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Matsuri sketch (funny story) by Motol
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Matsuri sketch (funny story) :iconmotol:Motol 6 3
Snaggle Toothed fat dork by Motol
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Snaggle Toothed fat dork :iconmotol:Motol 22 2
Fuggin Angerey Fruggo by Motol
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Fuggin Angerey Fruggo :iconmotol:Motol 22 6
1 big red balloon by Motol
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1 big red balloon :iconmotol:Motol 17 1
Peppermint sabotage by Motol
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Peppermint sabotage :iconmotol:Motol 34 0
[CM] Persona 4: Stuffing yourself all night. by Motol
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[CM] Persona 4: Stuffing yourself all night. :iconmotol:Motol 66 10
Blooaria by Motol
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Blooaria :iconmotol:Motol 60 2
Dragon Wife Chronicles Character Sheet: Erika
Erika Givani
Height: 4ft 5in (measuring from top of human head to bottom of human waist) 18ft 8in (measuring from top of human head to end of snake tail) 5ft 10in (human form)
Weight: 500lbs (Lamia form) 245 (human form)
Bust: 36G
Waist: 65cm
Hip: 96cm
skin and scale color: Light grey, shades of black and grey.
hair color: platinum blonde
eye color: Black and grey (Lamia form) misty grey (Human form)
birth date: November 15th
gender: Female
age: 19
species: Lamia (based off of the black mamba)
orientation: bisexual
Marital status: Single (Crushing on a certain huge buff Oni/Yaoguai half breed)
Likes: shiny trinkets, music, her staggering kleptomania, seclusion, hallucinogenics, stealing, playing piano, making a certain red dragon girl bigger than her, silence, reading
Dislikes: Loud noise, obnoxious behavior, other thieves, cheap items, insomnia, the cold
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Dragon Wife Chronicles character sheet: Hinchada
Hinchada Cazadora
Height: 5ft 5in
weight: 220lbs
weight when angered: varies, maximum of nearly 400lbs
Bust: 34F
Waist: 60cm
Hip: 95cm
skin color: light brown with dark brown spots. Green outlines on the spots.
Hair color: black
eye color: lime green
birth date: June 12th
Gender: Female
Age: 23
Species: rana-kin, the ancient frog people tribals of south america
Orientation: Straight, always hit on by male rana-kin for her size and potential child birth rate, rumored to have drowned, maimed, bitten, murdered, and eaten whole her suitors that angered her.
Marital Status: Married to relaxing in the mud and the thrill of the hunt. In other words, absolutely uninterested in other rana-kin.
Likes: Hunting, eating, digging in the mud to hide, swimming, painting with her hands, worshiping Rana-kin gods, weaponizing jungle animals
Dislikes: Male Rana-kin desperate for he
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OC-tober: Troy Sinclair (Pokemon Trainer OC)
Troy “Hunter” Sinclair:
Weight/build: Average. Troy weighs roughly in the low 200s usually not too scrawny or too chubby. He eats what he wants when he wants, not adhering to any diet or workout routine. However his line of work keeps him on his toes and keeps him from slipping up on his figure.
Physical features of note: Scarred up right arm after being bitten by his pet totodile when he first adopted him. A scar over his left cheek after being abducted by team galactic.
Height: 5’10
Hair color/style: Long and spiky red hair that reaches to the bottom of his neck. Most of his upper hair is usually covered by his dark blue bowler hat that has an “ace of diamonds” card tucked into its band.
Eye color: Dark blue
Outfit: His long blue and long sleeved jacket usually is unbuttoned and untucked. The long ends of the jacket reach below his hips. The large dark blue jacket matches his trousers which he wears with a black leather belt which is tucked over his grey
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OC-tober: Kamen Rider Pangea.
Kamen Rider Pangea
Main Characters:
Daichi Kaseki: The main hero of the story, Daichi was born from the genius of professor Yuuma Kaseki. Born as the true and only working product of the "Dandy Digi Dinos" game project, Daichi is the main hero and Kamen Rider Pangea. Daichi was created and born from an AI which was adapted from the fang of a dinosaur fossil through a project started by professor Kaseki. Daichi is an android which houses the intelligence born from the tooth. Conflicted about his own existence Daichi constantly struggles what it means to be human, always being brash and sometimes maybe even savage thinking that he himself is the last living dinosaur on earth. Human in appearance due to the body made for him, Daichi always is awkward when attempting to fit into human society but he's seen as a world wide scientific breakthrough by some but also seen as a monstrosity by others who claim professor Kaseki is "playing god" with extinct species and turning their essence into a
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Daisy's Pudgy Princess Panic :iconmotol:Motol 15 5
We Shall Become One With Each Other by Motol We Shall Become One With Each Other :iconmotol:Motol 42 2 Dragon Wife Chronicles Chapter 4 by Motol
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Dragon Wife Chronicles Chapter 4 :iconmotol:Motol 3 6
Dragon Wife Chronicles Chapter 3 by Motol
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Dragon Wife Chronicles Chapter 3 :iconmotol:Motol 3 1
Read my silly fetish fuel stuff and sometimes every now and then not very fetish fuel stuff. Home of Dragon Wife Chronicles, the monster girl adventure story read by a hand full of people.

