lib plug 'n' play with the words that you like but I'll never

as I drove away in the early morning light I knew  you would stay and really take the fight but shortly thereafter a few days for so was an email withought laughter you said you had to go so with each sunrise it's  light blues and greys I see your eyes and mourn those happy days the part of me that died the whole of me that loves continues this day to cry gone to heaven with the doves and in this parallel where we still can be our whispers of love still swell of loving faithfully it is not to last this I know like an arm in a cast but please don't go I can not give up my fight not with how I feel not this or any nig

I hate waking up For fear that you were a dream The love that I yern  for Gone now to wence you came When you leave My home is as empty As a jaxk-o-lantern And my heart bleeds Just to hear your voice, Just to know you're real To know you weren't Just the perfect dream Because how else Could someone be So close to perfect The streams of tears That paint my face At arriving home Again alone My dismay and misery Mimic the dark grey skys of Germany every inch of me aches just to feel my hand in yours to hear you whistle in the other room you're right there not far just so close I miss you To describe my pain M

We share a love affair. Musical minds, fickle fingers, Hearty hips with frantic feet Loushish lips 'n' cherrub cheeks. We dance and sway In love's grand way. Our bodies meld Eachother held, Two halfs make one Can't come undone. When time has faded Know I waited. Two lovers part He has my heart.

Brown eyes, staring back into mine. The vibrance of color astounds. showing untold feeling and unbearable pain caused by lies and deception. a heart in decay, slowly unstiching.