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i need to vent

i've been going through some stuff in my personal life and i'm just feeling a bit shitty today. these past few weeks were just emotionally draining. i always feel sick and no matter how much medicine i take, i still feel awful. school has me stressed with upcoming projects and summative assessments, and i've been dealing with privacy issues between me and my peers. it's like everything i do, it doesn't end well...i guess the only thing i have going for me is my artistic talent. i feel comfortable enough to post this on DA because i know that i have people here who actually give a fuck. at least i think so. 

i'm so happy it's the weekend. that way i can take some days off and rehabilitate myself.
i'm sorry for putting all my problems on you guys. i hate venting because i don't want to be a burden for others but it helps. at times, i feel grateful that i have the ability to draw because then i can sketch out my feelings. or something. sorry i'm very edgy.


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art is mine
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Hoppin-Frogs Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2017
Aww geez
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MoonlightWolf17 Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yeah.
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gragirl35 Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2017
I hope you feel better, but I want you to know, you're amazing and so is your work and I love you. Get well soon.
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MoonlightWolf17 Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you
it makes me so happy to hear those words...i'm better now
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TicEnchantedToc Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017
Don't worry, Ale. We all have bad days. As a matter of fact, as I was going through my school day, I felt like the entire universe was trying to ruin what was supposed to be a great day. And where I'm at now, I feel a lot better, and it really has become one of the best days of my week. I completely understand how it feels to be overwhelmed with school work and other things. Just take some time to calm down and do whatever makes you feel better. And know that there are a lot of people here on DA that are willing to talk to you, myself included. We all love you, Ale. Never stop being awesome, and remember that I'm always to give a kind word.
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MoonlightWolf17 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you so much. <3
im glad things turned out well for you. life could pull you down at times, i guess it's up to the person weather they would let tough times affect them. 
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Chelebii Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017
Oh Wolfie o;

I'm sorry misfortune keeps humping your leg like this. Maybe you should get some therapy? Who knows, it might help.

As for your classmates, just tell 'em to fuck off. Nothing wrong with getting defensive about privacy!
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MoonlightWolf17 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yeah i think i should..

i'll try
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Chelebii Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017
:huggle:
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PreciousBee Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017
"sorry im very edgy"
oh no, its okay child! i'm edgy as well, i just usually never manage to post the things i do on here.

and as for your life, its okay. I know how school can be a pain and you can be stressed out. for someone who personally procrastinates a lot, i know the stress that can kill you with all those assignments, especially if you leave them for last minute. 
if you're having trouble with those, try and make a sort of schedule and/or plan out when you'll do the assignments so you don't do all at once and become overwhelmed. 

and people are horrible, i know, so peers can be horrible as well sometimes. there's certainly good ones, and good people, but even those are hard to find in our fucked up world. 

and not everything is going to end well, i know that very well, but if it affects you so badly, you can always talk to me or friends like jazz. we'll be there for you, we care about you! there are certainly people that give a fuck about you, me included! if something terrible were to happen to you that would be absolutely horrific! ; A ;

just know that hopefully, soon, everything will get better. there's always a rainbow after the rain, and i'm sure things will brighten up soon. life's shit, yes, but sometimes you can find good shit in the shitstorm that is life.

🤝🤝🙏🏼😊🦋🌹💫💫🤝
🤞☂️🌷🌦 🌈🥄⚖️🗝💌
✨🦋🌻🍃⭐️🌈🍉🕯🔅
✨🌙🕯💐☀️💐🕯🌙✨
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MoonlightWolf17 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ok im balling my eyes out thank you

in all seriousness, it brings me a sense of joy to hear that. life is shit..but i guess you just gotta deal with it i guess. as for the scheduling, that's actually a good idea. i have time management problems, therefore it adds on to my stress. i think sorting out assignments will help a lot. 

i hate saying this because i don't want people to pity me or "comfort me" because i'm not here to seek attention. i keep a lot of things bottled up, and it's not often that i build up the courage to vent online. i'm just having social issues and problems with people in my life and well we went to a doctor and the doctor said that i may have an anxiety disorder. i've always been a shy, reserved person. i always thought it was just the usual anxiety everyone gets. but well, we're working on not getting it get the best of me, if that makes sense.

this world is fucked up..but it gives people hope to see that there is good.

thank you.


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PreciousBee Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017
chILD AAAAA
ITS NOT THAT EMOTIONAL ; v ; 
i mean im over here writing utter depression so that's why im crying but aAAAAA

indeed life is shit, i mean, we don't have wings and can't fly- //shot
im bad at time management as well cause i procrastinate on sCHEDULES AS WELL, but simple things like planners or reminders on your phone can help!

Hug 
it's alright, we're not trying to pity you. we understand you're actually having problems and we genuinely want to comfort you, not just like those who think comforting someone wil get them something in return. we're your friends, and we'll always try and be there for you.
GIF Star vs. the Forces of Evil -  Hug 

you're welcome. uvu

F Uc k
IT WAS A BAD IDEA TO WRITE THIS RESPONSE WITH SAD MUSIC BOX MUSIC PLAYING AND RECOVERING FROM A DEPRESSING SCENE IM WRITING, IM BAWLING MY EYES OUT EVEN MORE NOW AAAAAAAAA
 
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MoonlightWolf17 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
EXO : SeKai Hug 
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PreciousBee Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017
Adorable Girl Anime Emoji (My kawaii plushie) [V6] 

also im just looking at our icons and iMAGINING THIS INTERACTION WITH THOSE CHARACTERS IS SO WEIRD OML
m u st no t d o cr ac k d raw in g - 
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MoonlightWolf17 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Llama Emoji-10 (Shy) [V1] 

wo a h
oh wait-
cAGNEY NO
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PreciousBee Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017
aaaAAAAAAAAAAAAA

C A G N  E Y -
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BaronVonAaron783 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017  Student Digital Artist
My god........
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MoonlightWolf17 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hm.
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