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Just thought I'd update this journal.

Nothing much really new in my world. Just keep on trucking on with lifes. I am looking to get promoted at my job which is quite awesome! Who doesn't love more cash? XD

Thanks you C-91 for featuring  Define Ghosts by mutequacky as a daily deviation! It is quite an honor. Thank you to all those you enjoy my work. I love you!

That is really it. Until next time moochiboos.
  • Listening to: Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Red Right Hand
  • Reading: The Da Vinci Code (still)
  • Watching: Deadpool 2
  • Playing: Hearthstone XD
  • Eating: Beef 'n Cheddar
  • Drinking: Coffee
Hi there!

So life updates.... yeah. I almost got married. I say almost cause it was moving way too fast and we both kind of got depressed and just decided it wasn't best. We are still together, but we can go see other people too. Some may view that as wrong and well it might be but it's working out well for us. 

My father passed away a few weeks ago. He and I had issues and never really got it reconciled. I regret the most that he tried to contact me and never got around to reaching out to him.

I was working at McDonald's for a little bit until I could find a better job. FUCK MCDS. I have permanent scars from getting burned on the grill because they would not move me to a different position. So I worked the grill 5 days a week, for 6 months. I am now working for an online financial institution and I love it. 

Um...... thinking. I think that really covers life and why I have not been around. I do plan on staying active more but you know, every time I say that, I disappear for about a year. LOL. It's true though.
  • Listening to: Sisters of Mercy - Marian
  • Reading: The Da Vinci Code
  • Watching: A Quiet Place
  • Playing: Hearthstone
  • Eating: Arby's sammich
  • Drinking: Coffee
So update on life. Job is going ok. Mental state is good. and I got a laptop.

Omg did I get a laptop. An HP Omen laptop with 8gb of ram, 128 sdd with a 1TB hdd, an Intel i7 7700hq processor and Nvidia GTX 1050ti graphics card.
I can fractal to my hearts content again. Wooo!!!

I think things are looking up for me.
  • Listening to: Sisters of Mercy - Dominion/Mother Russia
  • Playing: World of Warcraft
  • Eating: Pizza
  • Drinking: Rockstar Hardcore Apple
Yeah, random journal update. I'm not dead....

That is really all that I have to say right now sadly. I had a few jobs, none of which really made me happy so I quit. Got depressed one night working so I took my last paycheck and proceeded to walk out of town. Got about 50 miles out and just sat there. I remember some guy stopping and asked me if I was ok and I told him I'm not sure. He offered me a ride back into town and I agreed with him I guess, I was at that point of not sure what was really happening. I somehow made it over to my sisters place and was staying there for a week and right now staying with a friend until Wednesday. I have a place to go after that. I managed to get another job so I hope that goes well. I really need to get some mental help cause this shit's not good....

Anyways. Life.
  • Listening to: Nirvana - Bleach
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: broke
  • Playing: broke
  • Eating: broke
  • Drinking: broke
Hey how you guys been? XD

I've been quite unactive in on DA (seems to happen more often than not) due to recent life events. Also not having a decent computer has contributed to that. But that's been taken care. Not the computer that I wanted (my damn tax return check still hasn't shown up yet and the IRS is less than helpful) but it's more than what I have ever had. And I'm proud of it because this laptop was not in working state when I got it. Now it is :D

My mom recently passed away and that tore me all to hell. She was an awesome lady and will miss her so much. Still not over it quite entirely (and probably won't be) but I have accepted it and hope to see her when that time comes.

A couple of weeks ago everyone at my job got a notice that they are closing that particular worksite :| I had a feeling it was coming, but didn't know when and where. The messed up thing is that it was in our local newspaper before the employees found out. They provided options though, a work at home position which is what most people are going to do and severance pay package from the company. That is what I'm doing. And it's high time for a change of scenery for me so I have plans to move to Oregon with my brother and sister-in-law. It shall be quite relaxing. Hopefully. I would have to get a job at a fast food place or something to get me by until I find a job that's more steady. 

Welp, enough about me, if you got any cool pieces would love to see them, post em in a link below!
  • Listening to: Dope - Debonaire
  • Reading: Percy Jackson and the Titan's Curse
  • Watching: The Matrix Revolutions
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 2
  • Eating: Ham Sammich
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew Baja Blast (IN A FREAKING BOTTLE!!!)
So can't wait to get my tax returns this year..... Getting a brand new computer!!! I so miss fractaling.
  • Listening to: Dope - Debonaire
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
  • Watching: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
  • Playing: Warcrack
  • Eating: Toaster Strudel
  • Drinking: CAFFEINE!
Why yes! Hi, how's it going? Things of that particular nature.

So, yeah. Been working way too much, but that is about to cease, just put in my 2 weeks at my job at Arby's.... :D

Kinda getting back into everything, Just opened Apophysis for the first time since sometime in August... OH YEAH! I'm using a friend's computer which is way bettter than anything that I've used before. I repaired it for her but has not contacted me back to pick it up.... Oh well, if she does, not like I'm going to say no and won't give it back to her.

