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Claire Waters
United States


My Oldest Friend-My Mirror Twin
Model is me. 

For just a moment

She pressed her forehead against the cool glass

Wishing she could freeze her thoughts

Anything to stop them

She pulled away and stared at her own eyes in the mirror

Trying to decipher the strange thoughts in her head

She knew not where they came from

Or why they felt so comfortable to her

Like an old friend you haven’t seen in many years

Waiting in the terminal for you to land

And in the blink of an eye they’re gone

She placed a timid hand to the glass

Her mirror image did the same

If only we could switch worlds for a day

But then I might want to stay forever

She wondered how someone so beautiful could hate herself

She was suspicious of those who said she was pretty

Really, she just wanted to know everyone’s thoughts

To see if any matched her own

She wanted to know if she was crazy

Or just a normal teenager

It was all too much for her

So she slammed her fist against the glass

And watched it splinter into millions of fragments

She was numb to the pain coursing through her hand

So intent on watching the red water flow

In tiny rivers all along her fingers and arms

She held her hand up high for all to see

But the only one watching was the girl in the mirror

With eyes filled with sadness and pain

For just a moment

She pressed her forehead against the cool glass

Wondering where she would go from here

(original poem by me back in my angsty teenage years)

Photography by Live Stone.
If you have ten minutes or so to kill I highly recommend you check out this link Charcot-Marie-Tooth-Disease-Fact-Sheet and read up about Charcot-Marie-Tooth Disease.  Why?  Have you ever looked through my photos and thought about how little calf definition I have? No? Okay, well go back through and take a look, I'll wait. 
Back with me?  I actually have atrophy of my calf muscles because a portion of them don't operate properly due to this lovely CMT disease.  I also cannot curl the toes of my left foot or point my feet really.  It's not curable and it is degenerative but for now I'm doing what I can in terms of going to the gym several times a week and keeping up with my doctors. If you're curious you can ask about it, but I'm not going to write a long note.
And if you have another ten minutes, pick another random disease or disorder on that site.  Expand your insight. Depression, anxiety, eating disorders, and more are also topics that can be found.  The more you know.  Go out in the world today and do something good.  Smile at someone just because.  Hold a door open for someone and DON'T expect them to thank you, just do it.  Put that dollar in the tip jar.  Tell the manager the cashier/waiter/sales attendant was great.


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shipain Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2018  Professional Digital Artist
:iconbummiesplz:Happy Birthday! Have your cake and eat it too
mscontradiction Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2018
Thank you!
DErdrick Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday!
mscontradiction Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2018
Thank you!
GioArturi Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2018
Happy Birthday, marvelous Claire!!! :rose: :cake: :party: :sun: :heart: :love: :kiss: :hug:
mscontradiction Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2018
Thank you!
LatexMarkus Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Happy Birthday Heart Airborne Heart 
mscontradiction Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2018
Thank you!
vincentphoto Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2018  Hobbyist Photographer
Found you through Modelmayhem. I dig your work
bpknicks Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2018
Hi Claire it's Bill. How are you doing?
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