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Death Wishes Sound More Like Prayers Every Year
I keep burning Stay up all night tossing and turning Torn between who I am and want I'm yearning Split between what I need and what I'm earning 32 more days and another year I'm turning I can't keep burning Through the candles Through the night Through the headaches Through my life I am a mess No disrespect intended but no punches pulled I ain't got time for bull Some how I'm impatient because I want to see through the wool Done with this shit Done with fake friends Done with emotions They aren't mine so why must I deal with them? I can't be myself But I'm not allowed to be someone else I'm not safe with you But you still want me to open up o
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so high and mighty, above everyone locally-smartest person you know can’t grasp at cultures beyond your own though can’t think things that haven’t been spoon fed to you when was the last time you walked into an art gallery? when was the last time you thought critically? intelligent discussion derailed with extremist comparisons and dismissive jokes you don’t like losing but can’t even admit that much so you get flippant and emotional as a crutch i don’t want to argue i want to discuss create a dialogue pick your mind find parallels and contrasts to mine now i am left wondering if you have one or if you
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Collin and Freckles
Collin woke with a startle, his brown eyes snapping open and frail hands fisting in the sheets beneath him. Bewildered, he stared around the white room, the smell of antiseptic unobtrusive in a way that meant he had been breathing it in for a while. It wasn't odd, waking up in a strange hospital room. Born two, nearly three, months premature, Collin had been in and out of the hospital since infancy. From his bones to his lungs, everything about him was just a shade more fragile than most around him, and he had experienced parts of his body shutting down at random since he was too young to be able to do more than sob in terror. Death's cold t
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Small Steps
"I have a question." Mincy’s gaze instantly snapped away from the scattered pieces of the Smith and Weston she had been cleaning. The fact that Peshka had chosen to ask when the gun was disassembled made her weary, if she were to be honest, but she didn’t let the suspicion show. Peshka was healing, and she would never let on how much he’d broken her trust. She simply hummed curiously as she continued to clean the gun. "Why haven’t we moved in ten months?" Peshka asked, and okay, Mincy may have felt more than a little proud that he was aware of that. For most of that time, Peshka had been trapped in his head, and less
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TBC-JK
It was a lazy morning for Jazzy, the kind of morning where he wasn't allowed to drive the bus and no one was actually awake as in functional enough to drive but him and Alana, who refused to drive. The two were curled up at the table, playing five card poker and doing everything in their power to cheat each other out of the stack of candies between them. JK had just dealt himself a winning hand, when ,Maria emerged from the bedroom and walked up the narrow path to the front of the bus. "JK! Up on the rooftop!" "Click, click, click," Jazzy responded in a sing song tone, and instantly, Alana belted out, "Down through the chimney came old sain
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Crap
"I AM NOT YOUR PRISONER!" "YOU WILL BE IF IT KEEPS YOU ALIVE!" Mincy held Peshka pinned up against the wall with a white knuckled grip on his slim wrists. The bag he had slung over his shoulder a moment prior was smashed between them, forgotten despite being the start of their fight. There was swelling started on Peshka's cheek, and Mincy's lip was busted, dripping blood down her chin. Matching heads of mousy brown hair were in disarray, and their chests heaved from the scuffle that had ended moments before. There was fire in their eyes as the two attempted to glare each other down, and Mincy felt a bittersweet joy in it. It was the most p
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I Fucking Hate You
Camdyn hated ultimatums. They were the sort of thing that just thinking about made him uncomfortable and unhappy. Any time he reached the point in a relationship where he felt like he had to issue an ultimatum, he never did. Instead, he ended the relationship. The only outcome for an ultimatum was someone winding up hurt. He would rather just assume he would be the one to lose and give up without trying. It wasn’t worth the stress no matter how he looked at it. That was why, when he realized that he couldn’t continue dating Boone and Zack while they were on the road, he hadn’t bothered to give them the choice to quit the ba
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Death Wishes Sound More Like Prayers Every Year
I keep burning Stay up all night tossing and turning Torn between who I am and want I'm yearning Split between what I need and what I'm earning 32 more days and another year I'm turning I can't keep burning Through the candles Through the night Through the headaches Through my life I am a mess No disrespect intended but no punches pulled I ain't got time for bull Some how I'm impatient because I want to see through the wool Done with this shit Done with fake friends Done with emotions They aren't mine so why must I deal with them? I can't be myself But I'm not allowed to be someone else I'm not safe with you But you still want me to open up o
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.not to be hostile.
