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I haven't been able to submit much, and sorry I haven't been responding to the comments submisisons I've made. I don't think much of what I've been doing is worth conversation lately. I thnk I'm going to be going through another animation phase again, if my Mac were working I'b be doing some 3d animation. I wonder, do you think I could make movies and submit them as super huge animated gif's? would DA let me do that?

In other news: I finally afforded a gift for my girlfriend today. I gave her the ring I promised her on our anniversary. She was ecstatic. I do understand that it is superficial in some senses, but I'm sure a lot of you girls (and some guys) out there appreciate what it represents. Plus, BLING BLING!

Also: been regretting a lot lately. It's nothing I can do anything about really, but I wished I had lived my life differently when I had the chance. I wish instead of being miserable in highschool and thinking the whole world should just go to hell, whining over and over about how no one loves me, I should've worked hard for the things that I thought didn't mean anything.

Stuff like money and cars and girls are all things I only learned to appreciate now.

I think afterschool specials are dangerous. I think movies that teach a lesson in saying "you can be happy and find love, all you have to do is be yourself." Bull-fucking-shit, I went through highschool thinking I don't need money, I don't need a car. I'm special enough for a girl to like me for who I am. I've only learned in the past few years after I've been with my girlfriend that stuff like that does count, and not only that. That I actually do like that stuff.

I want a nice car because I think it's that kind of thing I should've done when I was younger, the kinda thing I still have time for to do now, if  I wasn't so behind at everything. Looks DO count as much as for you possesions as they do for yourself. I feel so embarassed looking and so glamourous as I did today to be getting into my 1990 Toyota Camry with bend fender and missing hubcaps. I want to do that at least once before it's too late.

I used to be proud of the fact that I would wander around this city for hours on end, but really that's the time I could've been working hard, making money, doing well in school, becoming something.

"you can find love, all you have to be is yourself..."

I was nothing
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darkenraja Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2003
Perhaps.....I am about to upload a site with my 3Dstudio Max animation "Chromoe Fighter" onto it. Perhaps you could link it to an external site or soemthign as I am doing....
montyoum Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2003  Professional Filmographer
linking sounds like a good idea, I'm not sure of a place where I could upload my works though. Lemme try making a huge GIF, I wonder what'll happen.
darkenraja Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2003
good idea...tell me when oyu do, im curios to see if it works, that way i can do the same with mine
montyoum Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2003  Professional Filmographer
tried it, plays reaAlly slow. I don't think GIF's were intended for that purpose. I guess I could still submit it that way and anyone who REALLY wants to see it would try to use some animation software to output the frames. *shrugs* Better than nothing I guess
darkenraja Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2003
well, drop me al ien when its uploaded, id be interested to see.
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