Don't Jump- Chapter 9: Swing
Don't Jump- Chapter 9: Swing
It didn’t take long for Thomas to settle into his new house, which was one of the best-looking houses I had seen in the city. I loved that he was very modest so the house wasn’t as huge as I expected it to be: a four-bedroom, three-bath two-story home with a lot of backyard. Still, it was way above my pay grade no matter how homey.
It hadn’t dawned on me how much soccer influenced our lives until the season was over. While Thomas was a local hero, he had missed the cut for the U.S. men’s soccer team but Ryan was selected so he wasn’t around as much. Since Thomas had nothing else to do, he traveled everyw
Don't Jump- Chapter 8: Frail
Don't Jump- Chapter 8: Frail
It was the biggest regret of my life, sleeping with Ryan… twice. I thought that maybe I was too high to enjoy it so perhaps it would be best if I was sober or at least coming down from my high. So, in the morning there was indeed sex. The problem was yeah, he was just plain awful. There was no foreplay at all: I woke up to him poking at me, fumbling with a condom and it was over with before my mind was clear enough to realize what was going on.
How was that possible? How was it possible for Ryan to be that good looking but that lousy in bed?
It made for a very awkward walk of shame and the only reason I even called it a walk
Don't Jump- Chapter 7: Enchanted
Don't Jump- Chapter 6: Husky
Don't Jump- Chapter 6: Husky
I shouldn’t let myself dwell on the fact that Thomas didn’t like me in that way. I was still on the fence as far as if I truly felt attracted to him as it was. Sure, he was a very handsome man. I loved to see him smile because it made me smile: I had never met anyone with such a beautiful and wholesome smile like his before. Thomas carried himself well, almost distinguished as though he was meant for royalty. Yet, he was really humble and appreciative of the little things. Also, he was tall and built like a powerhouse even if he was in his fifties. And then that sultry British accent: I could listen to him talk all day.
I,
Don't Jump- Chapter 5: Build
Don't Jump- Chapter 5: Build
Thomas’ marriage was coming to an end and I had no idea how I felt about that. A part of me wanted to talk to her, to get her side of the story. Not that I didn’t trust Thomas’s word but what he presented to me was as close to a perfect man as anyone could get; why would anyone cheat on goodness?
But, she didn’t know me and I was in no mood to have another awkward encounter. Besides, Thomas told me to not worry my pretty little head about it.
When I first met Thomas, I had to admit that there were a few lusty things going through my mind. Had his marriage crumbled during that time, I would have been plottin
Don't Jump- Chapter 4: Freeze
Don't Jump- Chapter 4: Freeze
I stayed there longer than I expected to, with the two of us simply drinking, talking and laughing. Once the liquor kicked in, it wasn’t hard for me to look at Thomas as a regular person. To be honest, he would’ve been had I never Googled him.
I knew dick about soccer but from what I gathered, Thomas was a goalie on loan– apparently, soccer teams could rent players and the reasons ranged from trying to improve said player to improving the team with said player. Thomas didn’t know why he was loaned out but I had a feeling that it was why he had mentioned the whole having a choice thing. A major part of me didn&
Don't Jump- Chapter 3: Bait
Don't Jump- Chapter 3: Bait
I wasn’t worried about my groceries going bad; it was a cool day as it was and we wouldn’t be in the restaurant for long. So, they were the last things on my mind as we sat at the bar of what just so happened to be both of our favorite restaurant. If Thomas had ordered the same food as I did, I would’ve walked out because then I would know that this whole thing was a prank!
I didn’t know how to do conversations right and was glad that he picked up the mantle. “So, what do you do–” he made a face but then laughed. “–You never told me your name.”
“Well, this is the f
Don't Jump- Chapter 2: Mindless
Don't Jump- Chapter 2: Mindless
His name was Thomas Lamb, and it took me a while to find him on the internet! To be fair, my search was limited to his first name and the fact that he was British: there was a shit-ton of British actors named Thomas. The rest of my night was spent following him on Instagram and Twitter as well as finding the movies that he made appearances in on a not-named but possibly pirate site for movies. He was never a main character, only a side character with just a few lines if any at all (he played a mute character in one movie). But on Instagram, he was lively and I felt was well deserving of at least being someone’s costar. He received a
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Don't Jump- Chapter 9: Swing
Don't Jump- Chapter 9: Swing
It didn’t take long for Thomas to settle into his new house, which was one of the best-looking houses I had seen in the city. I loved that he was very modest so the house wasn’t as huge as I expected it to be: a four-bedroom, three-bath two-story home with a lot of backyard. Still, it was way above my pay grade no matter how homey.
