I haven't been in a very good mood. For awhile. I know it's selfish to bring people down with a constant bad attitude, but it seems that every time I'm happy, I realize that the things I hope for aren't destined for me to have, and I completely crash. It's stupid, I have so many things provided for me. A home, food, water. I'd see things much differently if I didn't always have basic nesscesities. But, a good friend, or probably now, a former friend, once told me, that true happiness is being at peace with yourself. I just want to find that peace. I need to, for everyone.
Speaking of that friend, I miss them. I miss talking to them, I miss f