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First of all: I just can't get over the cuteness of Sandy--Apples's art, I mean, look at this:

Yhhmini Mssmrphs 1 By Sandy  Apples-day2flo by mssmrphsYhhmini Mssmrphs 2 By Sandy  Apples-day2c45 by mssmrphs

go give her some love <3

Second of all, I have been working on a database for all my characters, if you would like to find out more about my characters and other writings, you should definitely take a look at
As stated there: this is a work in progress, most information is already a couple of years old, so don't pin me down on it. I am not an active rp-er, but if you would like to plot with me (I love to plot, I just don't follow up on it), you can always send me a note here or open a topic on CoP (or poke me there, I do keep track of the chatbox)

If you are more of pretty pictures than of words, I invite you to get lost at my pinterest account. Here you can find moodboards for a good deal of my characters.


Don’t chase your dreams.
Chase the God Who has dreams for you.

  1. Azar is one of the three characters I created in a very short time period and fell in love with immediately (the other two are Deimos and Devaki). For me, he just ‘clicked’ into place; everything about him felt just right. At some point I realised he is probably more like me than any of my other characters. While they all inherit some of me, it is usually in extremes, or very specific parts. Azar is more balanced, more like a reflection in some kind of fantasy-mirror: if I were to have any magical powers, if I were to be a man in other world, I could have been him.
  2. alimarije designed a lot of my characters in one way or another. But from all the designs she did, Azar is by far my most precious one. He is absolutely stunning in every aspect and so much to my tastes I can’t possibly put it in words. I love how he is both dark and glowing, and has inherited traits from both his parents. The first time I saw him, I wanted him, and I am ever deeply pleased he is mine.
  3.  Dille. I can’t possibly gather up 10 facts, without including this pretty girl. In my experience shipping characters sometimes works, and sometimes it doesn’t (no matter how you try to wish it into existence). Dille and Azar is simply a match made in heaven. They just clicked. If something like ‘love at first’ exists in the writing world, that is (for me) what happened between them. From day to day Azar is rather in control of his emotions, but when it comes to her, it is like a certain door gets unlocked and everything pours out. He. Loves. Her. With everything he is, and every fiber of his being. With most things I write, they happen to be flexible. Sometimes 1+1=2, and sometimes it equals 4, or 6. This is not one of these things. He loves her. That’s all there is to it.
  4. Azar is the biological son of two fathers (E’vesdar and Flight), called into live by the powers of a god of another world. Blessed by this god with a touch of immortality, his life energy is fed by the dreams of others. The price he pays for this is high, as the dreamer wakes in terror from the dreams visited by Azar. He leaves a void, a dark and infinite nothingness, in every dream he touches - which he finds to be unforgiving, especially in the case of children’s dreams. Knowing he cannot sleep without visiting, he never sleeps around Dille, determined not to inflict that pain upon someone he loves.
  5. Being haunted by monsters far more terrifying than the void he brings, his niece Wolfsmelk is perhaps the only person Azar knows that can meet him in his own darkness and comfort him there. Innocent and fearless as she is, despite being much younger, she is always there to hold his hand and share his dreams. He does not bother her with real world problems, but instead finds comfort in her faith that you can be both be haunted by demons and still find happiness and joy in your everyday life.
  6. He extracts opium and morphine from poppies, which he sells to people who think they can escape their real life problems by spending their time dreaming. Azar welcomes them in his underground establishment and feeds upon their dreams. He knows that, in almost all cases, these people end up addicted and broke - their lives in ruins -, but he simply does not care. He holds little regard for people that wish to run from reality in this way,  and he is not below providing them with the means to do so. He rather feeds on their dreams, leaves them in terror (in the full knowledge they will keep using the opium and keep returning to this darkness) than preying on the dreams of the innocent.
  7. Due to his powers Azar tends to distance himself from others. He comes across as calm and in control of his emotions, perhaps apathetic even. Important exceptions are his love for Dille, his protective attitude towards Wolfsmelk, and the dark streak he carries towards his opium-customers. He can be rather cynical and hard in his judgements, but usually tends towards giving people the benefit of the doubt. If not for anything else, then just because his soul feels a thousand years old and he is simply to tired to give a damn.
  8. Although he feels restless by nature, and he can wander through the forest and mountains for hours, Azar is not much of a traveler. Despite feeling rootless at times, he prefers to stay close to home and feels most comfortable in the places he build for himself.
  9. Azar is capable of creating objects he dreamt about. Although he tries to refrain from using these powers, he can’t keep himself from creating flowers for the two girls he loves. One of the first things he created with these powers is a couple of black kittens for Wolfsmelk (Hypnos and Morpheus). Like everything created in this way, they look normal enough at first sight, but the longer you look the more you will realise there is something weird about them. They are not exactly black (but sometimes seem to flash a bit blue or purple instead), or they move just a little bit too fast, or perhaps you thought they were there, and then they are not. Of course, Wolfsmelk doesn’t seem to notice all these things, and if she does, she does not care: she loves those little rascals all the same.
  10. Azar has a gift for accepting (most) things for the way they are. He does not carry resent towards his parents for leaving him to be raised with his aunt Nachtschade; and he enjoys every visit he makes to Eves’ ranch. He does not see any trouble in Wolfsmelk, were others take pity on her, and least of all he is bothered by the fact he can love one so deeply as he loves Dille. If he only could be as forgiving for his own powers.…