It hadn’t dawned on me how much soccer influenced our lives until the season was over. While Thomas was a local hero, he had missed the cut for the U.S. men’s soccer team but Ryan was selected so he wasn’t around as much. Since Thomas had nothing else to do, he traveled everyw
Don't Jump- Chapter 8: Frail
Don't Jump- Chapter 8: Frail
It was the biggest regret of my life, sleeping with Ryan… twice. I thought that maybe I was too high to enjoy it so perhaps it would be best if I was sober or at least coming down from my high. So, in the morning there was indeed sex. The problem was yeah, he was just plain awful. There was no foreplay at all: I woke up to him poking at me, fumbling with a condom and it was over with before my mind was clear enough to realize what was going on.
How was that possible? How was it possible for Ryan to be that good looking but that lousy in bed?
It made for a very awkward walk of shame and the only reason I even called it a walk
Don't Jump- Chapter 6: Husky
Don't Jump- Chapter 6: Husky
I shouldn’t let myself dwell on the fact that Thomas didn’t like me in that way. I was still on the fence as far as if I truly felt attracted to him as it was. Sure, he was a very handsome man. I loved to see him smile because it made me smile: I had never met anyone with such a beautiful and wholesome smile like his before. Thomas carried himself well, almost distinguished as though he was meant for royalty. Yet, he was really humble and appreciative of the little things. Also, he was tall and built like a powerhouse even if he was in his fifties. And then that sultry British accent: I could listen to him talk all day.
I,
Don't Jump- Chapter 5: Build
Don't Jump- Chapter 5: Build
Thomas’ marriage was coming to an end and I had no idea how I felt about that. A part of me wanted to talk to her, to get her side of the story. Not that I didn’t trust Thomas’s word but what he presented to me was as close to a perfect man as anyone could get; why would anyone cheat on goodness?
But, she didn’t know me and I was in no mood to have another awkward encounter. Besides, Thomas told me to not worry my pretty little head about it.
When I first met Thomas, I had to admit that there were a few lusty things going through my mind. Had his marriage crumbled during that time, I would have been plottin
Don't Jump- Chapter 4: Freeze
Don't Jump- Chapter 4: Freeze
I stayed there longer than I expected to, with the two of us simply drinking, talking and laughing. Once the liquor kicked in, it wasn’t hard for me to look at Thomas as a regular person. To be honest, he would’ve been had I never Googled him.
I knew dick about soccer but from what I gathered, Thomas was a goalie on loan– apparently, soccer teams could rent players and the reasons ranged from trying to improve said player to improving the team with said player. Thomas didn’t know why he was loaned out but I had a feeling that it was why he had mentioned the whole having a choice thing. A major part of me didn&
Don't Jump- Chapter 3: Bait
Don't Jump- Chapter 3: Bait
I wasn’t worried about my groceries going bad; it was a cool day as it was and we wouldn’t be in the restaurant for long. So, they were the last things on my mind as we sat at the bar of what just so happened to be both of our favorite restaurant. If Thomas had ordered the same food as I did, I would’ve walked out because then I would know that this whole thing was a prank!
I didn’t know how to do conversations right and was glad that he picked up the mantle. “So, what do you do–” he made a face but then laughed. “–You never told me your name.”
“Well, this is the f
Don't Jump- Chapter 2: Mindless
Don't Jump- Chapter 2: Mindless
His name was Thomas Lamb, and it took me a while to find him on the internet! To be fair, my search was limited to his first name and the fact that he was British: there was a shit-ton of British actors named Thomas. The rest of my night was spent following him on Instagram and Twitter as well as finding the movies that he made appearances in on a not-named but possibly pirate site for movies. He was never a main character, only a side character with just a few lines if any at all (he played a mute character in one movie). But on Instagram, he was lively and I felt was well deserving of at least being someone’s costar. He received a
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New Video - I'm pissed
New Video - I'm pissed
Not really. Just mildly annoyed at the shit that's going down with this "Karen" situation. Here are my thoughts on. Warning: I use a lot of language in this video that people might not like. I don't bleep myself and I'm not gonna cause y'all need to hear the real words to absorb the impact.