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July Patreon Exclusive: Couch Potato Princess by The-Kappass July Patreon Exclusive: Couch Potato Princess :iconthe-kappass:The-Kappass 51 3 Commission: DMG VS GBH II by DANYANTTO
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Commission: DMG VS GBH II :icondanyantto:DANYANTTO 111 3
CM - Eleonora Yumizuru by Xcel-Zero
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CM - Eleonora Yumizuru :iconxcel-zero:Xcel-Zero 212 3
Camilla (Easter) ***** (+10) by Xcel-Zero
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Camilla (Easter) ***** (+10) :iconxcel-zero:Xcel-Zero 188 5
Birthday Blade by Xcel-Zero Birthday Blade :iconxcel-zero:Xcel-Zero 155 6 GCMP III: Jen's Fate by beltpop
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GCMP III: Jen's Fate :iconbeltpop:beltpop 269 5
Aisuna Generations [4000 Watchers Special] by Primesui Aisuna Generations [4000 Watchers Special] :iconprimesui:Primesui 110 4 Mt. Lady by TheEnglishGent Mt. Lady :icontheenglishgent:TheEnglishGent 229 10 Full of Honey by RoyalOppai Full of Honey :iconroyaloppai:RoyalOppai 103 12 Stream CM- Rosa AP miniGTS BE by Kojiro-Brushard
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Stream CM- Rosa AP miniGTS BE :iconkojiro-brushard:Kojiro-Brushard 333 8
Commission: Aqua by ThePervertWithin
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Commission: Aqua :iconthepervertwithin:ThePervertWithin 531 11
#323/2 alisa sketch by cutesexyrobutts
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#323/2 alisa sketch :iconcutesexyrobutts:cutesexyrobutts 599 13
Bashi by Bamboo-Ale
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Bashi :iconbamboo-ale:Bamboo-Ale 316 16
[com] The gift that keeps on giving by TheNeverWere
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[com] The gift that keeps on giving :icontheneverwere:TheNeverWere 159 10
[Ko-Fi] Chevalier D'eon by PinkForsythia [Ko-Fi] Chevalier D'eon :iconpinkforsythia:PinkForsythia 90 3 [Commission] Matthew and Sveta WG Sequence (2/4) by Blewd-Naughting [Commission] Matthew and Sveta WG Sequence (2/4) :iconblewd-naughting:Blewd-Naughting 70 1
I fave a lot of dumb kink fuel art and maybe occasionally something not so kinky


Since I did my last journal in Nov 2016 figured I'd get another one out of the way to sum up my winter for everyone 

As you all know I was doing group therapy for awhile, I'm in debt 2000+ dollars thanks to that now but it helped my outlook a bit. Made me realize I'm not the only self loathing piece of shit in Indiana.

