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Gay Romance

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Published: October 15, 2011
Is it possible to still be gay
And fall for a (very special) man?
I think that I can.

Women will always warrant
My first glance
But maybe I'll give guys a chance

Or just this guy
Even if it isn't what I am used to
That doesn't make it any less true

So maybe I'm a lesbian
That is actually dating a guy
But at least I'll give it a try
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So in case any of you were wondering what is doing in my life, here you go. <3 :) Ask, and maybe I'll answer, but I doubt anyone is curious enough.

BTB: I am not gay. I'm pansexual...or a bi curious lesbian...But I like calling myself gay because I'm so happy. ;;A;; Don't take my gayness from me, please. Nuu~ I need my gayness. Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
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absences
but this isn't just distance as in space, not just distance as in whispers of, "i can't believe how far you are from me, i miss you" - this isn't just distance in the way that roads seem to spill over hilltops for years, stretching like skin across knuckles but never ending,   no. this is the kind of distance that isn't seen but instead felt, that isn't marked by miles or gas money and can't be pinned in two spots on a map with red thumbtacks: this is not hearing from you for days and knowing you haven't noticed. this is wanting to have you beside me and knowing you're just fine   alone. this is the kind of dist
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Muzica-G's avatar
Muzica-GHobbyist Writer
Spoiler alert, bruh, you're gay.
Muzica-chan's avatar
bruh, tag your spoilers
Hinfallend's avatar
HinfallendHobbyist Writer
Keep dating sweet Caleb if he makes you happy :) You won't let me meet him, so I can't drive him away like I did your last girlfriend >.>

I know what you are! Not gay, pans, or bi. You are my Sunshine Muzi :D Everyone else can shove it up their ass.

The "Nuuu...." part: Sugar high much?
Muzica-chan's avatar
xD It isn't that I won't let you. I just can't seem to get you both here at the same time. I want you to meet him, eleie, and if you chase him away, I'll pout, but find a new infatuation.

:nod::nod: But I can be your gay Sunshine Muzi, right? :3

Veeeery
Hinfallend's avatar
HinfallendHobbyist Writer
He is a bad boyfriend :P He should attending to your every whim and desire :XD:

*sigh* If you must tack on the 'gay' then I guess so :P
Muzica-chan's avatar
This is why people think you're a lesbian.

xD Fine. I won't. I am content to just be your sunshine Muzi :P
Hinfallend's avatar
HinfallendHobbyist Writer
D: How does that make people think I'm a lesbian??

^_^ Awesome~ Love you, Sunshine :P
Muzica-chan's avatar
You're controlling, domineering, totally a man in your relationships. Most people just fail to realize you're gay. xD

:glomp: Love you too, Fluffy.
Hinfallend's avatar
HinfallendHobbyist Writer
Actually, the majority of people think I am gay :D I am the one who fails to realize I am gay.
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ForeverMenouHobbyist Writer
Awesome, and...I see no problem with it.
Muzica-chan's avatar
I don't either. I'm just being stupid about it.
grim-knuckles's avatar
-_- you are what you are, no one can take that away from you, but if you decide to date a guy, then thats your choice ^^ no ones making it for you
and how about if you feel like hes worth it, then give him a chance ^^
Muzica-chan's avatar
I know, I know. It should be that easy, but I am being stupid about it. Really, really stupid...which pretty much summarizes how I am about everything. xD
Thanks for the support. ^^
grim-knuckles's avatar
support given, and im happy it was ^^
as for your stupidity, thats non-existant, you're not stupid, not as much as i am
Muzica-chan's avatar
:hug: We're all stupid in our own special ways. That is why life is difficult and fun.
grim-knuckles's avatar
well if anyone tried saying they'd like to try being me for a day, i'd say good luck
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thief22Hobbyist Writer
Very interesting poem. And Marenne is right. What does a name matter. Is not a rose, by any other name, just as sweet?
Muzica-chan's avatar
So very true, and I shall keep that in mind. :)
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BoekBindBoetiekProfessional Artisan Crafter
You're just you. What does a name matter?
Muzica-chan's avatar
Exactly! The gay/pansexual/bi curious bit was just so that I could add the extended "nuu." I was comparatively sugar high.
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BoekBindBoetiekProfessional Artisan Crafter
Muuh, you make me go back to 2007:p

13-02-2007

Simple Obsession

Drawing and painting and
lingering and drowning.
I may have cried the night but back then
I knew what I wanted

Cause her eyes will always haunt me
but I'll invite that feeling in.

Oh you are that guy, that boy,
who I really don't want to hurt

She's simple, a simple obsession.
She's so pretty, don't you see?
Girl, girl, girly features -
Yes, you're a guy, I see... -

I'm drawing and painting and
lingering around you.
I'm all the way back - unsure again,
not really knowing who to be.

---

30-01-2007

If you knew

Oh boy I want you
to like me. I want you
to like me too. But you
don't know who I am

Would you still like me
If you saw my scars
Would you still like me
If you saw the past

Would you still like me
If I'd get undressed
Would you still like me
If you knew me at last

I need to tell you something
boy, I really really like you
But you're the only boy ever
I've ever, ever, liked.

Would you still like me
If you'd know that?
Muzica-chan's avatar
These are really beautiful...it makes me hope that something besides pain can come out of this infatuation for me...:):hug:
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BoekBindBoetiekProfessional Artisan Crafter
Now this can be read two ways.
1: having infatuation for you, will cause pain, but now you're hopeful
2: you're having an infatuation for someone, etc.
But I think it's the last of the two.
Following your heart can never be a bad thing, can it?
Muzica-chan's avatar
Actually, it was three: I am hoping that I can produce some poetry/art that makes the pain worthwhile. ^^
It can't, but it isn't ever easy.
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