enduring the torment of pain and fear
i wield my spear
my spear of revivification
where i fight feeling exhilaration
defying my opponents of terror
i will defeat you with my own horror
my horror of life
where i will make things right
being defeated many times before
i believe i have not even settled the score
the score that holds results
where i used to take in all the insults
trying to overcome the forms of anxiety
i confide in myself in maximum capicity
the capacity manipulating the predators
where i know i can become like one of the historic victors
beginning to realize the challenges
i break the door with hinges
Nothing can change what has been done
Meaning the relationship will never again shine like the sun.
The past will always be the past
Even though what we shared was a blast.
You could have told me the truth.
Instead, you decided to act so uncouth.
What was it that you had to lie?
Was is because you think I'd kill myself and die?
Excuse me for scaring you from the 1st time
Apparently, you never heard of the emotional chime.
That was a phase in life
Which became a strife.
You've seen both sides of me
Yet, you actively judge from what you see.
Is it because it's a reflection of yourself
Or was it never getting any help?
It's taking me forever to upload stuff cause of some crazy problems I'm having. Bleh. Anyways, these are pics I took at the San Diego Comic Con. I enjoyed myself cause it was my first time. =D The link is below.. ENJOY!
Well, I decided to put all my pics up of Fanime 2009 on Picasa.. finally.. xD So here ya go!
I'm trying to be more active on this site now cause I've had this account for a while. ;) I'm practicing a lot on photography on my own. So, that and poetry will be probably be going up next. I still plan on going to Fanime 2010 and possibly more cons. I enjoy cosplay even though I'm okay at it. ^^