Video games distract me too much, sorry
I'm always available to chat with on discord or skype if anyone likes, just ask but I have my details publicly on profile.
I quit Papa Johns to work at Wal-mart. Big fucking mistake. Wal-mart paid excellently but the way they treat their employees is absolutely next to slavery. My Papa John's is under ownership of one of the previous managers who I worked with for quite awhile. He offered me my job back for the exact wage wal-mart hired me at for similar hours. So now I'm back at Papa John's with almost full time hours, the job is shit sometimes but honestly I know the job well, I love my co-workers there, only downside is some shitty busy times and customers I get sometimes. I've been praised for how well I work there on a near constant basis. I was juggling both that job and wal-mart for awhile but I full on left wal-mart after being treated like shit there. One of the managers and supervisors there did however understand, and supported me leaving the place. They hate it there too.

I'm still on a shitload of meds. I'm a bipolar fuck and one moment I'll be the nicest chattiest guy on earth and the next i'll be a huge dick who gets triggered over someone breathing my way funny.
I'm writing slowly, very slowly. Sorry
I'm kinda sorta open for RPs but i'm slow af on them, sorry.
Comms closed until I clear backlog (lol)
Trades and collab ideas are welcome, if interested.
I really want a fucking pet bird again, I miss my old budgie from my childhood and I really want a parrot or budgie as a pet again. : ((((((
I'm still at a crossroads where to go in my life, everywhere I look people my age or people I went to school with are like married or engaged or have kids on the way and live alone or with a loved one with awesome careers. Meanwhile here I am being a degenerate fat bastard in my mother's basement on fucking deviantart playing video games working at a papa john's making pizzas and cleaning expensive kitchen equipment for a living. I'm scum.
My previous girlfriend who I was excited over and talked to on a near daily basis dumped me on christmas eve :^) I'm less than scum
I have a fucking awful life style, I eat the worst unhealthiest shit at most random times and never eat regular meals, I have very little physical activity, I have terrible insomnia that sleep meds barely help with, I have constant chest pains that the doctor told me is probably muscle related which will come and go, i either get too much sleep or not enough sleep, I never get out of the house anymore like I used to (it's cold af and everything is expensive), I haven't socialized with any RL friends i've met over the last year and a half at all in months, I used to regularly go to a gaming center by me but I don't anymore cause I don't want to spend the money or just go out in public, I haven't done anything with any of the people I met from my group therapy like I kept telling them I would. I have their phone numbers and they have mine and we all have each other added on facebook, I just neglect to do anything or take part in any of their group get togethers they do, they always message me and ask me to come as well.
I feel a tad bit better about myself since the therapy but i'm always down still, I'm not suicidal anymore, just sad that I'm not the guy I could be or want to be and that I make zero effort to do so.


so yeah that's what's been up.

Comms owed to:


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gifts owed to:


if i forgot you please contact me
  • Listening to:
  • Reading: My medical bills :^)
  • Watching: Uchuu Sentai Kyuuranger
  • Playing: Banished
  • Eating: Taco Bell
  • Drinking: Monster Energy drinks

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add me on pokemon go and give me gifts so i can get eggs and balls…
That feel when buzzed depressed ranting gets you shunned by people you like
There he goes again on his fetish website whining about how he's a piece of shit 
This is the worst I've felt in months and I'm trying my best to not let depression make me do terrible and impulsive purchases or acts

I've barely any cash left and when I get like this retarded ass me loves to waste my money on the stupidest shit or just on a fuckload of junk food I don't need. I've been trying to cut out sugar and get out more cause i've heard it helps but what's the point of going anywhere these days. Just to "exist" and "get out of the house" because I'm literally doing nothing but going to random places standing around awkwardly because I have no fucking friends or hobbies anywhere. The only places I loved to go to publicly are closed down and every time I go out and get shitfaced drunk I regret it always and so does my wallet.

I'm just a giant fucking waste of resources tbh


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Redocrab Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the favorite and for the watch!!!
BalloonBot3000 Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks so much for the follow!!
DanikVarlamov Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav!
yakob94 Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2017  Student Filmographer
Vous avez 100 lamas!
HDoodlez Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2017  Hobbyist
Oh hey its your birthday, sweet
Motol Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2017
unfortunately yes
SquareofOne Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2017
Happy birthday.
Motol Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2017
ty i guess
oweroftea Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2017
Hey happy birthday daymate :3
Motol Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2017
thank you nightmate 
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