Anywho. Expect more stuff. And for those about to rock. We salute you. :salute:
  • Listening to: Dope - Debonaire
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
  • Watching: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
  • Playing: Warcrack
  • Eating: Toaster Strudel
  • Drinking: CAFFEINE!
I joined Deviantart. Most of my beginning artwork was (very crappy) photos and photo-manips. Mostly, if not all, are gone from my gallery.

One year later, I discovered fractal art. 

The rest was history, lol.

I still love fractal art, but I am limited on what I can do because of my ancient PC. I never had a lot of money and the money that I make helps my family out. 

I am afraid I'm at a stand still as of now. As it stands though, I do start a new job next month. Hopefully I can save enough for a bomb ass PC. Something that will definitely not hold me back.
  • Listening to: Ace Of Base - The Sign
  • Watching: Now You See Me
  • Playing: Warcrack
  • Eating: Beef stew
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew Voltage
Ermagerd, Like hi. 

Been away doing things, like trying to find a new job... I'm really sick of fast food.

DD. Cool beans. Thank you tatasz and xthumbtakx

Other than that my time is spent on World of Warcraft. I know, I'm pretty lame.

Expect new stuff soon.
  • Listening to: Ace Of Base - The Sign
  • Watching: Now You See Me
  • Playing: Warcrack
  • Eating: Beef stew
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew Voltage
So, my latest stuff may have seemed a little different to you. That's because I'm going through f--l--A--r--k's Apophysis Challenges. Just thought to let you all know. Some I've produce good results, some are going straight to the scraps after I'm finished.

Anywho, have a great day filled with joy and alcohol and whatnots. :peace:
  • Listening to: System of a Down - Shimmy
  • Watching: Inuyasha: The Final Act
  • Playing: I MISS THE XBOX!!!!
  • Eating: Poptarts
  • Drinking: Orange Soda
It really means alot to me. I haven't been around here much. I have had a lot of shit on my plate right now.
  • Listening to: Before I Forget (Dijit Remix)
  • Watching: Star Trek: The Next Generation
  • Playing: Resident Evil 5
  • Eating: Beef Ravioli
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew

Holy Crap!

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 16, 2013, 3:28 PM


I just realized I've been a member to DA for 9 years lol...

  • Listening to: Before I Forget (Dijit Remix)
  • Watching: Star Trek: The Next Generation
  • Playing: Resident Evil 5
  • Eating: Beef Ravioli
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew

Just a thought...

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 5, 2013, 7:40 AM


If you don't want people to thank you for a fav, don't add it to your fucking favorites. Simple as that.

On a different topic, my sister made some dank ass philly cheesesteaks last night. I have not sampled many a phillies but it would probably made some people in Philadelphia proud.

  • Listening to: Before I Forget (Dijit Remix)
  • Watching: Star Trek: The Next Generation
  • Playing: Resident Evil 5
  • Eating: Beef Ravioli
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew

:3

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 26, 2012, 7:48 PM


Thanks to the ever awesome Fiery-Fire for the 3 month sub! :la:

Thank you all for the recent favs, comments, watches, llamas, and the SPAM. :iconiseewhatyoudidthere: :3

And naow, some music.



  • Listening to: Arctic Monkeys
  • Watching: Star Trek: The Next Generation
  • Playing: Black Ops
  • Eating: Turkey Soup?
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew
So, massive note spam fails on an Ipod... lol.

Anywho, this is a gift to all my friends on DA. Have a wonderful Christmas.

GIFTS 'N STUFF

I miss the ability to use thumbs...
  • Listening to: KSE - My Curse (Unsub Remix)
  • Watching: Star Trek: The Next Generation
  • Playing: Black Ops
  • Eating: Turkey Ranch and Bacon Sammich
  • Drinking: Rockstar
Ugh, work sucked tonight..... People need to learn how to not come to work fucked up on meth.

So, I've been working alot. Looking for a second job too. Gonna suck juggling jobs but it is necessary.... Also in the midst of checking out college.

I wish I could be online more. I still don't have a reliable computer. Some shit always comes up so I don't have the money to buy one.

A gracious hat tip to SaTaNiA and Fiery-Fire, thanks for the DD! You guys rock!

Star Trek: The Next Generation is a fucking long ass series.

With that. Qapla'!
  • Listening to: KSE - My Curse (Unsub Remix)
  • Watching: Star Trek: The Next Generation
  • Playing: Black Ops
  • Eating: Turkey Ranch and Bacon Sammich
  • Drinking: Rockstar
My good friend Safetyworks moved in and brought her computer along with here. :la:
Yup. Out of a computer. :grump:
Have a great day!
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Ok, obviously I'm joking. I'm not religious, and I'm not trying to bash on anyone's religious preferences, but this is the most ----ing ridiculous things I have ever seen.