So I found this really cool template, which means I can finally organize all my characters properly. For now I just put everyone I could think of in there, roughly sorted on universe. If you are looking for in depth descriptions, please back on a later time <3

In the meanwhile just enjoy some pretty pictures (:
Flight3 by mssmrphs

my Golden Boy FLIGHT lineart by Darya87

Welcome back to the ones who followed me here from my old account (P3gasusj3). Welcome to the ones who just happened to stumble across my page. I am Nicky, a 24 year old girl from Amsterdam. Currently I am working as full-time front-end developer. My spare time I mainly spend writing stories and building characters. Since a couple of weeks I picked up some photoshop stuff again - and I must say: I like it more than I care to admit.

If I introduce myself I should, probably, also spent a couple of lines on introducing my beloved characters. For now I will stick to the ones I am currently writing with + some of my other favorites (main reason is because by now I have more characters than I can count).
  1. FLIGHT - Fingall Akesh - male - black hair - golden eyes - Reference - Moodboard - Facts
    Your favourite kind of wrong. on of a dreamer (Myou) and a gladiator (Avareth alimarije). A wanderer. Erratic behavior. Seldom listens. Has knowledge of ages. Son. Father. Brother. Immortal. Eccentric eyes, like smothering coals. Likes motorcycles and dreamcatchers. Never stays. Seldomly attaches. Passionate lover. Holds a storm in his head and a hurricane in his heart.

  2. FOXYMohave Dereith - female - red hair - golden red eyes - Reference - Moodboard - Facts
    'Everyone is a monster to someone.' All skin and bones. Manipulator. Lover and stray-kitten. Once roamed the streets, now rules the world. Leader of the Thieves. Skin of porcelain and a soul of steel. Everything you ever wanted. But will burn down your house and home when you come and try to get it.

  3. KATAR - female - red hair - amber eyes - Reference - Moodboard - Facts

  4. MYOUMarilynn Akesh-Halloran - female - black hair - dark blue eyes - Reference - Moodboard - Facts
    An angel decended to earth. Small from the outside, with a big heart on the inside. The things she can't accomplish are few. Devoted mother, partner and friend. A wanderer and dreamer in heart and soul. Fierce as a lioness when she has to fight for the things that belong to her. Lifemate of Avareth (alimarije). Mother of Fable, Flight, Vouh (alimarije), Reolt (alimarije) and Lune.

  5. RUYA - Ruya Akesh - female - black hair - dark blue eyes - Reference - Moodboard - Facts

  6. STORM - male - blond / brown / black hair - green golden eyes - Reference - Moodboard - Facts
    Dog of war. Born and raised a warrior. Loud. Loyal. Filled up with sarcasm. Harsh and honest. Stubborn and proud. Mocks the gullibility of the world, but deeply regrets the loss of innocence in the same way. Stands for nothing; will kneel for no man. Yet, never stops fighting for the same empty believes. 'Beware for the man who has nothing to lose. For he has only to gain.'
  • Listening to: Songs to sing in the shower
  • Watching: Mad Men / the 100