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Bellamy Blake by MorgainePendragon Bellamy Blake by MorgainePendragon
My past has tasted bitter for years now
So I weild an iron fist
Grace is just weakness
Or so I've been told.
I've been cold, I've been merciless
But the blood on my hands scares me to death
Maybe I'm waking up today

I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
I'll be good, I'll be good

For all of the light that I shut out
For all of the innocent things that I've doubt
For all of the bruises that I've caused and the tears
For all of the things that I've done all these years
For all the sparks that I've stomped out
For all of the perfect things that I doubt

I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the times I never could

For all of the times I never could...

J. Young


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"I don't know what I believe anymore.
I just know I have to live with what I've done."



Atlas. Carrying the world on his shoulders. That's what he reminds me of, whenever I think of that quote. Bellamy Blake, who's done so many wrong things, so many bad things. The blood on his hands will always haunt him. The faces of the people he'd killed. In his nightmares they'll speak to him, they cry out his name. He's done what he thought was the best for his people. But by doing so, he killed a part of himself. He knows he has to live with it now. But I hope he'll find the strength to forgive himself one day. He's so broken. And yet still so strong if needed. Always there for the ones he loves. I'm salty. This character, this man, never fails to bring me to the verge of tears. Bob Morley's portray of him touches my very soul. I'm shattered. He's brilliant. Nothing less. And that's why I had to draw another portrait of Bellamy. Season 3 broke me in a way. I hope, the new season can fix this somehow. Haha... Who am I kidding.......... Whatever.

I hope you like that piece. I think I'll take this one with me to Polaris-Con in June. As a gift for Bobby. And the other portrait I've created I want to have signed by him, if possible. Omg... I hope that it IS possible. ;)

Have a sweet sunday, lovelies!

Morgaine

Average time for the drawing: 15 hrs (3-4 for the hair...)
Size: DIN A3
Listened to: My own T100-soundtrack and the audio book "Inferno" by Dan Brown
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ScarlettGeorgia Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
So amazing 
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MorgainePendragon Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much! I appreciate it! :blowkiss: :bow:
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ZuzannaP Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2017
Niiice! :D
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MorgainePendragon Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you!!! ;) :heart: :happybounce:
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ZuzannaP Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2017
You're welcome! :D ;) 
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quiltineb Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2017  Professional Traditional Artist
Your portrait is lovely and well done! Bobby will love it!
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MorgainePendragon Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much! I appreciate it! :heart: :heart: :heart:
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Sirielle Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2017   Digital Artist
And I hope you'll manage to take it to the con and meet the actor! :fingerscrossed:
Bob Morley seems to be a nice person.
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MorgainePendragon Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Omg, that's so kind of you to say! I'll hope that too! >.< :eager: :la:
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Sirielle Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2017   Digital Artist
Well done! :thumbsup: If only his character got better story/decisions to make.
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MorgainePendragon Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Asdfghjkl THANK YOU! Means a lot! And honestly, I think he'll get better every season. He'll grow into a great leader. Not without flaws - but wiser, because he knows his wrongs. I'm sure of it. :heart:
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mecengineer Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2017
excellent
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MorgainePendragon Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you! :D :heart:
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