so high and mighty, above everyone locally-smartest person you know can’t grasp at cultures beyond your own though can’t think things that haven’t been spoon fed to you when was the last time you walked into an art gallery? when was the last time you thought critically? intelligent discussion derailed with extremist comparisons and dismissive jokes you don’t like losing but can’t even admit that much so you get flippant and emotional as a crutch i don’t want to argue i want to discuss create a dialogue pick your mind find parallels and contrasts to mine now i am left wondering if you have one or if you
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Collin and Freckles
Collin woke with a startle, his brown eyes snapping open and frail hands fisting in the sheets beneath him. Bewildered, he stared around the white room, the smell of antiseptic unobtrusive in a way that meant he had been breathing it in for a while. It wasn't odd, waking up in a strange hospital room. Born two, nearly three, months premature, Collin had been in and out of the hospital since infancy. From his bones to his lungs, everything about him was just a shade more fragile than most around him, and he had experienced parts of his body shutting down at random since he was too young to be able to do more than sob in terror. Death's cold t
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Small Steps
"I have a question." Mincy’s gaze instantly snapped away from the scattered pieces of the Smith and Weston she had been cleaning. The fact that Peshka had chosen to ask when the gun was disassembled made her weary, if she were to be honest, but she didn’t let the suspicion show. Peshka was healing, and she would never let on how much he’d broken her trust. She simply hummed curiously as she continued to clean the gun. "Why haven’t we moved in ten months?" Peshka asked, and okay, Mincy may have felt more than a little proud that he was aware of that. For most of that time, Peshka had been trapped in his head, and less
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TBC-JK
It was a lazy morning for Jazzy, the kind of morning where he wasn't allowed to drive the bus and no one was actually awake as in functional enough to drive but him and Alana, who refused to drive. The two were curled up at the table, playing five card poker and doing everything in their power to cheat each other out of the stack of candies between them. JK had just dealt himself a winning hand, when ,Maria emerged from the bedroom and walked up the narrow path to the front of the bus. "JK! Up on the rooftop!" "Click, click, click," Jazzy responded in a sing song tone, and instantly, Alana belted out, "Down through the chimney came old sain
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Crap
"I AM NOT YOUR PRISONER!" "YOU WILL BE IF IT KEEPS YOU ALIVE!" Mincy held Peshka pinned up against the wall with a white knuckled grip on his slim wrists. The bag he had slung over his shoulder a moment prior was smashed between them, forgotten despite being the start of their fight. There was swelling started on Peshka's cheek, and Mincy's lip was busted, dripping blood down her chin. Matching heads of mousy brown hair were in disarray, and their chests heaved from the scuffle that had ended moments before. There was fire in their eyes as the two attempted to glare each other down, and Mincy felt a bittersweet joy in it. It was the most p
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The Ripple Effect
'i'm tired,' they say, eyes downcast and head bowed like the weight of the world hangs around their neck. 'sleep then,' you say lightly, watching not them but the fractured petals of light on the wall. it's the same color as the bruises beneath their eyes. silence and then 'not that kind of tired,' drifts across the space between you as lazily as the smoke from the cigarette in your hand. you hum once, soft and low, before dragging your eyes over to stare at the the downturn corners of their lips where sadness has pressed lines into their skin. 'i know.' a hand shifts over to curl on top of theirs, as slow and heavy as molasses, and you c
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600.000 PVs on Yaoi-World thank you! (GIVEAWAY)
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GUESS WHAT MOTHER FUCKERS.
I JUST FINISHED MY FIRST YEAR OF COLLEGE. YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS? TIME FOR PERSONAL PROJECTS AND COMMISSIONS I AM BACK MOTHER FUCKERS. Now I'm still not moved out of my apartment and I won't be until May 4th so I'm still settling and packing and what have you and so fourth. I've got some exciting ideas for available commissions and I have to get used to digital again [I haven't done it in a little while!] so that may mean that I'll do traditional commissions I'm not sure but we'll see how these things go :D Hope you're all enjoying the start of your summer vacation? What do you all have planned?
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Re: Touch
Sorry, Marenne. Say the word, and this comes down, but this was inspired by reading your piece so I thought I'd post. I attempted to mimic your style a bit but honestly, I'm just rusty with writing poetry. This is crap but I hope one day I'll have the motivation to revisit No matter how beautiful I write I can't redefine the way I break my heart aches and I all have left is the want for the one thing you don't give freely I'm always out of line when I ask for your time even when I give you all of mine You keep saying that you freed me liberated me spiritually released me from the confines of my mind what? With your touch? Your pre
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Shit Posting
Because if you don't shit post with your best friend, are you even really best friends? "Fuck off, SUSAN." Damn, Barb, airing our dirty laundry to the neighbors. Maybe I wouldn't have to if you would keep your brat of a kid out of my yard, Susan. Doesn't he have band practice to get to? I DON'T KNOW BARB. DON'T YOU HAVE AN AA MEETING TO GET TO OR IS TIM JUST GIVING YOU THE ALIMONY NOW? WHY DON'T YOU WORRY ABOUT YOUR OWN HUSBAND, SUSAN, OR MAYBE YOU'RE TOO DISTRACTED BY YOUR LOVER TO KNOW WHERE YOUR HUSBAND IS. WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN BARB ARE YOU FUCKING LARRY? IF YOU ARE FUCKING LARRY, I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL TELL THE PTA ASSOCI
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Life and Stuff
So, I miss talking about my characters and myself and such like. It is a good way to just BLAHUPTODAYSWORDCOUNT when I have writer's block, which in turn, is good for my motivation and then my creativity. Or maybe I just want to talk about me. Either way, I present to you: CHARACTERS, MAH LIFE (and Kitty+Bunnies), and DOORS IDEA THING CHARCTERS Can I cry to you about my characters? Plz? I need someone that I can just message and rant about my characters. Because it would be so therapeutic to just bawl about Peshka or rant about Mincy and Royce’s THING or try to explain all that is changed with Jazzy or Sean and Shii and how weird t
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MSO-Hessai|Professional General Artist
Oh my, thank you so much for the donation ♥ cat blow kiss emoji 
I'm so happy excited / happy emoji 
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Muzica-G|Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome/no worries. I don't use dA anymore so I thought I should pass them onto someone that might make use of them :)
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Hey Muzii thanks for watching me c:
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Muzica-G|Hobbyist Writer
No worries. I've missed creeping on your dA xD
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Thank you for the watch! :'D
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Muzica-G|Hobbyist Writer
No problem~ I rejoined dA and that meant rewatch all the epic artists I used to ^^
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Ooh I see! Welcome back haha!! :D
pfft I'm not epic omgggg but thank you ;;;;
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