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its been.... like almost 3 months since i update.

this maybe my last.. My dA account is dead... and this place are now infested by YIFF artists.

i might make a move to Flickr..  im doing more photography now

enjoy my photos.. until im done.
  • Listening to: travel is dangerous
1-  I go back to sleep and give up

2- i try my best to get what i want

i think 1 is good...

but i want what i want...

i dunno..

  • Listening to: travel is dangerous
  • Listening to: Back to school - Deftones
  • Reading: my ACCEPTION letter
  • Watching: this monitor
If you're fat or overweight you can work out to slim it down
If you're ugly or not good looking, you can go for plastic surgeory
If you're short.. YOU CANT DO anything about it :cries:

I cant do anything about my height.. im so fucking short..
  • Listening to: Earth to bella - Incubus
  • Reading: at work
  • Watching: this monitor
  • Playing: withmyself
  • Eating: sandwich
  • Drinking: coke
  • Listening to: Class 95 FM AGAIN..
  • Reading: at work
  • Watching: at work
  • Playing: at work
  • Eating: my self
  • Drinking: water
Ived been thinking through and through about my change of drawing style. Ived been thinking of getting into Anime drawing but since anime in DeviantArt is too overrated it'll just be unoriginal. I find Anime alittle bit easier to draw and much more basic. Im really trying to learn to use Painter 9 (its not working now i blew it).

I need a better Wacom.. Intuos seems the be good.  fleng gave me a good Review about intuos3 and it cost $300.. and yet i have so many things to settle and buy. If im gonna go back to basic as in pencil>scan>LIVETRACE>PS/Painter is gonna be a hassle and the quality of my work wont be good. Im starting to get a hang on drawing with a tablet and maybe its time for me to change to a better one?

I really think i have to review my needs again...
  • Listening to: Smashing Pumpkins
  • Reading: alphabet of manliness
  • Watching: -
  • Playing: -
  • Eating: lasagnia
  • Drinking: water
I will always fail in life..

im getting old.
  • Listening to: Class 95 FM
  • Reading: at work
  • Watching: at work
  • Playing: at work
  • Eating: at work
  • Drinking: at work
I hope My friend dont come down here to see this because

I think im having a crush on my friend's sister :blush:

*giggles like a fat schoolboy*
i so need a need a new avatar..
this month 3 Famous people died

1)James Brown
2)Gerald Ford
3)Saddam Hussein

Everyone is good as dead in modern times
  • Listening to: I only want you - Eagles of Death metal
  • Reading: Classified adds.. looking for a job..
  • Watching: Anything about space
  • Playing: with myself
  • Eating: eating my heart out
I need a portfolio... nooo not deviant art.. a real portfolio... help me!!! i have no idea what to take from here...
Pink floyd - Brain Damage

The lunatic is on the grass
The lunatic is on the grass
remembering games and daisy chains and laughs
got to keep the loonies on the path

The lunatic is in the hall
the lunatics are in the hall
the paper holds their folded faces to the floor
and every day the paper boy brings more

And if the dam breaks open many years too soon
and if there is no room upon the hill
and if your head explodes with dark forbodings too
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon
The lunatic is in my head
The lunatic is in my head
you raise the blade, you make the change
you rearrange me ' till I'm sane
you lock the door
and throw away the key
there's someone in my head but it's not me

And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear
you shout and no one seems to hear
and if the band you're in starts playing different tunes
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon


this is how im feeling now...
i cant stand being the minority in society. THe outcast of the youth society. because i am the non-norm and i like it that way.. but still im surrounded by norms.. norms who are practically weird and insensitive
Death Cab For Cutie - The New Year

so this is the new year.
and i don't feel any different.
the clanking of crystal
explosions off in the distance (in the distance).

so this is the new year
and I have no resolutions
for selfl assigned penance
for problems with easy solutions

so everybody put your best suit or dress on
let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
as thirty dialogues bleed into one

i wish the world was flat like the old days
then i could travel just by folding a map
no more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
there'd be no distance that can hold us back.

there'd be no distance that could hold us back

so this is the new year

wow man!! this is gonna be the 4th yr im in DA!! happy new year people!!
1)im from an army unit which requires me to not go back home for a week because when the button is pushed i have to be there in 2 hours.. and by god i'll be missing all the fun on the weekends.. super boring

2)Yeah everything has gotta be about girls.. first the seems interested then in the end they just walk away.. well i am a pit stop rite? or maybe its just me?

3)I have the lowest pay in the army after all i have been through

4)i have been used like a tool so often until i feel like one

5)its hard for me to win or pass anything at the best.. even though i have tried hard..

there goes.. i am a sad person after all... kudos



to chill..

and be cool~
1) January - Goldfinger
2) February Stars - Foo figthers
3) March - Zao
4) Sometimes it snows in April - Prince
5) May 16 - lag wagon
6) 7 days in June - Jamiroquai
7) July - Papa Roach
8) August In Bethany - The Juliana Theory
9) Wake me up when September ends - Greenday
10) October Skies - Student Rick
11) November rain - Guns and Roses
12) Forget December - Something Corporate
i need a fucking break...
1 - Buy New hand phone
2 - Repair Electric Guitar
3 - Buy Guitar Gadgets
4 - A wacom
5 - Apparels
6 - Foo Figther's new Album
i finally get to catch the sneaks on wednesday.. the starting was ABSOLUTELY powerful and the ending WAS ABSOLUTELY POWERFUL TOO.. but the middle part and the whenever padme and anakin have a conversation... is a little bit too crappy.. Its a Sad Dark Star wars Episode.. even more darker than the empire strikes back.. brings u shivers of the dark side.

Whatever it is, i personally think this is the best star wars episode ever, after return of the jedi. i wanna go catch it again if i have the time. Cya ard and may the force be with u..