I need to write a story. A story about someone's life. I need to make a book. A book I need to write. I want to paint a rainbow. The rainbow of my feelings. I need to express this story. This story to the world. This dark feeling the one that lies within my being. I need to express this person. This person within me. Within lives the others. They are all part of me. I need to love them all because they all are me. I need to write a story. A story about our lives. I need to express them all. All of us in my life. I need to write for all of them... They sustain my life.
Within me lives a heart. A heart of pure darkness. She lives within me and thrives of my life force. She feeds my mind dark thoughts that influence the way I am. She tells me to hurt the others. The others that are who I am. She makes me the evil. The evil that I am. Her name among the others is feared most of all. Her name is Kurayumi. Kurayami all in all. Kurayami is my darkness, the darkest of them all.
He made is way to the surface. Another part of me. Sadistic heart of mine has now been set free. He's a lover of cruelty. He's obsessively tortures the others. The others within me. He tells me to act out. Act out in harsh cruelty. He makes the sadist. The sadist that kicks others when they're down. His name is loved by darkness. His name is Hidoi. His name is feared by the others. Hidoi feared by the lovers.
Their tears have flooded me. Their pain became my pain. They toll and drain for the pain. Surround me, they wish me to slain. But I cannot die. Dying would be their end. Pain would end. They'd never live again. So in my heart they strive. Pushing me to the edge keeping me alive. Light dark, dark light. The sadness twins, they never fight. Cries and tears. Feeding the fears. Issei and Namida. Part of me come to be. Sadness what they are to me.
Fury raging all around. Angry unleashed from within my grounds. Exploding into a murderous rage. But violence is not useful for this cage. Words of many. Words of hate. Words that hurt to those that take. This fury doesn't care. This fury doesn't spare. All its path are always stomped down. Controlling this fury is the hardest of all. Moui is his name. He's my anger all in all.
Love she's my love. Heart a part of my heart. She loves them all. All within my heart. She's cruel to no one. But yet she cannot stop. Bring end to the pain that will never stop. But she can heal. Heal this broken heart. Hold it to together with all her will. Shelter the others that live here. Kokoro, her name echoes. Echoes through the entire heart for those to hear. They surround her without fear.
Last but most important of all. She's the most of me, she tells me all. She's the evil, the pain, the cruel and the shame. She tells me what I should and shouldn't do. She makes fun of me when I do what I do. She's the laughter in my heart. She's my inner me. She comforts me when all seems to fail. She helps me react when all the others fail. The greatest of me. My conscious mind. Shichiyou is her name and Tsuki is mine.