To my So-Called Heavenly Father
To my So-Called Heavenly Father
Dearest God, or Heavenly Father, you love me more than I can imagine, is that so? Well, you sure have bizarre ways of letting me know. According to your word, you create us exactly the way we are. And you knew and saw us even if our birthdates were distant and far. Apparently, you deliberately created me with autism, or at least you allowed me to be autistic. Even though you knew darn well of the hardships, challenges, and my resulting tendency to be pessimistic. Then when I was only 10 years old you decided it was time for me to start maturing and developing; it was your will that I was an early bloomer. Leading to the humiliation and mental chaos that come with developing fast; you sure do have a sick sense of humor. The challenges myself and my family had to endure due to the autism, and my beginning to develop adult features at just 10 years old…you stole my childhood for your divine delight. Just why should I love, worship and serve you, my supposedly benevolent Lord, when
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A LOT About Me!
A LOT About Me!
I guess the number one thing that you need to know about me is that I have no problem putting my life story out in the open. I have nothing to hide and for a small fee, you can find out anything you want about me if you really, really are that desperate (I got bored one night and eventually found some sites where you could get a preview of my marriage license! O_o Gotta admit; that's some pretty scary stuff)!
As of 11/06/19, I am forty-two years old. I've been married for sixteen years and we have no children.
I have a nine-year-old mix female dog named Sable! She is spoiled rotten!
(When we first got her in 2011, and Christmas 2015! ^_^)
Artist // Hobbyist // Literature
- June 14, 1977
- United States
- Deviant for 8 years
- She / Her
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Figured it was time for a redo!
~If I give you a Watch, then it means that you're one of the most amazing and talented people that I've seen!~
~I give Llamas randomly!~
~Because I am so busy these days: Thanks for the llama, have one back!~
There is so much about me! I'm gonna put it in my featured folder
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Anything with superheroes in it, animated or both. Seriously. I'm not a huge movie fan; I'd rather watch sports!
Favourite TV Shows
Sportscenter. No... really.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Linkin Park, Prince... this list is extensive! Let's just say that I enjoy all genres of music but moving away from rap slowly
Favourite Books
The Hunger Games, Divergent, J.D. Robb's "In Death" series
Favourite Writers
Heh; me! :P LOL J.D. Robb, I guess. There are numerous authors
Favourite Games
Final Fantasy series
Favourite Gaming Platform
Xbox
Tools of the Trade
Pen, paper, keyboard
Other Interests
See "Featured Folder" please!
Changes Forced on You Not Good For Business
Changes Forced on You Not Good For Business
I get it. Things have to change. But, it shouldn't be forced on you.
Alright, I'm gonna cut to the chase. I don't like the Eclipse version of Deviant Art. I gave it a try when it first came up and it's definitely not for me. I've seen people like the fact that they have a banner and a lot of you have put your heart and soul into your profiles. I get that. I am not one of those people. At least, I wanted to be but just like with the other sites I'm on, no one really sees me. I don't provide what people like and therefore, I don't get a lot of traffic as it is.
Alright, so: I'll probably be leaving before the deadline of DA switching over to
Apologies
Apologies
I've been going through some things. Long story short, I lost my other grandmother on January 13th after a very short hospitalization. I think she was diagnosed with cancer in November, went through only two sessions of chemo and then things went downhill from there too quickly for my liking. This grandmother had never been sick until the cancer announcement so it pissed me off a lot.
So, writing ceased a lot especially with me going to Memphis for the funeral. A part of me feels that there's no reason for me to go back home now: when the matriarchs of the family dies, especially with small families, things never are the same. I've learned a
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Thank you for the llama, here is one back! 
Wow! Thank you much for the llama!
No problem! Thanks for joining and contributing to the group!
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Thanks for the Llama badge! Now here's yours!
Thanks!!
Thank you for the llama.