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Is it possible to still be gay
And fall for a (very special) man?
I think that I can.

Women will always warrant
My first glance
But maybe I'll give guys a chance

Or just this guy
Even if it isn't what I am used to
That doesn't make it any less true

So maybe I'm a lesbian
That is actually dating a guy
But at least I'll give it a try
So in case any of you were wondering what is doing in my life, here you go. <3 :) Ask, and maybe I'll answer, but I doubt anyone is curious enough.

BTB: I am not gay. I'm pansexual...or a bi curious lesbian...But I like calling myself gay because I'm so happy. ;;A;; Don't take my gayness from me, please. Nuu~ I need my gayness. Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
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:iconmuzica-g:
Muzica-G Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Spoiler alert, bruh, you're gay.
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Muzica-chan Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2017
bruh, tag your spoilers
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Hinfallend Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Keep dating sweet Caleb if he makes you happy :) You won't let me meet him, so I can't drive him away like I did your last girlfriend >.>

I know what you are! Not gay, pans, or bi. You are my Sunshine Muzi :D Everyone else can shove it up their ass.

The "Nuuu...." part: Sugar high much?
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Muzica-chan Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2011
xD It isn't that I won't let you. I just can't seem to get you both here at the same time. I want you to meet him, eleie, and if you chase him away, I'll pout, but find a new infatuation.

:nod::nod: But I can be your gay Sunshine Muzi, right? :3

Veeeery
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Hinfallend Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
He is a bad boyfriend :P He should attending to your every whim and desire :XD:

*sigh* If you must tack on the 'gay' then I guess so :P
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Muzica-chan Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2011
This is why people think you're a lesbian.

xD Fine. I won't. I am content to just be your sunshine Muzi :P
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Hinfallend Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
D: How does that make people think I'm a lesbian??

^_^ Awesome~ Love you, Sunshine :P
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:iconmuzica-chan:
Muzica-chan Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2011
You're controlling, domineering, totally a man in your relationships. Most people just fail to realize you're gay. xD

:glomp: Love you too, Fluffy.
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Hinfallend Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Actually, the majority of people think I am gay :D I am the one who fails to realize I am gay.
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ForeverMenou Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Awesome, and...I see no problem with it.
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:iconmuzica-chan:
Muzica-chan Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2011
I don't either. I'm just being stupid about it.
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grim-knuckles Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2011
-_- you are what you are, no one can take that away from you, but if you decide to date a guy, then thats your choice ^^ no ones making it for you
and how about if you feel like hes worth it, then give him a chance ^^
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Muzica-chan Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2011
I know, I know. It should be that easy, but I am being stupid about it. Really, really stupid...which pretty much summarizes how I am about everything. xD
Thanks for the support. ^^
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grim-knuckles Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2011
support given, and im happy it was ^^
as for your stupidity, thats non-existant, you're not stupid, not as much as i am
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Muzica-chan Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2011
:hug: We're all stupid in our own special ways. That is why life is difficult and fun.
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grim-knuckles Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2011
well if anyone tried saying they'd like to try being me for a day, i'd say good luck
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thief22 Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Very interesting poem. And Marenne is right. What does a name matter. Is not a rose, by any other name, just as sweet?
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Muzica-chan Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2011
So very true, and I shall keep that in mind. :)
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BoekBindBoetiek Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2011  Professional Artisan Crafter
You're just you. What does a name matter?
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Muzica-chan Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2011
Exactly! The gay/pansexual/bi curious bit was just so that I could add the extended "nuu." I was comparatively sugar high.
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BoekBindBoetiek Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2011  Professional Artisan Crafter
Muuh, you make me go back to 2007:p

13-02-2007

Simple Obsession

Drawing and painting and
lingering and drowning.
I may have cried the night but back then
I knew what I wanted

Cause her eyes will always haunt me
but I'll invite that feeling in.

Oh you are that guy, that boy,
who I really don't want to hurt

She's simple, a simple obsession.
She's so pretty, don't you see?
Girl, girl, girly features -
Yes, you're a guy, I see... -

I'm drawing and painting and
lingering around you.
I'm all the way back - unsure again,
not really knowing who to be.

---

30-01-2007

If you knew

Oh boy I want you
to like me. I want you
to like me too. But you
don't know who I am

Would you still like me
If you saw my scars
Would you still like me
If you saw the past

Would you still like me
If I'd get undressed
Would you still like me
If you knew me at last

I need to tell you something
boy, I really really like you
But you're the only boy ever
I've ever, ever, liked.

Would you still like me
If you'd know that?
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Muzica-chan Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2011
These are really beautiful...it makes me hope that something besides pain can come out of this infatuation for me...:):hug:
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BoekBindBoetiek Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2011  Professional Artisan Crafter
Now this can be read two ways.
1: having infatuation for you, will cause pain, but now you're hopeful
2: you're having an infatuation for someone, etc.
But I think it's the last of the two.
Following your heart can never be a bad thing, can it?
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Muzica-chan Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2011
Actually, it was three: I am hoping that I can produce some poetry/art that makes the pain worthwhile. ^^
It can't, but it isn't ever easy.
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BoekBindBoetiek Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2011  Professional Artisan Crafter
Ha, failed to see that one! :P
It could be a little easier if a person doesn't care much what other people think. Or stops being afraid of the fall out.
You are brave. Continue with your heart right open! :)
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