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The Bane by MusicLover74, literature

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The Bane

I'm a cutter, a bruiser, A substance abuser. I'm insane. I'm the bane of most everyone's lives. I'm called the Hell, the Thing. Everywhere I go, misery I bring. I'm a freak, I'm a creep. And their words cut so deep. Yet there are better things with which to cut. I'm the Demon Child, the Devil's daughter Though, to be true Unlike my "father," I'll not lie to you I am the first person I would choose to slaughter. The worst one of all Was when you had called me a liar. Those words were enough To make this old tough nut crack and expire.

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Better Off This Way by MusicLover74, literature

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Better Off This Way

Better off if I were dead. Better off if I bumped my head. And didn't get up till your mourning. But then again, you'd never mourn. Because it was because of your scorn That I am so ready to die. And here, as I lay dying I can only wish to hear your crying. Hear you begging that this is not true. But you wish it were true. Because I know you. And I know how you hate me. I know how you hate me From how you berate me. And how you yell at me. And, how you yell at me! But, now, you see I hope they know it was you. I hope they know it's you to blame For how nothing will ever be the same Because now I'm gone. Now I'm gone And I know you'll m

053. But I DIDN'T Do It by MusicLover74, literature

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053. But I DIDN'T Do It

She loved him. She was in love with him. She had wanted to kiss him. My heart lurched dangerously within my chest. I needed to get away. I needed to make the pain go away. I needed to cut. Rising from my seat before her, I strode to the kitchen. Immediately, my eyes fell upon the knives. "Take one." said a voice. "Take one." it whispered to me. I pulled out knife after knife, trying to find the best one to suit my purposes. Finally, I make my decision. It's sharp enough to pierce skin. Pressing the very tip of the blade to my wrist, my mind vacated, leaving my thoughts to roam freely. Why him? Whoever he was. Why did she love him? Why c

088. On Top of the World- Summit by MusicLover74, literature

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088. On Top of the World- Summit

It was really only 5,367 feet, but it felt like the top of the world. I was on top of the world. Breathing in the cool air at the top of Mt. Madison, it occurred to me that never in my wildest dreams had I ever thought I'd stand over a mile above sea-level. The other hikers gathered around the summit (that word... summit... there's something about that word...), celebrating and rejoicing their climb to the peak. Almost all of them took out their cameras and photographed everything in sight. Did I take pictures of everything? Why, in fact, I did not. After taking a single picture of myself at the summit and another picture of the view from

Her by MusicLover74, literature

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Her

Head over heels, all the times you two enjoy. Give her your heart to break or destroy, but trusting. Trusting that she would never do a thing to hurt you. That she'd never desert you. Or leave you alone. And when you're near her. She changes you. Rearranges you. Makes you a better person. Like the flip of a switch, and, yeah, your breath would hitch. And your heart would flutter And every word you'd s-s-stutter. And you couldn't imagine. Imagine life without her. And you wish you could shout her name from the rooftops, proclaim your undying love. 'Cause there's nothing in the world above her. You can't imagine what life wo

059. Loathing by MusicLover74, literature

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059. Loathing

You hate me. You hate me. You'd want nothing more than for me to drop dead. You despise me. You classify me amid the most hated enemy. You await my demise, plan my doom. You loathe me. You hate and despise and loathe me. I love you. I don't know why. But I do. I love you, despite how much you despise me. I love you, however much your hate hurts. I hate that I love you. I hate that I can't hate you. I hate that I can't be without you. I love you so much, and it's killing me. You can't wait to be away from me. You can't wait until I'm gone for good. You can't stand me. You just want me dead and gone. You loathe me. You kill

003. School by MusicLover74, literature

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003. School

"Hey, Casey? Could you come here for a moment?" I asked innocently. She eyed me warily. "Why?" I cleared my throat before reluctantly sputtering out, "I... I need... help. In... math." She blinked in surprise before walking cautiously to me. Standing behind me, she peered over my shoulder to see what I was doing. Her breath brushed against my neck. My heart fluttered. She pointed to one of the numbers. "Cara, you didn't carry the 2." I scoffed at my idiocy. Cautiously, I followed the numbers, trying to keep track of the scrawling writing. Casey must have noticed my furrowed brow, as she quietly asked me, "Problem, Cara?" I sighed, pla

041. Sealed in Blood by MusicLover74, literature

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041. Sealed in Blood

"Give me your wrist." his voice echoed and vibrated in the cavern. He appeared before me. Clean-shaven, wearing a suit and tie. He looked... human. Blond hair, sky blue eyes, a perfect smile. He held out his hand, asking for my wrist. With his charming looks, it was hard to say no. Eventually, I sputtered out, "Why? Why do you want my wrist? What for?" His smile faltered a fraction, before he regained his calm, cool exterior. "So you can be strong." I paused. "What you talkin' 'bout, Henry?" Smirking, he replied, "Give me your wrist. I'll show you. I can make you strong." "How, pray tell? And why do you need my wrist for this?" He hesit

001. Names by MusicLover74, literature

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001. Names

Cara. The harsh, beginning "keh" sound. A hard sound. I cringe inwardly when I hear it. "Keh." Is this the person I am? A harsh, hard sound. Is that who I am? "Keh?" Or am I more than just a "keh?" What do they say that Cara means? "Dear." "Friend." Is that me? Or am I that terrible "keh?" Well. Do you hear the part or the whole? Keh. Cara. What do you see in me? Do you see the part? Or the whole? Such a different name. You don't hear about many people named Cara. Is it because the world lacks "dear" people? "Friends?" Is this why we don't have so many Cara's? No one can be called friend any longer? I am not merely a human on a ke

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Journey of a Coin. by Fineliners, literature

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Journey of a Coin.

