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All of life is the divine method
I wish you to great planes of consciousness, to great waves, to the divine mother, to the place during life and death.

I can hear you within, the calm presence. The noticing. The thinking. The feeling.

Go to the hills, to the temple, to the desert. Find God within.

I am within and without.

I am.
When you look at your reflection and see what it has to say, it looks at you the same way.
In early stages of my thoughts I felt as if I was beginning to be aware of things like; sudden coldness, tensing up, feeling sick, feeling centered and pinned to earth. Many of these things lead me back to my self of not being aware of complexities in emotional tracks and relationships. The expanding of my heart gave way to an attachment to that feeling, thinking to feel that is the true being of Christ. Now here I am and I know all emotion but what is the key to unlock these true violent tuggings of consciousness within another being. How do I open another heart. is the heart a signal in which we can feel true intuition without hesitation, conviction, or attachment?
I think I have quieted down so much that Karma seems apparent, life seems wonderful, consciousness seems infinite, compassion is equal, love is eternal.
When I, or you, chant ram, do not chant to chant, say ram every time you remind yourself of god, not the notion but true commitment to whole self of the universal I and awareness that is true to that of all religion, self study, pursuit of knowledge, all philosophy, and any seeking of freedom within the ordinary attachments to objects. There is an obvious spiral of knowledge. This spiral in the beginning is a straight line then it shifts and moves. It is early and hard to distinguish. The spiral structure is the same within all beings, it is perfect, it really is just a perfect circle of consciousness. It shifts and seemingly grows in time, then it overlaps upon itself but not the entire circle. From this point of view, early life, it is being made, the assumptions of what all life is. The Spiral cannot be acknowledged by those who are at a state of not trusting it, or not seeing, or not feeling it... basically not perceiving of it in any perceivable method but only in fragments of truth. Then after some more time and more layers of the coil are appearent it becomes seemingly redundant, congruent and similar, and always expanding outwards, but at a rate of ill dispute from a previous realm to this new one. There is a time in which the spiral grows to the point of disipearing. it turns into the dot. but from this point of view I can only project a keen observational inference based on what I can only call the pool of all truths. All who see the pool will interpret it completely differently. And thus, they can share exact consciousness, and completely differing consciousness. The questioning of "what is" is what propels the spiral forth.
If you assume that someone else knows, you think the knowledge is hidden permanently so you try to find a key to the outside world. Use the key inside.
All that is gold does not glitter. Not all those who wander are lost.


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