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Fractal

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Fractal

I'm a cinder cone turned caldera, an empty plot of land - planning permission was a long, long fight. I'm trying to face the music but every time I look it's too quiet to hear and I'm striving to be respectable as the fragments of my mind spiral away and the ink blots on my collarbones spread to stains

Absolute Zero

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Absolute Zero

How do I make words happen when every time I approach that core my feelings slip from my hands like wet soap and the tighter I grasp, the faster it falls. So humour becomes detritus, the plug in my crater lake; and I become a caldera. With volcanoes at my rim, and the scars of prehistoric lava flows, and a deep, deep ocean. I show my therapist the jet skis parked at my shore, and the tranquil fishermen, and I hope she won't ask how very cold it is at the bottom.

Yet another melodramatic Final Poem

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Yet another melodramatic Final Poem

When did my words abandon me? My pencil flipped from my palm and colour came from my fingertips and it blotted them all out I used to be a blacksmith, wordsmith, except it was so natural, so gentle, like milk and honey spilling from my mind. Oozing, leaking, bleeding emotive imagery. I could make your mind go places with but a hint. Listen: remember pools of orange lamplight with the hand of a lover? Remember lines and lines of text or powder or splits in the skin of what it means to be human. Remember the whiplash of my changing rhythms? Listen: I once could make the voice in your head do whatever I wanted. Like this: we're having a

Self Portrait

My Words are Greater Than Quality Control

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My Words are Greater Than Quality Control

Words used to drip from my fingers; but now my pain is worth so. much. more You think suicide will change you It leaves you a ghost; And something is gone; And something has come; but after months your pain becomes so much more.

Architecture Project - L3GRAP

Architecture Project - L3GRAP

Falling Together and Coming Apart II

Art is No Relief When You Are Impatient

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Art is No Relief When You Are Impatient

I used to wonder how awful it would be to have no words. But now they have dripped dripped dripped out of my fingertips and through his spine; and all the metaphors about enjambment and autumn are gone; and all I have left is the same old poetry that I was never any good at.

Tooth and Claw

Falling Together and Coming Apart I

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Current Residence: Diss, England.
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Favourite genre of music: Pop punk
Operating System: Windows 10 for gaming, OSX for everything else.

Favourite Visual Artist
Palladio, Inigo Jones.
Favourite Movies
Perks of Being a Wallflower, Frozen, Star Wars, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Lion King, Girl Interrupted.
Favourite TV Shows
Red Dwarf, Call the Midwife, Peggy Carter.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Fall Out Boy, Halsey.
Favourite Books
Bloodtide - Melvin Burgess
Favourite Writers
Kurt Vonnegut; Vitruvius, Palladio.
Favourite Games
Cities Skylines
Favourite Gaming Platform
Windows 10
Tools of the Trade
Faber Castell pens on cartridge paper, or tablet on Photoshop.
Other Interests
Tumblr, Netflix, cooking, crochet, exploring.

A song

A song

A song and a book are ripping at my seams. And can I just write a poem with lots of enjambment instead of prose? and can i stop using capital letters just for now? and can i rest my head on your shoulder so i don't feel so alone? http://mols.tumblr.com/post/11385645955

Personality Disorder Quiz (Cheery, I know :b)

Personality Disorder Quiz (Cheery, I know :b)

ANOREXIA: [ ] You have dry skin. [ ] You eat one meal. [ ] You're very weak. [ ] You hate yourself. [ ] You starve yourself. [x] You have low self esteem. [ ] You use laxatives. [ ] You need to be more skinny. [ ] People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat. [x] People think you are too skinny. Total: 2. There was(/is?) a fairly large rumour last year that I was anorexic. I can't help it if my wrists are naturally stupid. ATTENTION DEFICIT HYPERACTIVE DISORDER: [x] Your mind is all over the place. [ ] You are hyper most of the time. [ ] You barely pay attention to anything. [ ] You can't cooperate well. [ ] You

Music taggy thing, again.

Music taggy thing, again.

Step 1: Put your iPod or whatever on random. Step 2: Post the 1st line from the first 65 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song. And it doesn't have to be perfect if you can't understand the lyrics word for word. Step 3: Let everyone guess what song and artist the lines come from. Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING 1. If anyone can show me one example in the history of the world of a single psychic who has been able to prove under reasonable experimental conditions that they are able to read minds... 2. Where do we go from here? How do we carry on? I can't get beyond the question. 3. Gotta mak

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