Penny's life started just like every other coin's long life: having been melted, flattened, punched and inscribed, she was finally born into the world in 1971. Along with her 1,521,666,250 sisters, Penny was introduced to a new life of travels and adventures and hardships, beginning in the bottom of a Tesco cash drawer. It was lonely there, certainly not one of the high points of her existence: none of the other pennies were particularly verbose and the majority of them were dull, rusted and squalid. However, as one of the newest coins on top of the heap, Penny didn't have to stay there long. On her first day on the job, she found a new hom

My lion by tricksyriver, literature

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My lion

Admittedly, I was a rotten child. I liked to spend my time throwing rocks at stray dogs. No one ever bothered to stop me until the old voice in the alley. “Why are you throwing rocks at puppies?” It was an old man voice, deep and gravelly, so I didn’t stop. “Because I want to, old man,” I retorted and tried to sound mean. There was no warning before I heard a yelp and felt dirt under my shoulders. I tumbled over and realized the yelp had come from me. I lay on the ground and listened to my heart beat. That old man had pushed me down, and now he would pay. “You asked for it!” I yelled and grabbed the first

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

July 16
United States
Deviant for 12 years
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Hi there. So I'm too lazy to make this part any good. But here's the deal.
I always have a lot of ideas going on in my head. I just need to focus on one and actually attempt to complete them.
I apologize in advance for my insane moments, as I have many.
Yeah, so I'm kind of getting bored with this, so I'm gonna work *cough*PROCRASTINATE*cough* some more. ML, OUT.

Favourite Movies

Dolphin Tale, Harry Potter, Secretariat, Rio

Favourite TV Shows

Coronation Street

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Marianas Trench, Demi Lovato, Michael Henry & Justin Robinett, George Watsky, The Fray, Coldplay, Train, Taylor Swift

Favourite Books

Harry Potter, The Hunger Games, The Mortal Instruments, Ranger's Apprentice

Favourite Writers

J.K. Rowling, Cassandra Clare, Suzanne Collins

Tools of the Trade

Whatever I'm capable of manipulating. (Which, thanks to opposible thumbs, is essentially anything.)

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MusicLover74

Apr 11, 2012

Bet Y'all Missed These, Eh? ^^

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Name one thing about the last person who texted you. She called me a liar, and it hurt. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? No drinking. Absolutely none. Where would you like to live? Preferably somewhere warm, with a body of water and a large mass of trees nearby. When was the last time you got flowers? ...Good question. ^^" Like... 2+ years ago? Who knows you better than you know yourself? Treyheron~! And sometimes Kayo... >< Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? Stratton. OR with Marianas Trench, of course. What are you going to do after this? Read/pack. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?

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MusicLover74

Feb 26, 2012

I So Sowwy~!

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I know, I know, I have been really inactive lately. Please don't throw tomatoes at me! I've been... erm. Busy. Yeah. It's mostly... heh, well, my brain has kinda gone on hiatus... But I PROMISE you, I'll be getting some stuff finished eventually. Maybe... Keep in mind, however... I'm going on vacation! ^^ Yes~. From early tomorrow (Sunday) to late Wednesday, I'll be out in Vermont, skiing my legs off. ^^ :squee: So yeah. Just wanted to let y'all know that I'm NOT dead! ^^ Blah, whatever. UNICORNS. ~unicornwalkplz (https://www.deviantart.com/unicornwalkplz):iconunicornwalkplz::iconunicornwalkplz::iconunicornwalkplz::iconunicornwalkplz::iconunicornwalkplz:

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MusicLover74

Jan 20, 2012

Two Truths, One Lie?

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Schtole THIS from Project Toasty! :heart: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_CpzLRVKm50&feature=g-u-u&context=G22854c0FUAAAAAAABAA 'Kay, so I'm gonna tell you THREE things. Two are TRUE. One is FALSE. As an added twist, you have to use THREE out of the FIVE senses. (For those of you who don't remember them, they are SIGHT, SOUND, SMELL, TASTE, and TOUCH.) SO. ARE YOU READY?! (Aye, aye, captain!) 1.) I have attended an a capella concert more than 4 times in my life. (Sound!) 2.) I have petted (and then ridden) an elephant. (Touch!) 3.) I have eaten a pizza pie and a half in one sitting, by myself. (Taste!) Lemme know in the comments which